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Holy Communion January 7, 1990
“…the light and spirit of God the Father Creator lives within all His creation.
The debris of Earth mind consciousness clouds this reality from the
awareness of the children of Earth who lack the light of Spiritual discernment.”
Beloved Lord, this is our first communion of the new decade; one which I pray will be momentous in the going forward of your plan for mankind in the unfolding of the affairs of Earth for bringing the Kingdom of God.
My son, the light and spirit of God the Father Creator lives within all His creation. The debris of Earth mind consciousness clouds this reality from the awareness of the children of Earth who lack the light of Spiritual discernment.
(I saw a church with all the trappings coated with a thick layer of solid, grey, lifeless dust and had the sense that this could be removed to reveal the living reality beneath.* Could that lead to the Church of the Open Door?**)
With God all things are possible. All things shall be made new. Concern yourself with the next step while keeping the goal in sight and progress shall be made, gradually, which shall carry you forward. The vibrations today are subdued for healing purposes; be not alarmed but be still and peaceful, let the healing energy flow.
*Though the altar and fabric were old and decaying, the cross and the communion plate and chalice were solid under the layer of grey volcanic ash-like dust.
** For the explanation of this see http://www.members.shaw.ca/communion/visions.htm - VISIT%20TO%20CHURCH%20OF%20CHRIST%20OF%2
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Holy Communion January 14, 1990
“It is His good will to give the Kingdom to all and only they that love him can receive it because it must be by willingness to receive it that each soul can become one with it.”
It has been dawning on me that the reality of the living Jesus in our lives and indeed the lives of any and all who become aware of him, happens by a process of attunement. Hence his words “If any man love me he will keep my words and my Father will bless him and I will come unto him and will manifest myself to him.”
It is by loving him and keeping His words that the attunement happens. It is not a process based on favouritism but attunement and is part of the Laws of the Creator Spirit on and by which the universe operates. It means we need not be anxious to be “performing” or behaving correctly but rather, loving our Heavenly Father and His beloved Son, Jesus and simply desiring to be one with the love and joy and peace and harmony that being in attunement with Them brings into our lives.
My son, you go forward by this “new” awareness. It is not really new awareness for you have known this all along. It is rather a change in the focus of your consciousness which sharpens your understanding of how the Laws of the Father’s creation function. It is His good will to give the Kingdom to all and only they that love him can receive it because it must be by willingness to receive it that each soul can become one with it. It is not so much a “gift” as a state of awareness that it is there for all to receive, to become one with, part of.
The unfolding revelation shall continue unendingly my son, all the while you desire it and are willing to receive it. That shall keep you in a state of attunement or harmony with it and the revelation and your consciousness shall continue to harmonise, or become aligned. It is like a chemical reaction; it happens by the laws of Creation. Conscious “willing” is neither necessary nor able to make it happen. All is well. Go in peace and JOY.
At the Missionary prayer, as we spoke the words “we thank thee for the privilege of this Communion…” the Teacher interjected “for the JOY of this Communion…that it brings into our lives.”
Holy Communion January 21, 1990
“Take one step at a time and be content in this pace of progress.”
This has been a blessed experience in which I have felt exalted to the Heaven consciousness and experienced the unequivocal love that the Teacher, the Master and all the High Ones and Servers of this Sanctuary and of God’s purpose for mankind everywhere, have for “all sorts and conditions of men.” Their love overflows with compassion for men and women afflicted by lack of light, self-will, greed, ignorance. The Gloria was filled with the Glory of God and a sense of giving, loving for all who will.
Master Jesus, beloved Lord, I feel the joy that unconditional love for all brings into our lives; the transforming to newness and wholeness of life and being. Thank you for your patience and love in leading the way, guiding by your light and example. This is ALL.
My son, your heart’s desire shall be fulfilled. Rest and be peaceful. All is well; we go forward in Joy of Life. Have no fear. Take one step at a time and be content in this pace of progress. Peace be with you all. I am very well pleased my son.
I felt a profound sense of peace from the within lulling me into a state of relaxation and letting go.
Holy Communion January 28, 1990
“…it is not man who will accomplish the Kingdom of God
but God who will give it, freely, to man.”
Beloved Jesus, I give myself to you, I come to you as a little child, unable to achieve my heart’s desire of myself, of my own will.
My son, as you well know, it is not man who will accomplish the Kingdom of God but God who will give it, freely, to man. This is the natural order that the father is the giver of life and the provider for his little ones. He also gives his inheritance, his estate to his children. It is his goodwill to do so and his joy that it is gladly received, when it is. Be therefore peaceful and receive the good gifts that He will bestow upon you and all who will receive gladly of them.
I had a sense that there was somebody here without a wedding garment, trying to sneak in to the banquet and was attaching himself, with a lower, psychic vibration at the mundane, “I Will” or ego-mind level to the service. This has distracted me and I “ejected” him in the fashion counselled recently by the Teacher. I had a sense of him skulking away.
My son, send away all without the white garment, who desire not to inherit the Kingdom, with the power and authority of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. Tell them also they will be welcome back when they are ready to make the commitment to receive their Heavenly inheritance. All is well.
At the blessing, the Master said: “All ye my little ones: Joy be ever with you.”
Evening prayers February 1, 1990
“… be true to that which guides you
from your own within. It is the Good Shepherd of the Holy One.”
The Teacher speaks: “My son, it is necessary that you walk in blind faith; by this do you learn one-pointed obedience and commitment. Fear not; you are in our care. I, your Teacher, authorised in the name and by the power of Jesus of Nazareth, beloved Christ of God, have much to show to you, much to reveal. Be patient; be true to that which guides you from your own within. It is the Good Shepherd of the Holy One. He will not fail you. Draw nigh unto him my son, that you stray not from the narrow and straight path. Yea, even though many around you stumble and falter, do thou be true and single in thy vision.
