The following Diary entries were posted on May 12th 2006.
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Holy Communion January 3, 1993
Natural laws that govern the operations of life at the Earth-plane level shall come into effect at a higher level of manifestation and control and those who are in harmony with it shall operate and function accordingly.
Another New Year and one year closer to the fulfilment of the Father's purposes in the Children of Earth -- even if they do not know it!
Yes my friend, the purpose does go forward but it is in harmony with and according to the Laws which govern Life itself; it goes forward in the within, where is laid the true and immovable foundation upon which can and shall be built the Kingdom of God in the outer. In reality the outer shall become transmuted into the Inner; those in the Outer Court shall be drawn forward and upward into the Inner Court where only the Will of the Father can be done.
It shall be in the Earth because of the high level of consciousness of those in the Earthly life functioning and desiring according to the Father's Will -- even as our Lord Jesus showed us is possible 2000 years ago, it shall not be such a dense level of operating and the consciousness shall be of the eternal reality. Natural laws that govern the operations of life at the Earth-plane level shall come into effect at a higher level of manifestation and control and those who are in harmony with it shall operate and function accordingly.
Be of good cheer my friend, for though it may seem afar off, it is necessary that those who aspire to life at the Kingdom of Heaven level of operation must undertake the vows of obedience and proceed with the training course to learn by discipline. There is no compulsion and no time limit, for the discipline is Love and voluntarily adhering to that which is gradually perceived as the Will of the Father rather than that which is expedient.
The discipline is something with which each aspirant comes to align his life as it is perceived, and understanding increases by the aligning with, or drawing closer to, the Source, and by the discipline. You are well versed in this and your one-pointedness is deep-rooted. Thus shall survival of drought, hurricane and pestilence be possible. Keep on keeping on and all shall be well. May all the blessings of Heaven envelop and keep you strong in the Way of the Lord.
Holy Communion January 10, 1993
It is only possible to go forward on the Path of Eternal Progress
by being in harmony, or desiring to be one, with the Source.
Master Jesus, you claimed power on Earth to forgive sins; I believe ‘sin’ is living or being or doing out of harmony with the Will of the Father, such as wrongdoing against our fellows. All we children of the Father have committed such wrongdoings.
My son, you have perceived correctly that in principle, great or small wrongdoing is the same, for it is a condition of being out of oneness with the Source of all Life -- our Father Creator. It is only possible to go forward on the Path of Eternal Progress by being in harmony, or desiring to be one, with the Source.
Of course the little ones of Earth-life consciousness are not in a state of oneness, Grace, with the Father. But for those who desire that state, and aspire to it, it is the Father's Will that they should be able to receive of it and achieve oneness with it. This can only be possible by the aid of One sufficiently harmonised with the Life of the Father to be able to act as an intermediary, because the gulf in consciousness is too great. I am he.
I have received this command -- power and authority -- of the Father, by desiring it, to help the little ones forward and by alignment and harmonising of my own life with the Father. It is necessary that ‘sin’ -- waywardness and ignorance -- is gradually left behind for it is imbalance. The little ones do not know how to do this and need the intercession of One who does know.
This is possible only by desire and asking. By such activity can willingness to forgive others set the conditions for forgiveness -- setting at nought -- to be achieved. This is possible by giving to me the burdens of imbalance so that I may transform them into new opportunity to go forward, free of the restraining hold that such conditions create for those caught up in them.
Think on these matters, that greater understanding may be revealed to you my son.
Holy Communion January 17, 1993
…the transforming and renewing power of the Creator Spirit can only manifest in and through souls whose commitment, dedication and one-pointed desire for the Kingdom and all it represents has gradually created a channel through which such can manifest.
Master Jesus, I realise we in the Earth-life service of this Communion ritual must go forward in the outworking, maturing of our desire for the Kingdom to be brought into not only our own lives but of all the children of Earth.
My son, truly do you go forward in the Way. All is well, have no fear and your confidence in these matters shall grow as you become familiar with this newly awakening manifestation of the transforming and renewing of power of the Creator Spirit unfolding from your own within. And I counsel you my son, remember always that this manifestation can only take place in and through souls whose commitment, dedication and one-pointed desire for the Kingdom and all it represents has gradually created a channel through which such can manifest. It is a channel in which personal, Earthly ambition and desire are recognised as being of no eternal value and in which the Will of the Father Creator is seen as more desirable, more fulfilling.
So shall the Holy Spirit begin to infiltrate the space created by the abasing of ego-self desire and shall go forward according to the degree of readiness of the channel to act as a vessel for the Holy Spirit.
All shall be a gradual process for your comfort and peace. Your faithfulness and your desire make this possible and so is it and shall it be, according to Cosmic law, for all the Father's little ones.
Joy be in your hearts my beloveds, for the revelations of this day.
