Diary 1989

Our first Communion service of the New Year and for three weeks or more. Blessed Lord, thank you for your love and unwavering strength, support, understanding and caring. I go into this New Year rejoicing in your leadership and the bringing ever closer of the Glorious Kingdom for all to know, experience and be part of.

Master, it has, these many years of this Earthly life, been my great desire, overwhelming sometimes and burning like a great, unquenchable fire within me, for the Kingdom of Love, Truth, Peace, Joy and Righteousness to be established in the lives of all, and to serve this purpose any way I can.

My son, your desire is well known to me. Let the fire burn within you; it shall be so, have no fear or concern. Continue to speak, communicate, open your heart to me; have no need of caution -- all is well between us and I shall never betray your trust. I shall continue always to give you my love, my strength, my peace, my life; to share with you my Joy, tranquillity, dignity, and to reveal to you the innermost mysteries of Our Father’s Creation. These things I shall do as a token of my love for you and you shall be able to receive them by the faith, trust, one-pointed commitment and desire that your heart gives out.

My son, I bless you and yours now and always. Do nothing but be always at peace. Love is the great healing, mending, binding force; let it be uppermost in all that you do. In this shall be your wholeness, your authority, your fulfilment. Be never anxious to accomplish your desire. Your desire is an attunement and the attunement shall be the accomplishing, for your desire is already the reality.

Blessed Master, nearer and nearer draws the time for the Kingdom of God in the lives of man. This is my great desire; how shall it be when the Earth-mind ways of man are so entrenched?

With men these things are not possible but with the Power -- the Love -- of God all things can and will be made new. Think on this my son: throughout the millennia souls have passed back and forth into the etheric consciousness from the Earth incarnate state. Among them are always a percentage who are astonished at the eternal reality -- the survival of the soul and these are inclined to wish, to desire to serve the great purpose. So progress is made in the Etheric and commitment given; a unifying of the individual life with the Power to make New, to transform.

Now there are vast numbers in the Heaven realm and their combined, united energy is such as Earth power complexes have never imagined. And many of these committed souls are in the Earth life also. Yes, the enemy is winning many battles for the souls of individuals -- temporarily; he is the lord of time. But those who are not branded with his mark are repulsed by what they see and their own inner spark of Light guides them and protects them within "guidelines for good."

The failing of the church to be a guideline will not alter this. And new energy, new power and light is streaming forth by the one-pointed action of the Army of Light. This is impacting on all who desire good and it shall continue. It is not given to you at this time to know other specific plans within my programme my son; but it shall be given -- revealed by your own faith, trust, one-pointed commitment and step-by-step keeping on in the ritual of Communion.

Let your life be a sacrifice to this desire my son, your commitment to Spirit shall bring fulfilment of your heart's desire. All is well. Be not concerned that your outer expression does not match your inward understanding and feelings; this shall grow as your understanding grows and becomes more the reality for you. And the two shall become one.

Beloved godmother Olga, this Communion service, in solitary practice of which you were faithful for so many years and even more marvellous, you brought through into the Earth life consciousness, takes on more dimension, more meaning for me every day and every week. It is now, truly, the focal point of my life, once again, but now with greater depth and meaning. The days we spent together years ago at Pleasantside were of such value and importance to me and so uplifting and joyful; you were my mentor and guide of the way and the word. We each and all go forward but for me you are and always will be my beloved godmother, who answered a crie de coeur for a light to pick out the path of life. I thank you with all my being and I bless you that the reward of life abundant and joyful may be yours.

Brian, dearest and beloved, faithful student and learner of the Mysteries, you were to me the sign I had been seeking and awaiting; it is plain that all our coming together was planned and intended and indeed I was the guide for you, to get you hooked-up with the wavelength of the living Jesus and His programme for you. It will remain enduring Joy for me that this has happened. That is my reward; to see your one-pointed commitment bring you forward in the Way.

The bond between us is timeless, it was from before we "met" and is what bound us in Love and fellowship and will continue. It is, however, true to say that we each and all go forward on the Path of our own individual development and service and this entails changes in the level of contact and relationship between people. You were my first student of the mysteries and as you know, a first is forever a first and special for that reason. You have matured and progress and your path has been your own. Your need of me as guide and godmother is no longer as it was. And my progress also continues apace, toward further fellowship with and help of others as well as learning of greater mysteries.

So it is that we share the blessing and beauty of the Communion together, with the Rector and Peter and the Teacher and all who seek, as a team. And our individual going forward brings a separation as we each grow. For if we grew together one would stifle the other or both would hamper each other. We move apart in order to grow individually stronger and then we share each other's Joy and fulfilment. We are all part of the Master's programme in this Communion together and it grows. Await developments. My love and blessings are forever with you, in His Name, our beloved Jesus.

Blessed and beloved Teacher, I rejoice in the great Joy and peace and happiness and love and fullness of spirit that are in this Communion meditation. I am in awe and wonder at its power and meaningfulness and I thank you for being the director and instigator of it.

My young and faithful friend, the living reality and truth of this service were brought into the lives of man of Earth by Jesus Christ, Son of God our Father. The reality is of the Father, brought by the Son. It has been my privilege to gather these fragments from the table of Christ's bread and wine and recognise their importance, organising them into a progressive order of structure for the purpose of meaningful contemplation.

This order leads the consciousness forward to a greater awareness of God's truth, wisdom, peace and livingness. It is also my privilege to see it benefit you and your beloved, and to draw together the energy for shining the light upon others of Goodwill who desire and are ready to go forward. The readiness is measured by the degree of responsiveness to the Word of Truth.