So shall you prevail and the Power of the Almighty shall be vested in you for many works my son. Be not afraid but put on the whole armour of faith and trust. Though temptation shall pass by, your faith and singleness of purpose and commitment shall keep you.
All is well and much is being accomplished of which you are not yet aware. All shall be made known at the time of readiness. Peace be still. I shall speak again my son.”
Evening prayers February 2, 1990
“Have we not - you and I - something we desire to say to all who will receive it?
Is it not a great - the great message?”
The Teacher speaks again: “All you have to do is attune with the within and you shall receive. Even as a radio attunes and receives. It is not an act of the will; it is simply being willing to receive, being receptive to the Christ wavelength, the Messenger’s wavelength. He has a message for you – the Messenger of the Holy One. A radio is not anxious to receive. Neither need you be. And if you wish to transmit, simply speak – focus (attune) and speak with Him or any who are authorised – as am I – to speak in His Name. His message – the message – is Love.
I can and will speak with you at any time and any place my friend. And why not? Are we not on the same wavelength? Are we not both committed to the same purpose – the service of the Kingdom purpose in this ritual attunement? Is not attunement what this is all about? Have we not - you and I - something we desire to say to all who will receive it? Is it not a great - the great message? Should we not therefore get together and exchange our feelings of Joy that this message – and the messenger – and the sender of the message – exist? Is not sharing this Joy and the message itself what this purpose is all about?
Therefore my friend, be not surprised but be Joyful in the Lord, for great and marvellous is His day.
Draw close to me always. In this togetherness shall you go forward and become more attuned with Love. This is the Great and Only message. All is well.
Holy Communion February 4, 1990
“We can now achieve together, by your cooperation, many works of
enlightenment and assistance to those who will receive.”
Beloved Teacher, thank you for your messages of illumination and enlightenment of this past week. You have my undying commitment and trust. If I can serve or be of service in the Kingdom Purpose through this living Communion ritual, by the Grace and Love of our blessed Master Jesus of Nazareth, let it be known to me. I cannot do it of myself, of this I now know but by desire and commitment the Master will accomplish some works in me.
Brian, dear friend and fellow servant, I know that we of the Inner Plane have your commitment and trust and this is greatly valued. We can now achieve together, by your cooperation, many works of enlightenment and assistance to those who will receive. Join us consciously and we shall combine our energies with yours. Thus can our united goal be the going forward of many to the Great Banquet. Peace be with you. All is well.
Holy Communion February 11, 1990
“This is the order of Creation, that love comes from above down and uplifts
the little ones, who struggle to receive it by reaching out and aspiring to go forward.”
Heavenly Father, I know of a certainty that you and the Kingdom are the reality; I know that love is what you are and that this is the force by which the universe operates, by which creation and its perpetuation are. I know that you are our Father and that we are your children; that it is our inheritance to be one with you and be within the Kingdom. I myself cannot achieve this state of being from where I am. And for this reason you have sent your beloved son Jesus, who is beloved of me also, to befriend us – all who will receive His friendship. He alone can and will lead us with love and compassion for our condition, to the “Promised Land.” This is the Kingdom of Heaven upon the Earth.
My son, all that you say is right. You cannot achieve this but I am empowered by the Father to achieve it for you. This is the order of Creation, that love comes from above down and uplifts the little ones, who struggle to receive it by reaching out and aspiring to go forward. Let not the conditions of Earth-life consciousness cause confusion in your mind. I, Jesus of Nazareth, will accomplish for you, and “all who will,” a going forward.
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Holy Communion February 18, 1990
…you now glimpse the magnitude of the Master’s programme and also his love. This love is the power to transform and uplift all mankind. It shall be from the within of each one individually – that is the only way it can happen.
From the beginning I was aware of a host of servers from the invisible realms on the one hand and a great multitude of countless thousands gathered on a hillside attracted to the Light, love and uplifting vibrations of the Service. They all joined in as One with the Kingdom Prayer and even as I write they are tuned in. The Master says, and gives, “Peace, love and joy unto you all my beloveds.” This is a great gathering of souls and energies and blessing. Three levels of consciousness come together in sharing this ritual communion of attunement (at-one-ment).
At the offering of the bread, Jesus, our beloved Master stood in front of me and slightly to one side giving his love and blessing to the multitude, even as he did in the long ago. I could feel the great giving, selfless, pure and joyful going out for all. It was an overwhelming experience.
Brian, my friend, you now glimpse the magnitude of the Master’s programme and also his love. This love is the power to transform and uplift all mankind. It shall be from the within of each one individually – that is the only way it can happen. Those in the etheric realms can be uplifted and go forward because the transforming experience takes them to a new place of awareness and they see, feel, become aware of its tangible reality. This readily establishes them in this new desire that the experience awakens in them.
For those in the Earth-life this is not so easily achieved – yet – for they are surrounded by dismal experience and for them this is the reality. Any short-lived, uplifting experience is not sufficient to carry them forward to an acceptance that that is the reality. Yet I say unto you, have no concern over this, for the power of God to restore, to make all things new in His Earth, is great. His love for His little ones is greater than for the creation all around and does He not renew all that every year with His life, which is love?
All is well my friend. We go forward. Joy be your crown and your mantle.
I believe this was the Rector speaking. After the Teacher’s blessing at the end he added “…unto the coming of the Kingdom of Heaven upon the Earth.”
Holy Communion March 4, 1990
We are now at the time of the great banquet to celebrate the marriage, the unification of Heaven with Earth. This means that all who respond to the call can and will be joined, become as one with the life of God in His Heaven.