Holy Communion January 24, 1993
Be not afraid; shrink not from this joyous place,
for your guidance and protection are in your at-one-ment with the Father and with me.
I realised this morning that whereas I have, until now, been joining the IPS for this service and relying upon their leading and guiding, now, as a result of a natural process of going forward it is necessary for me to be aware that I must conduct the service from a centre within my own desire for the Kingdom of Heaven upon the Earth and that this service truly reflects that desire within me, so that it is the desire welling up from within and manifesting through me that I must follow/be led by and that the IPS, who came so close late last year, have drawn back to give me this space for this realisation, this change of perspective, this going forward, to happen.
So then, it is that the IPS are now “coming to me” for the service, so that they can respond to the conditions created by the service as initiated by and from my desire. So, any new seekers drawn by the light and sincerity of my attunement can then be further instructed and helped forward by the IPS once the new seekers have awakened to the reality behind this ritual and become ready to go forward. All this change is necessary because we, in the Earth life, can generate psychic energy for use and directing by Christ-authorised IPS, for transforming conditions in the Earth physical, that they cannot generate.
It is a most subtle change of perception/perspective of the reality of SMCC and the Father's perfect plan for His little ones to come to at-one-ment with Him but it is nevertheless a real and important one and which, being a Principle of Life of the Father will apply to all Earth-life servers of this Sanctuary of SMCC as they go forward to this place of awareness.
So be it my son; it is as you perceive and was ever thus. It was so with me in my Earthly life, that it was from within my own God-filled centres of desire for the Kingdom upon the Earth that the Father worked through me. I did not cleave unto the Inner Plane Servers -- Moses, Elijah, Abraham -- but they were ever with me, loving, close, committed to support in that which the Father worked in me. So I now say unto you: Let the Father's will and His love fill your life Centres and work His wonders in you, for the uplifting of the children of Earth
Be not afraid; shrink not from this joyous place, for your guidance and protection are in your at-one-ment with Him and with me. You shall progress, as ever, one step at a time from the place where you are, at a pace with which you remain comfortable. All is well.
Master, I can do this only with your help and by your Grace.
So be it my son. Go in joy and peace.
Holy Communion January 31, 1993
Let your heart be heard in these matters my son, for it is there to be your guide and balance; then shall the Living Word be given to reassure you of the rightness of your heart.
Master Jesus, beloved Lord, I perceive that rather than cleaving unto the Inner Plane, the time comes when those of us who are of the Inner Court (the Kingdom desire, aspiration and consciousness) here in the Earth-life, for the Kingdom purpose, become ready to change our direction and begin to give outwardly into the Earth-life consciousness, where those who may be ready to go forward can begin to recognise in us the Light which we manifest, and cleave unto us, desiring to receive the bread and wine after which they begin to hunger and thirst. By this change of direction -- looking/giving outwardly rather than looking/receiving inwardly, we are actually drawing the Light, the love, the Life of the Heavenly Father, with whom we are now becoming one (because of our desire and commitment for the Kingdom of Heaven upon the Earth) and can be a channel for Him in the Earth, for outpouring to those in need.
My son, this is the path down which you are travelling and your recognition and interpretation of the signs is correct. Well done little one (cheering from the IPS!).
I rejoice with you at your going forward. At this moment it may seem like small accomplishment but in reality it is a new place from where you will grow, perceive anew realities of the Eternal and be able to progress in that which is given unto you to do. So is the path of forward progress set out for all who aspire to serve and who above all else desire the Kingdom of Heaven upon the Earth.
Have I not said, "Seek ye first the Kingdom and all ye have need of shall be added unto you"? Have, therefore, no concern at your lack of ambition to serve Mammon, for such dual commitment is not possible. Rather, do only that which is given unto you to do, for I am controlling these matters, and thus shall the affairs and concerns of your material circumstances and well-being be provided for.
Let your heart be heard in these matters my son, for it is there to be your guide and balance; then shall the Living Word be given to reassure you of the rightness of your heart. Have no concern for the morrow – ‘sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.’ Upon the morrow the spirit of the Holy One can and will provide for you according to the need of the moment. This is Truth and this is Principle; hearken unto it and so shall all be well with you in/upon the Way.
Master Jesus, thank you, as ever, for your guiding light upon the path.
So shall it be my son; all is well. I am well pleased with that which you do. Peace and Joy of Heaven be with you.
Holy Communion February 14, 1993
All is well; the Joy of Heaven infiltrate and overshadow your Earth-life conditions,
that you may have life abundantly and give of it to those who hunger and thirst.
This has been a service of new realisation of the living, spiritual realities behind the words and structure of the ritual, such as I have never experienced before.
My friend, you go forward by your faithful, one-pointed commitment to this focusing mechanism into the reality of which it is a symbol and its multi-dimensionalism opens up before you. Its limitless facets shall expand before your vision as different aspects of time and place conditions bring them to you and you to them.