By your faithful continuing in the practice of this ritual for attuning shall your heart and mind, life and soul be uplifted to the greater awareness of God's living Truth and this shall make you free.

All is well, go in peace, spread love and Goodwill, fellowship and light among all your fellows. Joy fill your heart and increase your life abundantly. I am with you at all times -- of rejoicing and of need.

“The Truth, the reality is there, at hand, all around you, all around your

fellow sojourners in time, freely available for all to see and experience and be part of.”

Despite many interruptions of Earth-level vibrations the subtle but greatest force and power of all, the Creative spirit of the Love of God, is always there. Where? At hand, waiting for a niche, a place of welcome acceptance, a place in which to manifest at any fragmentary moment, to fill a gap and work to establish or restore the equilibrium of Life and progress toward perfect harmony and love.

My son, the mystery is not great, no greater than any other of the mysteries of Creation; it is all part and parcel of the whole. The Truth, the reality is there, at hand, all around you, all around your fellow sojourners in time, freely available for all to see and experience and be part of. I have said in the long ago that nothing is hidden that shall not be revealed; and so it is, so it shall be. The way to hear the radio is to attune with the frequency or wavelength of the transmission you desire. Is it therefore surprising that to be one with the "mystery" of Creation, of Life itself, of God the Father, to be a very part of the dynamic, evolving, ever-becoming Force of All, one needs simply to attune to the wavelength? I hear you ask, How, when, by what means does one attune?

By letting go, being at peace, relinquishing ones "hold" on activity at the Earth-conscious level; by becoming as a little child and acknowledging that of one's self, one can do nothing and as a little child, placing one's hand in hand of the loving, all-caring, all-providing Father. Thus shall the exercise begin.

And whence shall it go from there? -- by flight of fancy, wherever the soul of the individual be. That flight shall be powered by love, caring, desire for good, humility and commitment to and willingness for the Creator Spirit to lead, guide and direct the entire being.

Thus shall the whole of life's wonder and Joy and exhilaration be made known to all who will my son; so shall it be made known to you, as you allow the cloud of double-vision to clear and the eternal reality to be revealed before your very eyes. And in due course shall you be ready to help others to see. Be not anxious but allow the experience to become familiar to you first. One step at a time is still the way to progress, for perfect balance to be maintained. All is well.

Holy Communion July 30, 1989

My son, I am the good Shepherd but the Shepherd is the keeper and protector of the sheep; he is not the Lord of the sheep. So it is my command to care for the Father’s flock and bring them, safe and well, restored to fullness of Life, back “home” to the Father.

Heavenly Father, I greet you this morning - as ever - with my heart, from my heart; I open my heart to you, that you may occupy my life, my being. I surrender my leasehold on this life to you – for it is your life within me. I have experienced that it is your life that is in me, that is me. Earth-life-conscious “I” am only a superficial occupant and only by giving myself to you can wholeness of life, awareness, being be achieved; for you will enter in and raise me up with your life, which is Love, wholeness, perfection.

Beloved Jesus, Lord and Master, this new understanding I’m coming to is by your leading, guiding, caring. I now realise it is the Father to whom we must open our lives and our souls; you said there is but one that is “good” and that is God.

My son, I am the good Shepherd but the Shepherd is the keeper and protector of the sheep; he is not the Lord of the sheep.

So it is my command to care for the Father’s flock and bring them, safe and well, restored to fullness of Life, back “home” to the Father. It is my charge to raise the consciousness of His little ones to awareness of His Living reality – that He is your life, that all are in Him, He in you, and that without Him all is nothing.

As each soul enters into this greater awareness, so do I rejoice with the Father. We shall all have joy and fellowship together in His bosom, which is the Kingdom of God, where all is according to the Word, the Living bread, which is Life.

But what of our relationship with you Master?

I am as your Big Brother who loves you and has concern for your well-being, your “education,” your instruction in the Way. You still have need of much instruction and I still love you all. I still tread the path ahead of you, leading you forward to the full consciousness of the Kingdom where you shall be fully one with the Father.

As yet you only glimpse the Truth, the wholeness. This in itself is worthy of much rejoicing but the path ahead is yet fraught with danger and unseen obstacles to your progress. Therefore do I counsel you – put your hand in mine, your trust in me; I will, as ever, lead you safely onward.

Beloved Master, with all my heart I thank you for this revelation. You restore my soul. In your loving care I am safe.

Peace be with you my son, all is well.

The Teacher’s blessing at the end of the service was gentle and on a personal love vibration. Immediately afterwards the Master came very close and spoke for us and all who come to be part of the service: “Grace, peace, joy be with you all, my children.” The love emanating from him as he not just spoke the words but gave the grace, peace and joy, was so great it was overwhelming – a burst of spiritual ecstasy which overcame me completely.

Holy Communion August 6, 1989

As soon as the music “God is a Spirit” ended, the Teacher spoke: "Let us begin," indicating an eagerness for the power to be “switched on.” I felt he was far more active in his coordinating role/activity for the Communion than I had ever been aware before.

At the Kingdom prayer I felt the power of the words and their attuning with the Desire of Jesus for all in the Earth to be uplifted to the Kingdom of Heaven consciousness as never before.

Blessed Jesus, Lord and Master, I feel more attuned to your Great Desire than ever before -- that the Loving Will of our Heavenly Father be made known to and lived by the children of Earth until they come to their destiny of inheriting their birthright and become children of Heaven – right here, on Earth - sons and daughters of God.