Beloved Teacher, It is clear to me now that you are not only Olga’s Teacher but are mine also. Your purpose in this Mystical Communion is also to Teach countless other souls of the joy and fulfilment of joining their lives with Jesus, our beloved Lord and Master. For I see, am aware of, great multitudes gathering to join as one in this attunement practice now. And they are bringing more each week. It is an experience that causes my soul to overflow with joy and happiness.
My son, this is the joy that our Father has prepared for His little ones - all those that love Him, all that respond to His love for them - from the beginning. We are now at the time of the great banquet to celebrate the marriage, the unification of Heaven with Earth. This means that all who respond to the call can and will be joined, become as one with the life of God in His Heaven. This does not mean losing their individuality; rather, that they shall gain and increase in individuality and health of body, soul and spirit, become fulfilled and increased in joy and wholeness.
It is reality beyond all temporal reality, my young friend. I counsel you to look upon it, become aware of it as the great reality beyond all other realities. For this is the eternal nature of God-conscious living, being, becoming. It shall grow and prosper and shall increase in the lives, the hearts, the minds of all who earnestly desire God’s righteousness and justice.
Let it lodge itself in your heart, mind, soul and strengthen you for mighty works and deeds. The joy of your desire to bring this reality to the attention of those who labour and are heavy laden shall be fulfilled, my faithful follower of the call. All is well; all shall be well. May the Joy of Heaven fill your heart.
Holy Communion March 18, 1990
Have no anxiety – banish it from your life by the certain knowledge that God loves you and desires for you the good gifts of His storehouse. He will give them to those who are willing to receive. Be thou willing.
Beloved Teacher, I realise that in this state of at-one-ment achieved during the Communion, we are all on the same wavelength.
Thus it is that we can communicate with all, for it is an open wavelength and all who are on it are aware of each other. The call of the Lord is for all who will to attune with Him and thus receive the love and blessing that is transmitted on the Cosmic wavelength.
All is according to the natural laws of the Father’s Creation. There are no “magic” miracles as if deeds could be done without foundation in Cosmic Law; it is simply by having eyes, ears, senses to perceive and receive the awareness of God’s Laws and by living in absolute oneness with them that all things are possible.
Fear not my son but take life one step at a time. Your Earthly conditions shall all come into harmony with the will of the Father and your desire shall lead you forward into that harmony. The Earth life substance is much more dense than the etheric stuff of soul realms. It can only be transformed from within out by attunement. Have no anxiety – banish it from your life by the certain knowledge that God loves you and desires for you the good gifts of His storehouse. He will give them to those who are willing to receive. Be thou willing.
Holy Communion Mothering Sunday, March 25, 1990
…it is the love of the Father Creator that makes all things new and shall make the New Earth, in harmony with the New Heaven.
From before the beginning of the Service the ‘invisibles’ came very close and brought a Heavenly vibration that surrounded us with joy and uplifted our spirits. There was a very familial feeling and I was aware of our children and someone very close to Steve – perhaps his grandmother?
Earlier in the week as I took a moment to attune with our Heavenly Father, I became aware of energy forces flowing down into the top of my head and through my body/aura to the floor and sensed these were the very life/love of the Creator Spirit, aligning my own life forces with His by the act of attunement. I realised that the act of attuning harmonised the contrary energies that are put out of sync by the Earth-mind-conscious vibrations.
So is it my son; the life energy must needs be harmonised and brought into alignment and balance so that renewal can constantly take place. If this is not so, the depletion of energy – life itself – takes place and a feeling of being drained sets in. I counsel you – think on this, focus on this experience and the awareness you now have of its reality; it is the love of the Father Creator that makes all things new and shall make the New Earth, in harmony with the New Heaven. The Earth-mind of man has some awareness of this in knowledge of the Earth’s electro-magnetic force field. These shall be – indeed are being – charged with the New Earth energy and shall bring out a new aligning of thought processes, new awareness and realisation in the hearts and minds of all “who will.” Those who will not allow themselves to be re-aligned due to their contrary nature – those who are not ready – shall be left behind in the going forward of my little ones. Have no fear, no concern, all is according to the Word. The Word is the life force, the Creativity, the ‘ever-becoming’ of the Father Creator.
Take every moment to focus your consciousness on the new harmonising, aligning of your life, your auric energies. This is possible by opening your heart to the Father, giving your life to Him, receiving His peace. So shall your awareness of these life energies be increased and your control be expanded – not by willing things to be but by harmonising your own energy. This is love, my son. It is the very source of all and the plan and pattern of all. It is all.
Peace and joy fill your hearts, all of you who one-pointedly join in this act of dedication.
Motherhood is an act of alignment of these creative Life energies, unconsciously; by this process the new life is built up.
The Teacher’s blessing enveloped us with a great and overwhelming personal love and joy. He especially gave blessings for Theresa on this Mothering Sunday.
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Holy Communion April 1, 1990
You have glimpsed the transforming power of Love. Even Earth-minded man is blessed with the experience at the personal level. How much greater is it at the Cosmic level? You have experienced this, my son. Be assured, it is the means, it is the end, it is the all.
As we three knelt together in the Kingdom Prayer I felt as if we were creating a triangular energy force field much more energetic than when a solitary communicant attunes.
There has been a vibration of unifying consciousness between us in the Earth-life and our fellow-servers in the etheric life.
Beloved Master Jesus, I feel the Peace, the tranquillity of your Life, your presence, your love, here in this time and place. It is such a contrast to the chaos of the Earth-life vibration. Thank you for this reality for this is the reality.