Have faith in the power of Jesus Christ to keep you on the track and in balance as the progress gathers momentum in your being. Truly is this of the within and can only manifest through a living, incarnate channel, such as yourself, one step and one experience at a time. Thus is the need to be fully ‘centred’ in our Master greater than ever as the Kingdom consciousness increases within you.
Peace, harmony, balance are keywords for you to focus upon in maintaining the balance and proportion between that which is becoming your inner life and that which is the Earth-life vehicle of expressing that which you experience. Without such control the vehicle would be overwhelmed by the flood of signals coming in and inadequate channels to process them through into the outer.
I assure you such is possible and we have the supreme example in the Master himself, who had the full awareness of the Kingdom in reality and was able to maintain the balance in bringing it through in timely and proportional fashion into the Earth-life conditions in which he placed himself.
All is well; the Joy of Heaven infiltrate and overshadow your Earth-life conditions, that you may have life abundantly and give of it to those who hunger and thirst.
The following Diary entries were posted on August 3rd 2006.
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Holy Communion February 21, 1993
Today we all rejoice in Heaven and Earth, for all is prepared that has been aforetime determined and great works for the Kingdom and for the glory of the Father and of His little ones, may now begin in earnest.
Jesus, my beloved Lord and Master, this is a marvellous day. I feel as if I'm in the midst of the multitude of Inner Plane/Kingdom Servers and that that which I/we do is more the reality behind the words of this ritual service than the words themselves. It is as if I am coming alive to the reality of the words and that real, tangible blessing and help and giving out of the Life which is the Word and the Love which is the Wine, is actually taking place before my eyes.
My beloved son, this, in reality, has always been the case for as long as your desire has been sincere but now you begin to experience that which has ever been so, by your faithfulness and by your going forward. And it is also possible at this moment because your beloved has also been freed from the burden of the evil one, which now has set her free, that her heart's desire also may be fulfilled with great joy and delight.
Today we all rejoice in Heaven and Earth, for all is prepared that has been aforetime determined and great works for the Kingdom and for the glory of the Father and of His little ones, may now begin in earnest. All that has gone before has been making ready. Now do we begin.
Nevertheless my son I counsel you against recklessness in your eagerness to proceed. Let the timing and placement of all remain in my hands; be not anxious to rush ahead at a pace which cannot be sustained for healthy, balanced growth. Remain always close to me, for though the enemy is displaced, he lurks always in the shadows and in surprise places, ready to wrest from the sure places any who lapse in diligent and watchful treading of the Path.
Let your hearts and souls rejoice this wondrous day my beloveds for we go forward together, AS ONE in peace and Joy and glory. All is well.
Holy Communion February 28, 1993
…as the Word of Life goes out into the lives and conditions of the little ones, so shall they go forward, lifted up by the prayers, the blessings, the desire of those ahead on the Path to help those behind, that all may go forward and become One with the Father.
The Rector’s birthday celebrations – “I am 53 years young!” He is obviously referring to the fact that he ‘went home’ in 1940. The Master has been in the midst, putting his hands on our shoulders individually with personal love. At the contemplation of the bread he said, “Take ye all, of this” and started handing it out to all, at the offering. He took it to each person individually as I focused upon them and then placed his cloak and their crown on them.
My son, beloved of our Father, that which you see is not new, but has ever been so; it is your newness of vision which enables you to witness such. Thus it was in the long ago in the upper room and now even so is it and shall it be, the same for ever in my Father’s Kingdom. And as the Word of Life goes out into the lives and conditions of the little ones, so shall they go forward, lifted up by the prayers, the blessings, the desire of those ahead on the Path to help those behind, that all may go forward and become One with the Father.
So, now, it’s all prepared and the desire of this ritual service is alive in the hearts of you my beloveds, unfettered by the evil one; that that which has been purposed by me and by our beloved John (‘The Teacher’) may go forward in glory and joy to great fulfilment in service of the Father’s plan for all His Family.
I am with you three chosen ones, as with all my chosen ones wherever they may be, to lead, to guide, to protect, to uplift. Have no fear but open yourselves fully to me. All is well. We go forward quickly now my beloveds.
Holy Communion March 7, 1993
…with each phase of your journey henceforward shall new awakening be yours my son, now that a wider perspective of this living reality is open to you. Now do you see that it is all power, life, pulsing, dynamic, creative, fulfilling, benign and loving.
Although physically I have been solitary in this communion, I have had greater awareness of the livingness of the words, the meaningfulness of the reality behind the symbols (words and objects of the altar table) and the Spirit power for bringing about change, upliftment, transformation, joy in my life and the lives of all the little ones of Earth-life consciousness here and in the etheric realms. It has truly been a celebration of joyousness.
Blessed Jesus, you came that we may have life and truly have it abundantly. This I see, I know, I feel, I experience, I believe, I understand, right at this moment.