My son, the Power created by this act of Communion, the coming together in my name of several souls united in commitment to the Kingdom of Heaven upon the Earth is a great dynamo for the servers of my purpose to use for accomplishing many works for mankind. Be constant, be strong, be peaceful, be as wise as a serpent and as harmless as a dove. Strive not to give bread of Heaven to children of Earth. Offer your bread but be not anxious that any or all should receive. Remember also the Cup of my Love, without which the Living Bread cannot nourish but only dry in the mouth and be hard to swallow and digest.

The following message was clearly from our son Christopher, who is very close to his older sister, (our younger daughter in this life). This was on the occasion of her, aged 17, announcing her intention to set up home with her boyfriend!

Dad, please tell Mum not to upset herself over this matter; all her concerns are known to me and to the others who love you all. She is greatly loved and cared about. We are watching over her and while she has to spread her wings, as do all travelling the path of incarnation, she has great internal moral fortitude that will keep her safe and protected from the dangers of succumbing to the degenerating ways of the world.

This message was clearly from Theresa's older brother, John:

Brian, please tell my kid sister she is a lummox! We love her and are with her, supporting her and understanding her fears and inadequacies. We are watching over you all and keeping you safe. You don't think for a minute that Uncle John will countenance any serious upsets.

The following was from the Rector:

Brian, friend and faithful fellow server of this Sanctuary of Christ Peace and accomplishment: All is well. We go forward to new revelation, new achievement, new awareness, new inner strength. Be at peace.

The blessing at the close of the Service was very loudly and strongly given by the Teacher. It was as if his desire to give the blessing had tipped the volume control out of the normal range!

Holy Communion August 13, 1989

The old order, the Earth consciousness, is blind obedience, blind following; unseeing, unknowing. The new order - New Heaven and New Earth - is created by Love giving sight to the blind, lifting the cataracts from the eyes of Earth-minded man and revealing the mysteries of Life, making all things known and giving abundant Life to all who will receive of it.

I have been aware of Peter and John participating in the service. Their joining in the singing and the responses was noticeable and a great joy. I was also aware of Theresa's mother, further toward back of the spirit-world congregation.

Beloved Jesus, your words to the woman of Samaria about the water you shall give, to all who ask, shall be in him (her) as a Fountain, springing up into everlasting life, are to me so beautiful and reassuring, uplifting and encouraging. Speak to me more of these waters of life, please.

My son, this is the pure spring of Life-Force, in which all life exists. The waters of the Earth-plane consciousness are a symbol of this at a lower level of vibration. Water is the symbol of the psyche, the life. By joining your life with mine, "asking of me for this water," I will give - am giving - the pure water of life, uncontaminated by the tawdry filthiness and pollution of Earth-minded ways.

And with this pure water of life shall be mingled my love, which shall transform the pure water into the New Wine of pure love, the life and love of God, the Creator Spirit who is our Life, our Heavenly Father. And now I drink this New Wine of Our Father's Kingdom with you and with all who will.*

The old order, the Earth consciousness, is blind obedience, blind following; unseeing, unknowing. The new order -- New Heaven and New Earth -- is created by Love giving sight to the blind, lifting the cataracts from the eyes of Earth-minded man and revealing the mysteries of Life, making all things known and giving abundant Life to all who will receive of it. All this is freely available my son, to the sons of God, His children, and has always been so. Man chose the path to knowledge by experience of good and evil and has "gone astray" -- become lost along the way. My command is to lead man back to God and it is necessary for all men who will be led to join their lives to mine, put their trust in me and become as little children, which is what man is -- children of God. This is necessary because it is so and also because man must abandon his Earth-minded consciousness and begin again, anew. Only then can he accept the New Order that awaits him.

Beloved Master, you have revealed much and given me much to ponder.

My son, this is yours and much more also, because you have done all these things and asked of me. Continue one-pointedly in this way and all shall be revealed to you, all made new, one step at a time. I bless you with joy of Heaven unending.

*This is a clear reference to his words to the disciples at the Last Supper “But I say unto you, I will not drink henceforth of this fruit of the vine, until that day when I drink it new with you in my Father's kingdom.” Mt 26:29. This indicates that the Kingdom is NOW with us, all who desire it and are willing to open ourselves to receive it, as the free gift that it is, into our lives, here, on Earth.

Holy Communion August 20, 1989

The great revelation of the water into wine being a marriage or blending of two streams of consciousness -- Earth life/minded man (water) with the Love/Life (wine) of the Kingdom of God consciousness - from last Sunday has uplifted my spirits to new joy of living. As I told this to Steve last evening and new revelation came about the miracle being at a marriage and the water-into-wine being a marriage I was aware of a number of the “invisibles” nearby saying “Well done, that's right, you've got it.”

Truly is all that is now happening a new beginning from the time Steve has recently rejoined the Communion here with us, generating new power for accomplishment.*

Blessed Master, I felt at the beginning of this Service the great power, for making new, of the Love of our Heavenly Father and His Kingdom. I felt the Kingdom here in this place.

My son, the Kingdom of God is at hand and has ever been for the Children of God. It is available freely to all who will receive it in love and humility with heart filled with adoration of the Father and His great Love. Love engenders adoration, even as in love between two souls at the Earth life level of expression. And why not? Is it is not an expression, a manifestation of God in His little ones? Purity of heart and motive is required also, for God's Kingdom has no place for that which is impure or defiles the joy and glory and upliftment of His love, His life.

Ask of me and I will refresh you with the Bread of Life, the Living Word of Truth, which shall make you whole, and the Wine of my Love. Together shall they be a feast indeed to intoxicate you with joy beyond the pleasures of Earth, unto Life Eternal.