My son, do you think I am unaware of the pressures, the difficulties of achieving oneness with the Peace of the Kingdom when the conditions surrounding all incarnate souls are so contrary? Have I not been there, experienced these turbulent energies? My son, I am the Lord of all mankind, charged by our Father Creator with the restoration of all His little ones, His children, to the fold. Not one of His children can be permitted to remain lost in the wilderness; this is the charge of the Good Shepherd. Fear not, for the Father has given me power and authority to accomplish what, for the Earth-mind awareness seems impossible.
You have glimpsed the transforming power of Love. Even Earth-minded man is blessed with the experience at the personal level. How much greater is it at the Cosmic level? You have experienced this, my son. Be assured, it is the means, it is the end, it is the all. Let your heart be filled with this transforming love and mighty accomplishments shall be achieved in you by this. You cannot do it. Love will do it. Be still and be at peace. All is well.
At the Teacher’s blessing the Master stood beside me and said “My peace I give to you, my joy I leave with you, always.”
Holy Communion April 8, 1990. PALM Sunday
It is the harmonising of life energies so that they are all working together in a complementary fashion that is the Peace of Heaven… So shall the Kingdom of God be brought into the Earth life and established there in all His Children my son -- by aligning and harmonising the life energies of all who will.
Beloved Master and Lord, Jesus, as I spoke the words “… and in us, thy children....” I was filled with the Peace of Heaven, as if our beloved Father Creator was giving me His love as a personal gift. I realise this is what you have come to do -- lead as into conscious awareness of Him so that we may have eternal Peace and Joy in the Father's Kingdom.
My son, so it is and ever shall be. This can and will be achieved only by letting go of temporal concerns; how can the eternal consciousness be achieved and harmony with it when one is attuned with the temporal? Indeed it cannot.
Only by living in the temporal but from a position of attunement with the eternal and on serving the temporal objectively can inward peace and harmony of life energies be won.
It is the harmonising of life energies so that they are all working together in a complementary fashion that is the Peace of Heaven. This harmony of life energies is the creative force by which so much can be accomplished. This is why when you are gathered together in my name, all attuned to this ritual form of focus on the Kingdom, all your energies are harmonised for the accomplishing of many works of upliftment of those who will in all places and conditions.
So shall the Kingdom of God be brought into the Earth life and established there in all His Children my son -- by aligning and harmonising the life energies of all who will. But to accomplish this there must be one who can point the way for the children of the Earth-life who, if they -- when they -- are shown this, the eternal reality, will desire to be one with it. Such a one must be entirely of the eternal consciousness to radiate that vibration amongst his fellows and explain to them the simplicity of the Kingdom consciousness.
We go forward each and every day my son. All is well. I bless you with the Joy of Heaven.
Holy Communion April 22, 1990
I counsel you my son, focus your thoughts on the Peace of God, for this is the perfect, harmonious, creative life energy by which all things are made new, made perfect, made manifest.
As I made my dedication I saw a perfect cross potent right in front of me, about 30 inches in diameter, in metal.
At the words “Come unto me all who labour,” many souls came forward.
Beloved Jesus, I feel, sense, the awakening in me of the reality of this Communion practice. It becomes more meaningful, more alive as its livingness grows in me. I am also aware of that energy vibration that is Theresa missing when she is not with us.
My son, all is well, all is going forward and even as you see newness emerging all around in God's Creation -- "Nature" -- so is everything becoming new in the Spiritual uplifting and transforming of consciousness; the consciousness of you, your beloved and all who partake of the bread and wine of this new dispensation, whether of the incarnate or the etheric realms of the Father's house.
I counsel you my son, focus your thoughts on the Peace of God, for this is the perfect, harmonious, creative life energy by which all things are made new, made perfect, made manifest. As you focus, let your heart, your mind, your soul "speak" the word ‘Peace,’ reverently within yourself. This act of "speaking" is in itself an act of creativity and will align your energies of body, mind, soul and spirit so that you shall feel new energy, new attunement with the Source of All, the Father Creator.
By this act of attunement you shut out the discordant vibrations of the Earth plane horizontal conditions which are bombarding you from all directions and instead create a new, harmonised energy flow which will go out from you and calm the turmoil of the tempestuous seas of Earth-life psychic conditions.
All shall continue to be well as you all go forward by the way of my guiding. Peace, be still.
Holy Communion May 6, 1990
Let your heart and your mind be ever open to the wavelength of God's Kingdom of love and rightful living, for this is your true abode. From it shall come strength, wisdom, inspiration, upliftment, peace and the fulfilment in your life of the desire of your heart.
It is there for you and for all who will receive it.
There is a beautiful vibration of Peace, Love and Joy this morning. The energies from the Christ realm are very calming. As I stood facing outward at the Song of the Angels, the Master stood at my right, giving a vibration of gentle Love which transformed the vibration of the service for me.
Beloved Jesus, and beloved of us you are, at moments such as described above, I feel really aware of your Grace, your giving, your selflessness when in me is concern to show to the world your POWER.
My son, the only power in the whole of creation is the Love of God the Father. Its power is in its gentleness, its giving, its willingness to allow all else to be free, to go first, to have priority.
The Earth life consciousness of man, operating at the horizontal level, is largely unaware of this, believing itself free to do as it wishes. But the outpouring of Love from the Source will be felt by His little ones as they come to the edge of their free will and accept that there are greater laws and rules of Creation by which life goes forward to greater experience and Joy.
Be of good cheer my son; remain faithful in your practice of this ritual attunement. Let your heart and your mind be ever open to the wavelength of God's Kingdom of love and rightful living, for this is your true abode. From it shall come strength, wisdom, inspiration, upliftment, peace and the fulfilment in your life of the desire of your heart.
It is there for you and for all who will receive it. Be of good cheer my son, this shall be revealed to you more as you go forward one step at a time and Joy shall be yours as you are able to reveal its reality to all who seek. All is well.