My son, I rejoice with you in this enhanced level of awareness that you now experience.
Truly has this been the desire of the Father for all His little ones from the beginning. This is His modus operandi in all His activities and it is great joy for Him that His little ones now begin to awaken to this consciousness. And with each phase of your journey henceforward shall new awakening be yours my son, now that a wider perspective of this living reality is open to you. Now do you see that it is all power, life, pulsing, dynamic, creative, fulfilling, benign and loving.
This is purity, refinement, wholeness; life without the encumbrances of the broad way of mammon, of the false creeds that the enemy has bestowed upon the Father’s little ones to drain them of the riches of pure, untrammelled breathing, living and being and stifling their receptors of such with fears and concerns that blot out the light that is rightfully and wholly theirs.
Have no fear my son, for by your commitment you are protected and defended from these darts, these slings and arrows of the enemy battalions. Do thou remain one-pointed, true, straight and upright in thy desire. Thus shall your fulfilment and your glory be assured.
Master, thank you. I commit all into your blessed care.
So be it my son.
Holy Communion March 28, 1993
…your awareness of the Oneness, the wholeness of life in the Father Creator grows apace, so that your experience of the reality and the livingness of being conscious, awake, alive, spiritually, opens up before you, giving you new vistas of the limitlessness of eternal life.
The Father’s message at the beginning of the service is:
I have banished the enemy.
The Master sat in a fold-up chair round a picnic table, handing out the bread as if sandwiches at a picnic and said,
I do this because you are my beloved friends and it is my joy to be with you.
It is our great joy to be with you also, beloved Lord Jesus.
Jesus, Lord of our lives, beloved friend, Light of the world, we rejoice in this blessed experience of fellowship.
My beloved son, your awareness of the Oneness, the wholeness of life in the Father Creator grows apace, so that your experience of the reality and the livingness of being conscious, awake, alive, spiritually, opens up before you, giving you new vistas of the limitlessness of eternal life. It is not just never-ending, it is endless in its dimensionality so that all is possible, all is experienceable, all is available to all, freely and fully. It too is expanding in all directions and in all dimensions.
You see how flat and limited is life committed to the way of mammon by comparison. It is as salt without its savour.
It is the destiny of all to know this greater reality my son but to you my beloveds it is now available by your discipline and your commitment. Thus do we all celebrate with all the joy and exultation of Heaven this very day.
Fulfilment of that which in you is purposed, is assured, my beloveds. Go in peace in the certain knowledge that I am always with you in all your endeavours.
I am your friend and I thank you for welcoming me into your life and opening your door unto me.
The following Diary entries were posted on November 1st 2006.
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Holy Communion April 11, 1993. Easter Sunday
The testing times are the going forward, the leaving behind of unwanted burdens of only passing interest, no longer pertinent to the path ahead. Be assured my son, that having left behind such items makes the journey ahead lighter, easier, more joyful.
I have been aware of the IPS and the Master, appearing in his radiant, Heavenly glory but then setting that aside and giving me the bread and wine as he must have appeared at the Last Supper in the long ago. Truly the Son of Man came to serve, not to be served.
Beloved Jesus, thank you for your great love.
My son, it is by love that you live, go forward; that you come, a step at a time, to life eternal. Because you have been faithful so shall your own desires be fulfilled. You see how full and unswerving commitment to service is necessary for the light of spiritual discernment to grow in your heart and mind. And such service is a joyful experience, for the fellowship with souls of like commitment, whether in the Earth life or the etheric realms, is unlike fellowship in temporal matters. The testing times are the going forward, the leaving behind of unwanted burdens of only passing interest, no longer pertinent to the path ahead. Be assured my son, that having left behind such items makes the journey ahead lighter, easier, more joyful. You see this already.
So I say, as ever, keep on in this way, one-pointed, single in your outlook. Thus shall your whole body become filled with light.
The children of Earth wander, lost in the dark and are sore in need of a beacon to illuminate the way ahead. Fear not that it is I, your Lord and Master, who walk before you, guiding your steps safely past the pitfalls, the steep and treacherous places, the ravening wolves, who would rend you should you venture without my protection. But all is well my son, I have overcome and the Father’s Will shall be accomplished in His little ones.
The way forward is marked out for thee, one step at a time. Rejoice and be exceeding glad. Peace be with you all my little children.
I saw the Cloud of Light envelop and surround us but it came from our own within, as if someone had switched on a light in us.
Holy Communion April 25, 1993
…keep on as ever, for your awareness of the Light and the Word continue to grow apace and this must be your strength and your shield from the wickedness of the world. Fear not, for I am with you, your guide in hostile territory.
Having had my first awareness of Jessica as a young adult* on Friday morning, this is her first Communion participating as an adult, being confirmed in her commitment to the Lord Jesus for her life’s ‘mission’ as she prepares to re-incarnate.