*Steve had been away for a couple of years.

The following Diary entries were posted on September 27th 2006.

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Holy Communion September 10, 1989

Let (there) be a flame kindled in your heart, burning brightly and giving out light & warmth, peace and joy, food & drink, Love & happiness to attract and welcome all who will, all who are ready for an awakening of their within to this greater reality of the Kingdom of God.

Beloved Jesus, Lord and Master; it comes home to me more each week how Love - universal, giving, all-encompassing Love - is the power, the Force of Life; how Love makes all things new, whole and perfect; brings joy and peace and happiness into living. I realise also how bereft of Love is the life and existence of man.

My son, as you know, I would have gathered the sons and daughters of Jerusalem unto me in the long ago also, but they would not. And yet many there were who followed and opened their hearts to me, that I could give to them freely of the Love which the Father has for them.

And so it is in these latter days also my son; many there are who seek and have not yet found the Key, who know not that their very heart is the key - the door - to life, abundant and joyful.

And so I say to you my son, let this ritual of Communing be a great generator of Love and light for the awakening, the opening of hearts and souls everywhere, incarnate and excarnate, of all who will. Let it be a flame kindled in your heart, burning brightly and giving out light and warmth, peace and joy, food and drink, Love and happiness to attract and welcome all who will, all who are ready for an awakening of their within to this greater reality of the Kingdom of God.

Master, I give myself to this cause, wholly and unreservedly; I do this for I have experienced the unbounded joy, happiness, fulfilment that commitment to and service of the Father's Kingdom brings to our lives.

My son, by this one-pointed commitment shall your life and joy be fulfilled. I bless you and yours my son. Go forward a step at a time in peace, trusting in me. All is well, all shall be well. Have no concern for any matters of Earth or Heaven. All is known to me and within my control.

Holy Communion September 17, 1989

Love gives everything, expecting nothing… Let Love be the constant force of motivation in your heart and life. It shall help you to understand all, forgive all and help all. It is the unifying force of all creation, manifest and unmanifest. It is everywhere.

During the Kingdom Prayer meditation I felt awareness of the Father's love for us and our love for Him being a reciprocal sharing, giving exchange, a loving, adoring relationship, just as Earth life love of one soul for another is all those things; a free desire to give, to share.

I am coming to understand that this service is an attuning with the Living Word as manifest in Jesus our beloved Lord and Master. It is not necessarily just the man Jesus but the cosmic reality which He came to bring into the consciousness of man. The Master is here in the congregation and everywhere, anywhere else as well.

The peace and love during the Gloria was so exquisite it was hard to move at the end and someone, possibly the Teacher spoke "Praise be to God."

Master Jesus, you are our Lord and Saviour, with all power to transform, renew, make whole, restore God's children to their place in the cosmic scheme for them.

My son, this is the power of Love -- Love vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, seeketh not his own, understands all things, forgives all things and is constant. All else shall pass away, Love shall ever become new. So shall all the Little Ones be made new and whole -- by the Father's love. So is the power vested in me this same Love my son. It gives everything, expecting nothing. By Love alone shall you do as I have done and greater things. Without Love all power and prophecy are sounding brass and shall fail. Let Love be the constant force of motivation in your heart and life. It shall help you to understand all, forgive all and help all. It is the unifying force of all creation, manifest and unmanifest. It is everywhere. I am everywhere but I am with you, my little ones, always; this is possible, it is real, because Love is my vibration and love is in all. Consider this in your heart and new awareness shall come to you.

All is well my son. Be at peace, for peace is oneness with Love.

At the Teacher’s blessing he came in and overshadowed me very closely and the blessing was strong. He said “My joy is in you three, dear friends.”

Holy Communion September 24, 1989

Be joyful in your heart that it is a beacon burning with unquenchable fire – the desire for the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth for all mankind; for righteousness, order, balance and justice to be restored.

As I pondered why I did not see or hear more of the events in the realm of the Christ-servers on the Inner Plane, the Master said:

My son, concern yourself not with the receiving but with the giving of love, blessing, spiritual nourishment, comfort, reassurance. It is the desire in your heart and the one-pointed commitment of your life to the Kingdom purpose which determines your stature and your progress along the path of Spiritual attainment, not how much you see and hear of the events in other realms. You are in the Earth life vehicle for protection from distraction and interference and to learn one-pointed commitment. Your path of progress and service is on the love/mental wavelength and your gift is of the understanding of structure and order of life and its simplicity of operation and the way of “seeing” this in word structure and symbol.

Were you of a love/emotional nature then energy flow; form, movement and pattern would be more the wavelength of your experience. I counsel you therefore, be content with the knowledge of the Kingdom and your path of discernment; be joyful in your heart that it is a beacon burning with unquenchable fire – the desire for the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth for all mankind; for righteousness, order, balance and justice to be restored. I counsel you also, give freely of this desire as a light to go into all parts where Earth-conscious man dwells in his wilderness of being, that all who will may be guided to the Church of the Open Door, wherein all are welcome guests to the feast of celebration of the marriage of man to God-awareness.

When the time is right for your greater awareness of those in harmony with the Great Desire, this will happen by my control. Meanwhile keep on as you are my son; all is according to my directing.

Holy Communion October 1, 1989

It is the Father’s good will to give you the Kingdom – that you and all His children should receive it. This will happen by awakening consciousness of its being… All that is required for the lost sheep to receive it is to open their hearts and become aware of its existence and participate in its joy, glory, peace, harmony, wholeness, dignity, love.