At the end the Teacher came in very close and loving. The vibration is giving -- selflessness.
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Holy Communion May 13, 1990
Peace is oneness with the Love of God. It is reached by letting go, by opening your heart to our Father, by accepting that it is He who will accomplish for you, rather than you for Him, your going forward to the stature of perfection. It is His great plan for all mankind.
As I lifted the chalice to partake of the Wine of Christ Love, the Master held out his hand toward the chalice and said, "This is my New Wine of the Kingdom."
Dear Teacher, my friend and counsellor, guide and instructor in the mysteries: This Communion ritual takes on greater meaning each time. The different aspects of it and the wholeness of it, leads us onward and upward in new understanding and awareness.
My faithful friend and learner of the mysteries: I rejoice, with the whole multitude of Christ servers, at the going forward that we see in the Earth plane servers of this sanctuary of Christ Communion. There is a beacon of light generated by your faithful following and this lights the way of many. This has now reached a great multitude and grows daily.
Your understanding of the mysteries grows and the key to power is attunement. The key to attunement is peace and the key to peace is Love. Peace is oneness with the Love of God. It is reached by letting go, by opening your heart to our Father, by accepting that it is He who will accomplish for you, rather than you for Him, your going forward to the stature of perfection. It is His great plan for all mankind.
I counsel you, when you face the prospect of what lies ahead with awe and fear -- be not concerned but give it all to He who can accomplish what man cannot accomplish. One step at a time and He will bring all to fulfilment. All is well my son. We go forward. Peace and Joy fill your heart and your life.
Holy Communion May 20, 1990
I have this Communion and your faithful following in humility and one-pointed dedication to thank for all this; for it has shown me the path to true happiness and fulfilment.
John, who came very close yesterday, has been very near this morning, singing the hymns with us and ministering to Theresa with a great and gentle love. He has gone forward and a new, uplifted and refined, gentle John, which was always there, has emerged, leaving behind all the Earth brashness with which he covered his real self. I feel sure he has been promoted; it is as if he has been inducted into a new responsibility, looking after and ministering to souls in need of comfort, reassurance and confidence boosting.
Brian, you are right, I have had a true and wonderful ‘promotion.’ This is a promotion of the true order of life and love. I have this Communion and your faithful following in humility and one-pointed dedication to thank for all this; for it has shown me the path to true happiness and fulfilment.
Tell Theresa how much I love her, how proud I am of her and how pleased I am to see her going forward and being freed from the unhappy conditions which have weighed her down and confused her vision of the path ahead for her. Tell her I am always close and that all she needs to do is speak to me and I will be there, anytime.
This has been a service of profound peace and tranquillity, filled with the gentleness of the Master's Love. He has been very close and I have been overwhelmed by His great love and caring.
There have been heavenly choirs -- more of the angelic than the human order I feel -- singing through various parts of the service: “He is the King of Glory…” and other uplifting arias, during the Song of the Angels.
Brian my friend, there is "Joy in heaven to Earth come down" by the going forward and the new awareness which you are all sharing with us in the etheric realms of the Kingdom consciousness. As this, Christ's programme for mankind's going forward progresses, so shall your awareness of the greater reality "beyond the veil" increase. Be at peace and receive the blessing that the Father sends out, that you all may have life abundantly. All is well.
Holy Communion June 3, 1990
…the profound joy and ecstasy which overwhelms with a pleasure beyond all Earth's imaginings is the true estate of the sons and daughters of God and the destiny of all who will enter in. For this is the Kingdom of God's Love.
As I filled the wine container by the kitchen table the Master stood right beside me and said, "This is my new wine of the Kingdom." His vibration was overwhelming, filled with joy, upliftment and peace.
The whole service, the whole house, is filled with a gentle, peaceful vibration.
Master, I begin to see the meaning of Your New Wine of the Kingdom.
My son, you are true in your perception: I am the vine -- the vine absorbs water from the soil -- the water of life -- and by the Life of God the Father, transforms the water into the juice of the grape, which, when fermented in the transforming, life-energising process of the Father's purpose, is metamorphosed into the living wine of the Kingdom Age. This is the psychic life conscious level of Earth-minded man metamorphosed into the Spiritual, God-conscious, perfected man by the Love of God. It is the love of God which is the yeast, the transforming, converting, uplifting agent.
Master, I see how you are the true vine, a life-giving, transforming agent or vehicle for Earth-minded man.
Dwell on this, my son -- greater revelation shall come to you. I am well pleased with the harmony of you 3 one-pointed souls in this ritual service.
I had a great sense of Steve, Theresa and me closely attuned and in harmony for the generation of great and uplifting energies.
Earlier in the week as I thought, at bedtime, that I ought to say my prayers at the Sanctuary, someone, I believe the Teacher, said, "Do it not from a sense of duty but from a sense of gratitude."
Blessed Master, you truly restore and uplift our souls and I feel this now.
My son, that which you have from time to time glimpsed and experienced -- the profound joy and ecstasy which overwhelms with a pleasure beyond all Earth's imaginings -- is the true estate of the sons and daughters of God. It is the true estate and the destiny of all who will enter in. For this is the Kingdom of God's Love. Can you now see why it is my great desire to bring it for all those who labour and are heavy laden with the self-imposed burden of Earth-minded self-will? And yet I say to you my son, there is but one way only to the fulfilment and this is the way of love and peace. It is God's way. Peace be with you all and great joy uplift your hearts.
As I made my personal dedication I heard angel voices singing “Lift up your hearts, lift up your voice; Rejoice, again, I say, Rejoice.”
As I stood up to give the Teacher's blessing at the end I was aware of the Teacher at the centre-back of the altar and John to the left and slightly forward, where the water and wine holders sit. Their auras were both dazzling white and merging or touching at the edge, as if to say “we are acting as under one authority and together, in harmony.” The vibration was very powerful and full of strength and Love; it was an overwhelming experience.