It has brought new meaning to many parts of the Service, which has been alive as never before, with a special celebration and an air of occasion. The Master Jesus has been so real and present in the midst. At the words ‘enveloped and surrounded us by cloud of light…’ I saw the light ‘switched on’ within us again, so that the cloud of light was actually emanating from our own within; a going forward.
And so do we all go forward my friend. Today is a mile post on the road along which we all travel. It is a joyous experience, a coming together of those of like mind and desire in Heaven and in Earth life.
The circumstances of your home** are as of your lives at present – the need for clearing out the old in Earth affairs is manifesting downstairs and this is truly proceeding apace; fear not, be of good courage, hold fast – all is well. Meanwhile, in the ‘Upper Room’ all progresses as ever, according to the Word of Life and your commitment brings new accomplishment and new joy as week succeeds to week.
Rejoice in the glorious reality of the Kingdom and in Jesus Christ our beloved Lord.
The Master speaks: The time is not yet for your work to become an operation of openness. Await my word. You will know of a surety when the time is right. It will be circumstances not of your making which shall bring it about. Meanwhile keep on as ever, for your awareness of the Light and the Word continue to grow apace and this must be your strength and your shield from the wickedness of the world. Fear not, for I am with you, your guide in hostile territory.
Thank you beloved Master.
I have kept you unspotted from the world.
* See SFGS, chapter 7, starting at paragraph 29.
** The gas-fired heater for the hot water and the central heating system had been leaking un-noticed for years, causing the kitchen floor and its supporting joists to rot. The heater, floor and joists all had to be removed and replaced, meaning that downstairs was in some turmoil but the Upper Room sanctuary of Christ Communion was ‘firing on all cylinders.’
Holy Communion May 8, 1993
…the prodigal sons and daughters begin to awake and say unto themselves, ‘I will return to my Father's household;’ and for this returning do we all now rejoice with exceedingly great joy and celebrate, with hearts full and overflowing, with a great banquet feast fit indeed for the marriage of the King's son.
Blessed Jesus, thank you for the joy of this Communion, in which our awareness of you increases and accomplishment also increases.
At the offering of bread the master said,
Inasmuch as you have done it to the least of my brethren, you have done it to me.
And at the wine,
Whosoever shall drink of the wine that I shall give, it shall be as a Fountain, springing up unto life eternal.
And so shall it be my son. This service, you now increasingly experience, is a living celebration of the union of Heaven with Earth. And thus was it ever intended to be, for truly they are one in the sight of our Father. And the prodigal sons and daughters begin to awake and say unto themselves, ‘I will return to my Father's household;’ and for this returning do we all now rejoice with exceedingly great joy and celebrate, with hearts full and overflowing, with a great banquet feast fit indeed for the marriage of the King's son.
And I rejoice with you my son that your heart is filled with the joy of this celebration; and that your awareness, your understanding of the living reality of the Kingdom grows and flowers. Be of good cheer in all things my son and leave all the circumstances of your life to me. Seek always for Peace, Harmony and Balance in all the affairs of your life. For the Peace of Heaven and of the Father's life is stillness, tranquillity, acceptance that all is possible by being His son, accepting that you are His son and that it is His joy and pleasure to give you His estate -- His state of being, His Kingdom.
Harmonising your life energies with each other, rather than allowing anxiety and fear to distort and bring to disarray and conflict these energies, enables them to be joined as one with the Father's harmonised energy rays. This shall bring in power anew into your aura for accomplishing that whereunto you have incarnated. Ponder in your heart these things my son and I shall speak to you of balance another day.
June, 1993
During the last few weeks a number of wonderful events have been experienced:
(NB: This entry has been added to SFGS, chapter 10, and follows the incident recorded there about the Master Jesus appearing to Steve and me in the pub in the Lake District in northern England.)
9Steve and I visited and walked along a stretch of Hadrian’s Wall, built across northern England by the Roman Emperor Hadrian in the second century AD. As we walked along the top of the wall, soaking up the atmosphere of the place and its history, we became aware of a number of Roman legionnaires trapped in a time warp of the early part of the first millennium CE, still patrolling the wall. By our speaking with them and with the help of the Master Jesus and Theresa's brother, John, and no doubt many others also, they were freed from being stuck in that time warp. There were about 20 legionnaires that we were aware of. After much rejoicing and celebrating at their release from their predicament, most went their way but one in particular, who we came to know as Claudius, remained with us. He and John struck up an immediate rapport and when we got in the car to drive to the pub for lunch, he and John sat in the back exchanging military anecdotes and experiences from two very distinct eras.