At the consecrating of the bread I suddenly felt as if the Master had overshadowed me and I experienced the blessing and breaking of the bread as he did it at the Last Supper. His hands were intermingled with mine and I could feel the sensation of the bread being broken and the energy of His blessing permeating it.

My son, as you see, the going forward is yours, motivated by your desire. It is your glory, an unfolding of your own within which brings your within into contact with the eternal reality. It is all actual experience; the experience is all there – your attunement with it makes it a living reality for you.

So is it with the Kingdom of God Consciousness my son; it is a living reality, fully extant. Your attuning with it, by your desire and one-pointed commitment bring you into oneness with, consciousness of, its reality.

It is the Father’s good will to give you the Kingdom – that you and all His children should receive it. This will happen by awakening consciousness of its being. He so loves all His little ones that He has already given the Kingdom – indeed it has always been freely available. All that is required for the lost sheep to receive it is to open their hearts and become aware of its existence and participate in its joy, glory, peace, harmony, wholeness, dignity, love.

And so I counsel you my son, keep on in this way; let your heart’s desire grow, give free rein to it that it may bring you into ever greater awareness of the love of God for His children. It is a Kingdom of love which awaits you.

(The Rector began to sing “The King of Love my Shepherd is, whose goodness faileth never…).

Beloved Master, the joy of this service and your closeness are a fountain of pure water springing up in me unto life eternal.

So be it my son. Peace and joy fill your heart and overflow unto all your fellows.

At the Teacher’s blessing he seemed to be very young and full of light and love. He gave out all the energy built up in the Service for all who had come near to take away with them.

The following Diary entries were posted on January 3rd 2007.

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Holy Communion in July 16, 1989

Your prayerful, contemplative attunement in unison creates energy and this is harnessed by Inner Plane Servers of this Sanctuary.

The Invisibles have been very close from first thing this morning. I saw the Master’s golden-yellow light and then the Teacher’s blue light and there have been very strong love vibrations.

Beloved Master, there is now such a vibration that it is as if all before has been a making ready and that now is a time when much can and will be accomplished.

My son, your perception is accurate, for now the energies of you three* communicants, which are in harmony, can contribute to much forward progress in both the etheric envelope of Earth and in the plane of incarnate souls also. The accomplishment is through concentrated energy build-up, which can be used like the stored energy in a battery. It can be used to create light and power for attracting souls who have become distracted by false doctrines. It can be used to redirect energy flows that are not achieving the works of the Kingdom consciousness. All these purposes and many more can be brought forward by your dedicated, one-pointed commitment.

This should be no surprise to you my son. You see, all around, the effect of energies that are misguided - in destruction, pollution, evil doing and degradation of the human spirit. Now, you three come together in common desire for the Kingdom of God to be established in the affairs of mankind. Your prayerful, contemplative attunement in unison creates energy and this is harnessed by Inner Plane Servers of this Sanctuary. Because of their ability to see areas where your energies can be used to good purpose, they can direct your – and their – energies, combined by the one-pointed commitment and desire of all, focused in this Service, for achieving what you in the Earth-incarnate condition cannot. It is a combined-forces operation and you are all a most important part of it, for your Earth-station energy generation is of the greatest benefit at the Earth-envelope frequency.

I bless you all for your commitment. Keep on in this way for much work is in progress even now for the Kingdom and many lost sheep are in need of calling back to the fold.

All is well. I commend you all. Go in peace and joy.

* Steve was back with us after being away for a couple of years.

Holy Communion October 8, 1989

…the Glory of Heaven is love, humility, Grace, caring, giving, service, understanding, fellowship; not pressuring, not criticising but being tolerant of all inadequacy and imperfection; helping those less fortunate, or less advanced in the Way, to go forward.

The Kingdom prayer is a psychic opening of our hearts to the Father and an attuning with Him; a bringing into at-one-ment with Him of body, mind and spirit in psychic unity.

At the Song of the Angels I saw the Master standing in his Glory, high above us to the right, in the near-middle distance. It was as if he were dressed in robes of golden/white light, radiating as the sun and illuminating all the world. Truly is he the Light of the World.

Beloved Master and Lord, I begin to see how faithful and one-pointed attunement with/through this mystical communion devotions ritual brings us greater awareness of and attunement with the Glory of Heaven.

My son, the Glory of Heaven is love, humility, Grace, caring, giving, service, understanding, fellowship; not pressuring, not criticising but being tolerant of all inadequacy and imperfection; helping those less fortunate, or less advanced in the Way, to go forward. This is the Glory with which those who would serve shall be crowned.

Think upon this; dwell upon it; let it be your focal point, with love as the very centre; give everything, expect nothing. These are the things of which the Glory of God is composed. These are the things which shall bring Glory and power – power to serve, power to heal, power to save, power to uplift and make whole – to those who aspire to the Kingdom.

Master these are humbling thoughts and revelations – thank you for bringing them to me. I ask your help in achieving these things that I may serve your good purpose in bringing the Kingdom of Heaven.

My son, be not afraid; be at peace; all is well. Keep on in this way and your spirit shall be cleansed, one step at a time, of all the false doctrines and ways of Earth-life teaching. The sun goes forward and you go forward with it in this ritual attunement.

Holy Communion October 15, 1989

Does it not fill you with peace and joy and uplift to open your heart to Him and experience His love and peace flowing into and through you?

Blessed Master Jesus, thank you for being our Lord and leading us, one step at a time, forward along the path to eternal consciousness. I feel as if I am a hair’s breadth from a new level of consciousness when I can attune with heightened awareness.