Holy Communion June 10, 1990
By countless centuries of man's ignorance and the infancy of his soul awareness of God's love for him, many are trapped and languish under the karmic treadmill of Earth-mind sorrows. It is the love of God which shall set such little ones free.
At the offering of the bread to all in need ... I became aware of the Rector as if he was gathering up all the energy created by the act of offering -- taking in the bread and by the love with which it is transmuted -- for the purpose of giving it to all in need. How many there are in need, sorrow, sickness and adversity.
My son, gradually your heart and soul are opening with the love and compassion that lies within. By the greed and power-lust of countless centuries of Man's ignorance and the infancy of his soul awareness of God's love for him, many are trapped and languish under the karmic treadmill of Earth-mind sorrows.
It is the love of God which shall set such little ones free. These little ones labour and are heavy laden; they walk in darkness; they continue, in ignorance, to suffer needlessly the anguish of the conditions of the prince of time and place.
Open your heart, my son, to the great compassion of the Children of Light and you shall serve as a channel for the energy of love, to bring comfort and healing to the souls who are lost in the wilderness.
My beloved Master, these symbols of Scripture are, I now see, the reality.
Yes, my son, but the grossness of Earth-minded man's vision does not yet permit him to see this greater reality. Nevertheless I say to you: continue in this way; open your heart and soul to the love of God and give selflessly of your compassion when opportunity permits. Let such commitment be ever within you, ready to flow out only when it is safe for you so to do, otherwise you will expose yourself to danger from the enemy of the light.
All is well my son and truly do we all go forward together. Peace, be still.
Again, at the end of the dedication hymn, as I stood up I was aware of John beside the Teacher and they came forward together to give the blessing at the close of the service. I felt as if this was telling me that John is to take over the Teacher's “job” or role in the Communion and that the Teacher is going forward to a greater role.* This reminds me of the Voice message earlier in the week in the park, which said, "We go forward together."
It appears all the previous years have been preparation and now everybody, Teacher, Rector and others are moving out into a greater field of activity in this phase of the Kingdom programme.
As I offered the bread for all in need, sorrow, sickness… and became aware of the Rector it was as if he had a basket in one hand and was gathering up the fragments, that none be lost, just as at the feeding of the 5000.
As I made my personal dedication at the close of the service and said “… by the POWER of Thy ever-living word…” with my right hand near my left shoulder I was suddenly blasted by a great surge of power coming from the area where my hand was at that moment. It felt as if I would be blown sideways by it and it caused me to grasp. Theresa also felt the surge.
*The wavelength or vibration coming from John and the Teacher were one and the same, even though I was aware of their respective individualities.
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Holy Communion July 8, 1990
By focusing your hearts and souls and attuning with God’s love so do you become one with it and even as you emanate love and power for the upliftment and healing and renewing of those in need, so are you also exalted by the attunement.
As I knelt to make my dedication and the music began, I saw John, wearing his white cassock, striding back and forth waving a censer and I realised this was to create an olfactory harmony with the audial harmony of the music, so that all the senses could be harmonised in this upliftment hour, unto the Hill of the Lord.
As Theresa yawned at the Song of the Angels, John immediately spoke from behind my right shoulder: Wake-up in the Front Row!
Our children, Diana, Christopher and Jessica are all present, sitting in front of the control box, operated by Peter. Their love and happiness are so great and joyful for our hearts
Blessed Lord and Master, my cup runneth over with the joy and love and promise of this Service.
My son, this is the organ of our beloved brother John,* whom you call the Teacher, who has brought together the words that I spoke, the reality that I demonstrated in the long ago and the livingness of God's love, to create this power structure. By focusing your hearts and souls and attuning with it so do you become one with it and even as you emanate love and power for the upliftment and healing and renewing of those in need, so are you also exalted by the attunement. It is a harmonising activity and the act of unifying of life energies in love and one-pointed commitment to the plan and purpose of the Father Creator catalyses the energies so that they work together and create an exponential increase in the power for good, healing, spiritual empowerment in the lives of all men of goodwill, whether they be asleep or awake. And those who are asleep, so shall this light help to awaken them.
All is well my son; I am well pleased with the forward progress. Keep on in this way. Attune with the Peace first and this shall open the door of your consciousness to the Kingdom.
*This is John, the Seer of Patmos, author of the 4th Gospel and Revelation; not to be confused with Theresa’s brother, John.
Holy Communion July 15, 1990
Focus your lives and awareness on my peace and let it envelop you from your own within. Have no concern for the fluctuations of energies and conditions at the horizontal level of activity in the affairs of Earth-mind man.
There is a subtle vibration of peace and reverence pervading the Communion today.
At the offering of bread I felt waves of energies surging from the Sanctuary and out through me, such as never before. This would be of great help to the upliftment of many. At the offering of wine I heard someone singing “Angel voices ever singing, round Thy Throne of Light.”
The offering of bread and wine was as if our oneness with the Kingdom was all but complete. It was a great and glorious experience, like the “veil” between the Earth and the Kingdom consciousness had had a hole opened through the midst of it for us to see through into the utmost heights and breadths and depths of eternity.
And so it is, my beloveds. Your joy in this communion is my joy, to see you going forward and experiencing the wholeness of its reality. All is well and the progress is utterly satisfactory. Focus your lives and awareness on my peace and let it envelop you from your own within. Have no concern for the fluctuations of energies and conditions at the horizontal level of activity in the affairs of Earth-mind man. Rather, and especially as such distract your attention by necessary involvement, withdraw as opportunity permits and focus upon the Gateway to the Kingdom within your own heart and mind. Thus shall you be restored and uplifted to the clouds of Heaven and joy shall once again be yours. And the glory of the Lord shall be with His people. Go in peace and lightness of heart my children. I am with you always.