10The following day we visited a place called High Force, a waterfall high up on the River Tees in County Durham. This is set in a well-maintained wooded parkland area. After admiring the view from the lower end of the waterfall we climbed up the steep steps at its side to explore the top area. Steve and I sat on rocks beside the top of the waterfall admiring the view in glorious late spring sunshine. Suddenly my focus of attention was switched from the horizontal, Earth consciousness to the soul awareness and something made me look up. To my awe and astonishment there was a giant cross of gold light about 15 feet high with its base implanted in me. It was as if I was its Earthly base or foundation.
11At Communion not many days later I wrote:
12At the symbol of the lights, the Master appeared to my left as he showed himself to John of Patmos (Revelation 1: 12 --16), in the seven branch candlestick, or menorah. To my right, slightly in front, was the giant cross of gold light that I had seen embedded in me at High Force. Then the Master moved from my left in front of me to my right where he merged with the cross of gold light and they became one. I knew that the cross represented the Father and was a two-dimensional portrayal, or symbol, of intersecting Life lines not just in three dimensions or multi dimensions but omni dimensions, representing His omni-Presence.
13While we were in County Durham we also visited the Bowes Museum near Barnard Castle. This was built in the 1800s by Sir John and Lady Josephine Bowes, in the style of a French chateau, and houses an astounding array of artefacts, collected by Josephine all over Europe at truly staggering cost; indeed, sufficient to nearly bankrupt Sir John. All these treasures are displayed over 3 floors. Across from the main entrance were larger than life, full-length portraits of the couple. As Steve stood admiring the likeness of Sir John, suddenly he was aware that he was standing there beside the portrait, looking quite sombre. Steve immediately said, quietly, under his breath, ‘God bless you.’ This instantly caught his attention and broke his muse. Turning to Steve and smiling, he said, ‘Why, thank you, sir.’
14We duly began our exploration of this vast collection and as we ascended a wide staircase to the next floor I became aware that we had been followed by someone from the spirit world. I had been aware of her speaking for some while but had not been focussed on what was being said. On the stairs it came into focus and to my amazement she was saying just one word, over and over, in a distressed, hopeless monotone: ‘Trinkets.’ That’s all she said. As the impact of this lodged in my consciousness, suddenly it all became clear who and what this was about.
15It was Lady Josephine. She had devoted many, many years to amassing this collection; it had been her life’s work. The intention was to display these priceless artefacts – paintings, furniture, sculptures, jewellery, clothing, ceramics and much, much more – for the edification for the poor and uneducated masses, to uplift their awareness and understanding of the wider world.
16Of course, as soon as she departed this life for the next she realised that this had been a massive folly; the poor and starving masses would have much more benefited from help with work, healthcare, nutrition, education, sanitation. They saw her endeavours as the excesses of the super-rich class and contempt was much more their reaction than gratitude.
17As all this sank in I became filled with compassion for this dear, lost and deluded soul, who had, she clearly now felt, spent her life on Earth in pursuit of something purely to indulge her own misperceptions of what were the important things in life, when she now realised she could have done something truly philanthropic for her less materially fortunate fellows. She was wandering aimlessly in this place that had now become her prison, bereft of hope for herself and filled with sorrow at being unable to undo her burdensome error. As she followed us despondently about, repeating the word trinkets endlessly, she wrung her hands in despair. As I shared this with Steve he now became aware that Sir John was with us and he was anxious for whatever help we might be able to give to his hapless wife, who was quite unaware of his presence. He stood there with a look on his face that betrayed a whit of hope amidst his joyless countenance. Steve and I both spoke silently to Josephine, assuring her that there was no longer any requirement for her to remain in this place or this state of mind; that hers was a well-intentioned error and that no harm was done by it; that the poor would, as Jesus reminded us, be always with us; that she could ask for help and release from this by Jesus and would be instantly rescued and taken to a place of peace and light, where she could be re-united with her beloved spouse and restored to joy and love.
18The utterances of ‘trinkets’ ceased. Steve and I looked at each other and suddenly we had no heart for more of this place. We headed out into the sunshine and as we walked around the chateau to the car park at the rear, there were John and Josephine, hand in hand, countenances radiant with life, love and joy. They waved exuberantly at us as they skipped like teenagers across the immaculate lawns, calling out their heartfelt thanks for our help.
19No doubt Josephine has now consulted the Master Jesus for more serviceable ways to help her distressed fellow travellers on the Path Home to Eternity, ably aided and abetted by a delighted John.
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20A week or two prior to the short break with Steve to the north of England I had been to Poland on business. On the plane back from Warsaw to London on a Sunday morning there was terrific turbulence and the plane was being tossed about in all directions. I saw two angels, one each side of the plane. They had it supported in what was like a giant sized ‘cat’s cradle,’ which was supporting the plane and allowing it to move with the turbulence but was keeping the plane totally safe. The angels were having a wonderful time, laughing and rejoicing, helping to reduce the movement of the plane by manipulating the cradle with their hands, rather like a puppeteer manipulates a puppet on a string. It was clear that the plane was so well within their protective care that there was absolutely no need for any concern whatsoever!