My son, that new awareness is born of “letting go and letting God.” It is of allowing the Father to become manifest in you by letting go and opening up your heart to Him. Does it not fill you with peace and joy and uplift to open your heart to Him and experience His love and peace flowing into and through you? And so it can and shall be in your life my son, that He will bless you with newness, wholeness and glory of life abundant by your act of “dying” – which is a losing of your own “life.” This is a temporal, leasehold condition in which the children of Earth are separate from the Father and live a solitary life without Him; they are shut off from Him and in due time, when they are ready, seek after Him. Though He is not far from anyone, yet seek they in diverse places, when He is right within each and every one of His children.

By opening their heart, which is the seat of the soul, He will make Himself known and His presence felt in an ecstatic peace, tranquillity and profound sense of well-being which transcends all joys of the Earth awareness. This shall flow through you and fill your entire being with newness of Life and Peace.

This happens by giving up your life and surrendering it to Him in love and trust, knowing He is LOVE and joy and glory. It is the antithesis of Earth-mind ways and this is why a giving up, a surrendering, must take place, of the Earth life. Hence my teaching that you cannot serve God and Mammon.

All is well my son. You go forward. Let it be one step at a time. This way shall you not stumble and fall. I am the Good Shepherd. I lead; do thou follow.

Master Jesus, thank you for all your love and teaching.

Holy Communion October 29, 1989

Pure heart and humble spirit is the order which shall gladly and joyfully partake of the banquet. Be ye therefore one who serves at this great and joyful festive occasion

I have had an awareness of many seekers and aspirants of all ages coming to attend the service, as in the huge cathedral I sensed we were in some while ago.

I am especially aware of Vic, (John’s father-in-law newly passed over) coming in with John and full of excitement and enthusiasm for the livingness, spirituality and uplift in this form of Christ-attunement. It is as if he is exuding a sense of praise and joy and thanksgiving for this real, living service rather than the dead and dreary order of the Earth church. I feel as if in a way he is a symbol of the ‘ordinary, lowly soul’ who will move up and be a cause of rejoicing in Heaven.

During the offering of wine I felt as if I were the chalice, through which the wine of Christ love is pouring out for all who will to receive of this blessing and renewing.

Thank you beloved Jesus for the glory of this revelation, continuing and growing, living and uplifting, expanding…

…Yes my son, growing and expanding, going out to all who will, everywhere; the lowly, the poor in spirit, the downtrodden, the pure in heart; theirs is the Kingdom of God, the praise, the joy, the uplift, the thanksgiving. Learn of this experience. There is no room for pride and haughtiness in the Kingdom of Heaven. Pure heart and humble spirit is the order which shall gladly and joyfully partake of the banquet. Be ye therefore one who serves at this great and joyful festive occasion; give freely of the bread and wine to all who will receive it that they may eat and drink and be filled with joy everlasting.

This is my programme, my purpose. You are all part of it. Even now does it go forward and gather momentum. Broadcast the word – usher in all who would gather outside, make welcome all who will enter, for there is room for all within. Let your message be from the heart – love, peace, joy to all, unreservedly. So shall my Father’s House be filled with joy as His children come in and receive His blessing.

Master, this is the one, great, glorious gathering of all mankind, of all time.

Yes my son. Be at peace; all is well. I bless you all.

At the dedication hymn and the Teacher’s benediction, the Inner Plane Servers gathered round the altar in an arc and many thousands around and beyond them.

The following Diary entries were posted on March 28th 2007.

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Holy Communion March 12, 1989

The order of God's Creation is a NATURAL order and the spirit that powers it is Love. When you are in harmony with it by recognising Love and opening your heart, your soul, all your being, to it, it will clear away the falsehoods, the man-made impressions and open your eyes to Truth.

Jesus my beloved Lord, the realisation comes to me that the wholeness of life and consciousness, the full awareness of God -- life eternal -- is founded simply in Love. It is necessary first and foremost to have, to be filled with, Love. It is uncomplicated, it is simple, it is straightforward. The understanding of all things, all creation, all mysteries, shall come a step at a time in enlightenment as the individual soul comes to know love, peace, joy, trust, dignity, freedom and abandons, a step at a time, the false doctrines of Earth based on dogma, rules and regulations, unworthiness.

It is even as you have realised. The order of God's Creation is a NATURAL order and the spirit that powers it is Love. When you are in harmony with it by recognising Love and opening your heart, your soul, all your being, to it, it will clear away the falsehoods, the man-made impressions and open your eyes to Truth. There is no need to know or first learn the rules and regulations. They will not bring enlightenment. They might bring what the world perceives as knowledge but that is not wisdom, enlightenment, Love. It is restricting. Love is freedom, unburdening, loosening. It is universal. It does not set rules and regulations nor conditions. It is all-encompassing. It has no bounds, but dignity, decorum, seemliness, honesty, humility are all part of its energy. And these things shall guide you through the maze of life and stand you in good and adequate stead in all situations. Your fellows shall recognise wisdom and honour and worthiness.

Have neither concern nor anxiety for living perfectly by all this new understanding in the face of Earth contrary vibrations and conditions; it is new to you and your strength in these things is inadequate as yet. But the recognition shall increase your strength and your competence with time. All is well. I am a messenger of the Word.

Holy Communion April 16, 1989

Beloved Lord Jesus, “we go forward” is an expression very much a part of SMCC and I realise how far I have gone forward since that day when I first was brought into contact with Olga, about 24 years ago.

May I continue to go forward along the inner path of unfoldment whereby my understanding of the meaning and purpose of life are revealed and in secret I am prepared within my own inner consciousness to perform some service for the blessed Kingdom of God’s righteousness-of-life for His children.