Holy Communion July 22, 1990
…the soul of man is focused in the Outer Court of the Temple of life consciousness, where activity is somewhat random because he does not hear the voice of the Father Creator nor is he aware of His guiding hand and His love.
My son, faithful in that which has been given you; the soul of man is focused in the Outer Court of the Temple of life consciousness, where activity is somewhat random because he does not hear the voice of the Father Creator nor is he aware of His guiding hand and His love. The innermost realms of tranquillity, peace and stillness - in the quiet of the soul stilled to horizontal activity - is where the at-one-ment with the Source of All Being is to be found.
It matters not whether you sit, stand, kneel or lie; direct your awareness by being comfortable and remember that your Heavenly Father his love, understanding, compassion, peace, caring, concern for your well-being. He is all the things that I came into the Earth-life to demonstrate and greater things than those.
Leave all in His loving care and be at peace. His love can be experienced within the stillness, not within the clamour without. Peace, be still; all is well. You are all loved and your lives are in the care of those who are empowered from on high to ensure all is well. Have no anxiety. All is known to me. We go forward to the banquet table my son. Joy be with you.
I had a sense that we were at a banquet table laden with good things to eat and drink. This is the banquet to celebrate the marriage of the King’s son (See Mt. ch. 22)
Holy Communion August 5, 1990
…you are, in this Communion ritual, as well as by the pureness of your desire in your daily lives, in, one with and part of the Kingdom of God upon the Earth.
As I sit quiet and still before the service commences I attune with the invisible realms and am aware of the Master’s presence in the midst, the Teacher behind the Altar, John in the Altar area, the Rector, who is “around and about” ready to be wherever focusing the light from the Service will be beneficial to some soul who is ready to awaken to the Kingdom reality but perhaps is not aware of his readiness, and Peter at the control box, with Olga near where Theresa sits, in control of the subtle and harmonious structures of the music.
At the Holy Invitation I was aware of a multitude that no man could number, stretching away as far as the eye could see, coming forward. There was a glorious sunlight shining upon them all and a beautiful peace all around.
As I made ready the bread and wine for blessing I realised the feeding of the 5000 and the Last Supper were all one and the same process and then, as I blessed the bread and wine it suddenly became clear that this communion act in the here and now is also one with that process in the eternal consciousness. I was fully aware that the bread (just one cracker) was able to be transmuted to feed not only 5000 but all who are willing to partake of it. I know it because I experienced it. And the wine was sufficient to assuage the thirsting of all because it is a well of pure water springing up unto life eternal (Jn. 4:14) and will be transmuted into the Wine of Christ Love in the heart and soul of all who drink.
My beloved Lord and Master Jesus, this has been an experience of the eternal consciousness in the here and now. My soul rejoices.
My son, as you have observed before, you are, in this Communion ritual, as well as by the pureness of your desire in your daily lives, in, one with and part of the Kingdom of God upon the Earth. And all who will -- all who desire goodwill and peace and are ready to abandon the path of experience at the psychic group consciousness level and that which is pleasant and to be desired (Gen. 3:6) in the here and now, and in its stead favour that which is in harmony with the principles of the eternal consciousness -- will be also one with the Kingdom of God. For now are all the children of Earth sons of God but it does not yet appear what they shall be. Therefore they are destined to inherit their birthright. But such an endowment cannot be given to he who has not yet come of age, he who is not yet willing to receive it.
Fear not my son; you begin to experience the power and the place, the level, from which it comes. Do not have wrath in your heart for he whose eyes are still shut, whose heart is not yet open to the joy and glory of his inheritance; rather, let compassion and love and tenderness be the place from which you view such little ones. Thus shall you be above the maelstrom of their psychic energies that would draw into itself all who venture near. All is well and shall continue to be. We go forward unto the Marriage Banquet.
John gave the blessing at the end and then stepped forward and hugged Theresa saying "Dear Sis.”
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Holy Communion August 12, 1990
... the path is not marked out in the land, worn by countless feet that have gone before, that others may blindly follow; rather, this path is marked out in unfailing Principles of Life and these unfold before the vision of the seeker as he steps in faith one step at a time along the journey of life.
There have been many awarenesses of the invisibles throughout and at the call of the Holy Shepherd the Master spoke to the multitude, "Come, all ye beloved of my Father." I was aware of John saying the Our Father with us and of the Teacher adding “In Joy” to the words “Let us commune together (in Joy) upon the bread and wine…” the Master himself spoke the words "I am the Light of the world…"
Beloved Jesus, thank you for leading us forward one step at a time by a path that has been hidden from my sight but which is well known to you.
Yes my son, because the path is not marked out in the land, worn by countless feet that have gone before, that others may blindly follow; rather, because this path is marked out in unfailing principles of life and these unfold before the vision of the seeker as he steps one step at a time along the journey of life. They are not a predestined course but the direction from which the soul has progressed will set the course for onward progress. It is more like a ship at sea than a traveller on land, although the contours of the land will affect different phases of the journey; in the journey of life the soul creates the contours by his pace and stance of journeying.
It is necessary that the path not be visible to the traveller so that he journey by faith and trust, for it is an unfolding also of the life within of the traveller, and has inbuilt guidelines, even as the seed that will become a flowering and fruitful plant, true to its own species. The forward progress is individual and not of the multitude.
Holy Communion August 19, 1990
This Sanctuary and Communion of bread and wine is the vehicle by which the Kingdom of eternal joy and life takes root in the Earth my son. The life of the Sanctuary is in your hearts, for this is the seat of Life, which is Love.