21Soon the turbulence eased and being Sunday morning I decided to hold the Communion Service ‘in my head.’ In the psychic consciousness the plane was full of Christ communicants occupying the seats rather than ordinary passengers.
22At the offering I saw the Master Jesus as a steward, handing out the ‘eternal life’ bread and wine to all the communicant passengers. At the end of the service a rousing ‘Three cheers for Jesus of Nazareth’ was given. He looked quite shy and self-conscious at this. He then walked up the aisle to where I was standing as officiant and put his arm around my shoulder, declaring of me to the communicants, ‘My beloved servant.’ His love overwhelmed me and I fell to my knees at his feet. He reached forward and put something on me. It appeared to be a combination of an enveloping, etheric ‘cloak’ and also a loop of ribbon with a cross of the most gleaming gold, about 6 inches high. It appeared to be at one moment a simple cross of horizontal and vertical intersecting bars with the vertical bar slightly longer than the horizontal bar and at another moment a ‘cross potent’ or equilateral cross in a circle. The ribbon and the cloak were of red, purple and blue. I interpret this as a symbol of being in the Earth (red), of Heaven (blue) and achieving balance between the two (purple).
23The Master said, “I give you this badge of office.” I interpret this to mean as officiant of SMCC communion.
24I said, “Of myself I cannot do this but by your love, grace and power so shall it be possible.” I have since come to believe the ‘real’ badge of office is the giant cross with its base in me and that which the Master put around my neck is a symbol.
Holy Communion June 6, 1993
We wish you to know that you all are always in our loving thoughts, our hearts and our care. We are never more than a single moment from you all. Your concerns are our concerns; your fears are ours to assuage -- give them to us; your joy and accomplishment are our joy and fulfilment.
The Romans are here in their hundreds, to experience this blessed event. It seems that Claudius and his friends have been busy rescuing many more trapped Roman soldiers from Hadrian's Wall.
At the symbol of the lights, the Master appeared to my left as he showed himself to John of Patmos (Revelation 1: 12 --16), in the seven branch candlestick, or menorah. To my right, slightly in front, was the giant cross of gold light that I had seen embedded in me at High Force. Then the Master moved from my left in front of me to my right where he merged with the cross of gold light and they became one. I knew that the cross represented the Father and that the cross was a two-dimensional portrayal of intersecting energy lines not just in three dimensions or multi dimensions but omni dimensions.
At the words, ‘I will come unto him and manifest…’ the Master said, ‘I will walk with him - for ever.’
Brian, I come close with a personal message of greeting for this, the anniversary of your incarnating. It is with the highest regard that I behold you and in the greatest esteem that I am privileged to be your friend and helper. You may protest at such words of admiration and feel that such should be addressed from you to me but I wish to put on record that your qualities of commitment and one-pointedness in the Earth-life conditions -- now especially in times of such disarray, are worthy of the highest commendation. I speak for all the Servers of the Inner Sanctuary in saying that without this commitment our desire to serve this aspect of the Master's great purpose of the furthering of the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth could never be fulfilled.
We wish you to know that you all are always in our loving thoughts, our hearts and our care. We are never more than a single moment from you all. Your concerns are our concerns; your fears are ours to assuage -- give them to us; your joy and accomplishment are our joy and fulfilment.
Yes, you are in the Earth and feel out on a limb, wrestling with nigh-on impossible conditions, but it is through you all that our work is possible. And even now you see how the Lord is converting the troubled waters of your lives into the wine of eternal joy, rising up unto life everlasting. So shall it be by this joint-venture in which we all make our absolute and unequivocal commitment. So shall its success and fulfilment be never in doubt. We all rejoice in lives committed and shared unstintingly with you all, the Earth-life servers of SMCC. I am your friend in Christ service. The Rector.
The following Diary entries were posted on January 31st 2007.
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Holy Communion June 13, 1993
That same water of life, when quickened by the fire of Holy Spirit, with love, blessing, goodwill, caring, giving, compassion, becomes transmuted into the Living Wine of Heaven; uplifting, transforming, intoxicating with joy, renewal of life, hope, love and fulfilment.
From the moment of starting the music there was a flood of glorious love and joy “switched on” from the IPS. I realised for the first time, at the offering of bread, what the Master meant by the statement about ‘eating him’ as being the living bread; for by taking in the food and offering it up in love and blessing for the seekers, it is transmuted in us, by our attunement with the love and blessing of the Father, into living, sustaining, uplifting substance, for the nourishing of the souls (not, of course, bodies) who hunger and thirst. As I made the offering I was aware of a host of souls who were so eager they tried to rush forward and grab the bread off the plate; but they were restrained by someone who said, “Not yet -- wait – watch,” and I knew then that the bread off the plate would not be enough to sustain them but after I had eaten it, it would become transmuted, by my desire and degree of oneness with the Father, into living bread, enough for all.