My son, your heart’s desire is well known to me, and by your faithful one-pointedness and commitment to the Kingdom of Heaven upon the Earth shall you continue to go forward. This progress may seem imperceptible but I assure you my son, you are being prepared and brought forward one step at a time, lest you falter and stumble. This has had to be from the Outer Court of your Earth-life consciousness through the Middle Court and into the Inner Court of the Temple of your Consciousness to the point where your awareness of the magnitude of Spiritual Consciousness could be glimpsed. Have no fear, have no concern; all is according to my guiding; all is according to my plan and you are always within my care. This act of service shall prepare you for greater service and all shall be revealed at the time of readiness.

I counsel you, let go and place all the affairs and concerns of your life in my care; pray every hour for the love of God upon all mankind; give tirelessly from your heart to all you encounter in your Earthly affairs; judge not by outward appearances. Rather, commit to Him who has charge of all and leave with Him so that you be not drawn into petty confrontations. All is well; all shall be well.

Peace be with you unto the end my son.

Holy Communion April 23, 1989

I am ever close at hand and my love encompasses you and all your fellows at all times. It is a pure and undefiled vibration and by attuning your heart and soul with that wavelength you will be aware of this constant giving, constant loving.

Beloved Master, this has been such a peaceful service and your love has been so close at hand.

My son, I am ever close at hand and my love encompasses you and all your fellows at all times. It is a pure and undefiled vibration and by attuning your heart and soul with that wavelength you will be aware of this constant giving, constant loving. That is what love is – constant giving, not being concerned about receiving back like for like or in any measure. That is the love of God our Father, the Creator Spirit. You know that it cannot, will not change.

Those who desire the Kingdom of God’s righteous love and purity will be drawn, have no fear. All is well. All goes forward. You cannot hasten the programme; it goes forward on all fronts. Allow the power to catch you up and move you forward with it. This is preferable to endeavouring to grab it by a loose corner and drag it forward! Can you do this with a flower or a seed?

By attuning with the peace you can know, feel and be part of the forward progress – it is a growing, evolving process like the unfolding of a flower. It is all of the same origin – the cosmic, universal Creative energy of Life, vibrant and energetic with Love.

I counsel you, be still.

Holy Communion May 7, 1989

Speak with me, I am your friend, not high and lifted up beyond reach of my young followers. Is it not my teaching that he who abases himself shall be exalted? More could enter the Kingdom if they were mindful of this.

Beloved Lord Jesus, I begin to have some illumination on the readiness for serving the Kingdom not being of the mind or of the self-will but rather, of the Life Force. As we learn, gradually, over long years, that we must “surrender our leasehold” over our own lives to the will, the LOVE, the Laws of the Creator Spirit, our Heavenly Father, so we gradually recognise that the Earth-mind and the “will” of the Earth-conscious awareness (ego) are not able to align with the Life force which controls, IS the essential being; and the mind cannot intellectually “understand,” because it is a growing, living, becoming emergence of life from within. It is the same process as a seed emerging from within itself and becoming manifest. We can only submit or surrender ourselves to the Everlasting-One, who will bring us to our destiny more readily by our act of letting go and allowing it to happen by His natural processes.

Well done my young and faithful follower of the Way of Life. Your grasping of the principle involved here shall help you go forward to new awareness, new experience, new revelation. Seek and you shall find, Ask and it shall be given to you, Knock and it shall be opened unto you. Speak with me, I am your friend, not high and lifted up beyond reach of my young followers. Is it not my teaching that he who abases himself shall be exalted? More could enter the Kingdom if they were mindful of this.

Thank you beloved Master and Lord of life, King of Love, Prince of Peace.

The following Diary entries were posted on June 27th 2007.

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Holy Communion March 19, 1989

Be peaceful; therein lies oneness with Spirit and new awareness shall be yours. All is well. Let not your heart be troubled, neither be afraid, I am with you and my rod and staff shall comfort and protect you in and from all adversity and you shall prevail in the face of the enemy.

Beloved Lord Jesus, can you increase my discernment of the nature of consciousness? -- I find I can think of all manner of mundane thoughts at the same time as speaking the words of the Service and feel this is more likely when I am over-tired, perhaps when my psyche is partially exteriorised. This indicates to me that the psyche is not under full control of the mind so that it wanders in search of pleasant experience elsewhere.

My son, it is as the symbol of the three-branch candelabra, the psychic awareness on the one hand, the mental awareness on the other and the Spiritual reality in the midst. If the spiritual commitment and awareness is not adequate then the other two wander independently, lacking the unifying strength/power of the Spirit. The Spiritual Self is the direct link with the Creator Spirit, whence comes Creative inspiration from the Eternal, from the Light Realms.

It is not possible to speak further in terms meaningful to you at this time my son, for this is beyond your present understanding. Ponder, I counsel you, the three-branch candelabra and what I have said.

The nature of consciousness is ‘question 10,’* some way ahead for you! But contemplating in your heart will bring new understanding. Be peaceful; therein lies oneness with Spirit and new awareness shall be yours. All is well. Let not your heart be troubled, neither be afraid, I am with you and my rod and staff shall comfort and protect you in and from all adversity and you shall prevail in the face of the enemy. You shall be a lighted beacon to my people. Joy be with you always.