At the Holy Invitation, the whole multitude, who are now regularly present, turned and said “Come” to all who will.
At the contemplation of the Wine symbol the Master spoke, "Come all ye my little ones and join your lives with mine, that we may glorify our Father Creator."
At the offering of the bread and wine, Bill, (former proprietor of a local corner shop) recently departed this life from a brain tumour, came in and I said “Welcome, Bill, this is the living reality.” He replied enthusiastically, “Yes, I can see that.”
Jesus, beloved Lord, I see your purpose progressing and the eternal reality manifesting in and through this Sanctuary of Peace and Joy and Love.
This Sanctuary and Communion of bread and wine is the vehicle by which the Kingdom of eternal joy and life takes root in the Earth my son. The life of the Sanctuary is in your hearts, for this is the seat of Life, which is Love.
I rejoice, my son, that your heart is opened up to the Love of God and pours out this Love and compassion to all who will receive it. I counsel you my son, keep on in this way, that the souls of the righteous may be restored to life and take nourishment, for their strengthening and upliftment, at this table.
My son, be still within yourself, and peaceful; I will take away all your cares and concerns and lead you forward, one step at a time, lest you stumble. I am aware of all your needs and am able to provide fully for them, have no fear. You shall be prepared according to the season of readiness, in all matters for which I have need of you.
At the beginning of the service I heard the Heavenly choirs and the Rector gave me the hymn “Ye holy angels bright, who wait at God's right hand.”
Holy Communion August 26, 1990
My son, the open door of this ‘church’ is of the within of each individual soul; it is their door which must needs be opened for the Spirit of Truth to enter in and cleanse the house, make all things new and establish the seat of eternal awareness therein.
Blessed Jesus, this service is so perfect, so high and enlightening and so many souls are now one with it for the praise and adoration and the banqueting on Bread and Wine and the giving of Love for the comfort and invitation of all who will enter in; more and more are responding to the call to come up higher.
My son, the open door of this ‘church’ is of the within of each individual soul; it is their door which must needs be opened for the Spirit of Truth to enter in and cleanse the house, make all things new and establish the seat of eternal awareness therein.
The church, of course, is open also on all sides, and this is the gathering place of many, drawn by the light of the Living Word and the love and peace which pervades and radiates outwards. But the Sanctuary of it is the heart of each individual and access is only by the individual opening his heart to the eternal and turning from the way of the temporal.
The multitudes are one with the Service, joining in with the words of the Gloria today.
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Holy Communion September 2, 1990
…continue to send prayers for the imprisoned and oppressed, from the heart, but keep firmly in "Base Camp" as you do so. By that I mean, do not let your psyche wander out into the quicksands and darkness in the affairs of man at this time of winding-up the old order.
At the Kingdom Prayer I felt the heavenly peace envelop me.
At the offering of bread I saw the Rector's beryl-green light all around, but much brighter, as if the sun was shining through it. I felt he was gathering the energy from the offering to give to all who will and all in need. Theresa and I were both strongly impressed to pray and offer for John McCarthy.* May he be blessed and comforted and saved from despair.
Brian, your prayers are able to help, and much-needed. Much can be done with them. It is best that you do not go out in all directions to offer comfort and succour, for this is still an operation of hiddenness for the time being. It is better for your love and compassion to be for all in need and we Christ Servers of the Inner Plane will take and use that energy where we are able to see the need for the furthering of this spearhead campaign for the establishing of the Kingdom in the lives of those who are ready for one-pointed commitment.
Remember there are many millions of souls in the Earth and Inner Plane life who can and will pray for the imprisoned and oppressed. By all means continue to send prayers for John McCarthy, from the heart, but keep firmly in "Base Camp" as you do so. By that I mean, do not let your psyche wander out into the quicksands of the myriad conditions of darkness in the affairs of man at this time of winding-up the old order.
Your job is to "shine the light" so that those who will can come to the place where you are. Specific "rescue" missions will be organised and undertaken from the Inner Plane Servers, and volunteers and helpers from the Earth-life will be called as required and be under our constant protection. This is precision work.
All is well. We rejoice at the going forward of all. We will be with you on holiday. Enjoy the peace. God bless you all, always, John.
*John McCarthy was a British journalist kidnapped in Beirut and held hostage there for more than 5 years. He was released in August 1991.
Holy Communion September 9, 1990
All is well and I counsel you, be ready to respond but do nothing precipitate of yourself. Only by leaving all to me shall you and the other little ones be guided safely through these treacherous and dangerous times. The enemy is all about in the lives of the little ones of Earth and you cannot see whence he cometh.
At the Holy Consecration the Voice said, "This is My Holy Mountain" -- referring to the Service, in which we ascend unto the Hill of the Lord and rise up unto His Holy Place. I sensed that the Holy Mountain in Palestine is only an outwards symbol of that Inner Plane reality.
At the offering of the bread for the Students of the Sanctuary, I experienced the Master drawing all the Students into His arms and encircling them with His tender and loving embrace. It was an unutterable ecstasy and joy. At the offering to those who seek unto its light they were so many souls He could not encircle them with his arms but He held out His arms to draw them near with His welcoming greeting and give them His love.
Master Jesus, beloved Lord, I rejoice with all my heart and soul in the glory and upliftment of this experience.
My son, I too rejoice and my heart is glad with great gladness at this time of fulfilment in the Earth and in the Inner Plane realms, that many come to the Holy Hill and can participate in this great banquet for all who will. We go forward apace, yet though you experience a taste of fulfilment, it is not finished until all the children of the Father are encompassed within my "arms" which are the Holy Place wherein the marriage banquet takes place. For it -- the banqueting hall -- is "in the midst" and I am ”in the midst" and the Father is "i