*When I was in the very early stages of the Path back in the 1960s, I said to the Master, “Why don’t you just give me the answers to the ‘top 10’ questions (about the Creator, Creation and Eternal Truth) and then we can really get this show on the road?.” He said, “It doesn’t work like that. This is a growing process and you have to be able to assimilate the realities of eternity (back) into every level of your being. To simply have them on a plate for your mind, which has not yet been made ready to receive them, would not be serviceable to that growing process and would cause confusion because the growth has to be balanced across the full spectrum of every aspect of your being.”

Holy Communion Easter Sunday, March 26, 1989

Rejoice in your heart and do not let the world -- which blows this way and that, seeking the direction it thinks is right for it but has lost the chart and so knows not whither is the route nor the destination -- distract you from knowing, from experiencing, from being glad in your knowledge of the fulfilment and its certainty.

Jesus, beloved Lord, this day, thanks to you, is a most beneficial and meaningful day, filled with love, glory, peace, joy, promise and fulfilment. Help me (and all mankind) to see the purpose of your incarnation -- to bring the Good News of the Kingdom of God's righteousness for all men -- and that this is life in eternal joy.

My son, there could not be any other way for me to bring the message. It was timely, expedient and fortuitous for the method of my ‘death’ to be crucifixion, so that my resurrection to Life could be a symbol of eternity. It was a way of demonstrating for all mankind that out of death comes Life, out of misfortune, despair, degradation and all the unhappy conditions of man can come, indeed will come the Love of God and the restorative power that this brings into their lives.

It was also necessary for this form of demonstration to take place because of the place in the evolution of man's consciousness whereby such a demonstration could take place and would arouse the spirit of compassion deep in the soul of mankind.

This has been the case and man hardly knows how to handle this. But be of good cheer, my son, the next phase of the plan is already underway and each phase serves its purpose before coming to a conclusion and passing away.

Have no concern for that which passes away. Think on and be aware of that which is new, that which is of the Eternal Order of Being, that which is of God, our Heavenly Father. Rejoice in your heart and do not let the world -- which blows this way and that, seeking the direction it thinks is right for it but has lost the chart and so knows not whither is the route nor the destination -- distract you from knowing, from experiencing, from being glad in your knowledge of the fulfilment and its certainty.

Blessed Master, thank you for your message of Joy at this Easter Day. Praise be to God.

Holy Communion April 9, 1989

It is the desire to be one with God’s all-loving, all-caring, all-giving spirit that, with the willingness to let go, having seen and accepted that we cannot do these things of ourselves, that enables Him to give to us the good gifts of the bounty of His Glorious Kingdom, freely and lovingly.

Beloved Lord, the vastness, no infinity, of God and His Kingdom leaves me feeling so small and inadequate, as if I can never grasp and become one with the Inner Plane of awareness, the “within.” And then, the other day, as I walked in the park I became aware that letting go and being at one with and encompassed by God's PEACE was the Key. It is of course, not an act of the will; to will to have the door of the Inner Consciousness opened actually shuts the door more tightly. By letting go and placing ourselves, our lives, our being in His all-supporting hands, by being aware of His Peace and Joy and stillness can we be transformed by all that He is; we can become one with His vibration.

Brian, my friend and faithful wayfarer of the Kingdom Path; do you not think that I and all others who seek after God and earnestly desire the Kingdom, do not also feel or have felt the desire for all these things to be revealed to us, and have come to accept that the ego self-will does not accomplish? It is the desire to be one with God’s all-loving, all-caring, all-giving spirit that, with the willingness to let go, having seen and accepted that we cannot do these things of ourselves, that enables Him to give to us the good gifts of the bounty of His Glorious Kingdom, freely and lovingly.

Earth-incarnate souls are so separated from this awareness and filled with the false premises of self-achievement that this is a very hard thing for them to accept with the intellect and the heart. But the Love of God will win the hearts and souls of ‘all who will’ in ways and by means some of which you know and others of which you are as yet unable to see. In the meantime, be at peace and allow the peace to come upon you. All shall be accomplished. Let the Joy of this reality renew your life.

The following Diary entries were posted on October 3rd 2007.

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Holy Communion May 14, 1989

Where your heart’s desire cannot be fulfilled of yourself, it can be and will be if you give yourself to God. This is a private, personal act between you and Him and needs no outward sign or process.

From the beginning this has been a beautiful service with strong awareness of the Holiness of the ritual and the presence of the Master, the Teacher and the Rector. Also there has been a great awareness of the open quality of the invitation to all who will come near and partake of the Glory and upliftment of the attunement with the Love of the Father created by the ritual. It is truly a living, dynamic, vibrant experience.

Beloved Lord Jesus, I open my heart to you, for I know that only by abdicating the “I will” of self-determination and opening our hearts to the “I am,” the Creator Spirit, the source of love, peace, joy, life itself, can we become fulfilled, uplifted, one with Him. Life is fulfilled in giving, caring, loving and understanding. I begin to be aware that “give everything, expect nothing” is an achievable, desirable, attainable state of being. I also have known the Joy of giving of the Holiness and upliftment of this attunement for all who will and experienced the energy going out to those near and afar off who are attracted by the Light of this living ritual Communion.

My son, greater joy than this awaits you and all who one-pointedly and selflessly commit themselves to the great purpose – the Kingdom of God upon the Earth.

Continue in this way with love, joy and blessings for all in your heart. Give everything and including yourself to the Father, for of yourself you can do nothing. Where your heart’s desire cannot be fulfilled of yourself, it can be and will be if you give yourself to God. This is a private, personal act between you and Him and needs no outward sign or process. Practice daily the act of placing your being in His loving care and you will be drawn upward and forward. This will result in outgoing to your fellows and the transformation of your life at all levels. I bless you.