Also, with the wine, that it would flow in a transmuted, spirit form from my offering in sincerity of desire and become an endless flow, “a fountain, springing up unto life eternal.”
Yes, Brian, the water flowing uphill concept that needed a little more development!*The un-quickened water of the psychic life consciousness flows backwards, downhill and is dissipated and sullied by the dross that it collects on the way. That same water of life, when quickened by the fire of Holy Spirit, with love and blessing and goodwill, caring, giving, compassion, becomes also transmuted into the Living Wine of Heaven; uplifting, transforming, intoxicating with joy and renewal of life, hope, love and fulfilment. And so, as it flows in so does it flow up in the life and soul of all who will receive of it with gladsome heart and mind and be thus lifted up unto life eternal.
Rector, I am so pleased and happy with the progress forward in recent weeks and months.
Truly is the going forward in inner awareness and illumination a daily occurrence and the closeness between the Earth-life servers and we of spirit who serve the Christ Sanctuary is gaining momentum daily. This is joyous for us as also for you. It is the mark of the server of Christ discipleship that in giving is joy and fulfilment. This is the way forward and so we move on one step at a time.
All is well; give to and share with us all your moments of difficulty and anxiety for it is our joy to help you, that our desires for the Kingdom on Earth may be fulfilled.
*As Steve and I were walking in the Lake District a week or two previously, we came across a tiny rill or stream, that appeared to be flowing uphill. I said to Steve, “This water is flowing uphill!” His response, “That it is a concept that needs a little more development,” was so plainly out of character with Steve, and not him but the Rector speaking through him that I burst out laughing.
Holy Communion June 20, 1993 (Father's Day)
You do not think the Kingdom of Heaven and those who have been responsible for the strategy of its implementation in the lives of the children of Earth leave matters to random chance?
The children have been so close and loving and the Service appears to be more ordered, peaceful, somehow as if my officiating is starting to emerge and harmonise more perfectly with the desire/spirit of the order of service.
Beloved Teacher, I feel as if that is what you have wanted.
My faithful and one-pointed friend, of course this is precisely what I have wanted. Each and every soul goes forward on the path of Christ service; no-one remains stationary; it is not possible. You are the first seekers to learn of my student (Olga); none of this was an accident. All was mapped out. You do not think the Kingdom of Heaven and those who have been responsible for the strategy of its implementation in the lives of the children of Earth leave matters to random chance? Of course such would not be the case. Yes, individual events may be random and the Lord, as you now know, does not lose a single opportunity to fulfil some purpose in furthering the Kingdom by each such situation. And the overall pattern of progress is according to the coinciding of the life pattern of the individual with the star pattern as it unfolds and as it relates to each such little one.
So is it not entirely surprising to me to see you going forward as the officiant of this ritual, for such was ever on the cards. Neither is it any less joyful to me that it is the case. It is possible by your desire, discipline, your commitment and your one-pointedness. Without these things no true Christ service is possible. And the recompense for such is power and authority by gaining control over the life forces. Such is possible only by commitment to service and comes to none other and by no other method.
It is our desire in the Inner Plane that all our beloved fellow-servers of Earth-life should know us and be happy in fellowship with us, for we are all one, pilgrims treading the path unto life eternal and to oneness with our Father. We go forward together in love and peace. Amen.
Holy Communion Tuesday evening June 22, 1993 (with Patricia, visiting from Canada)
That it does not yet appear unto the children of Earth-life consciousness is because their eyes are not single, they have not the desire for oneness with the Father. To all who have shall it be given.
At the offering of bread, as I held my arms out (with the plate) in blessing of all, I felt as if the giant cross of gold light and I had merged and become as one. I sensed the cross (of Life) was radiating out the Life (living word/bread) to all mankind and this was showering upon the Earth in all the different manifestations of sustenance for body, soul, mind and senses (music, beauty etc).
And so is this the case my son, for it is the cross of life of the Living Father Creator, which comes from eternity and goes unto eternity from within to without, from up to down (Heaven to Earth) and back again and from east to west, left to right, north to south and around again.
You see it as the cross of living golden light and so is it, but it is, in truth, of infinite dimensionality, radiating, pulsing, dynamic, even as you glimpse the aura of its light going out in all directions. So is it radiating out in all dimensions. So is it you, so is it all the little ones, within and around, renewing, uplifting, giving. It is the Father; it is the Creator, the Source of All.
And seeing me merge in it in the seven lights (see Diary entry for June 6th 1993 for details) is seeing me in the Father and He in me. Even so are you also, His little ones. That it does not yet appear unto the children of Earth-life consciousness is because their eyes are not single, they have not the desire for oneness with the Father. To all who have shall it be given.
All is well; it shall be accomplished, by your commitment, in the secret place and shall be made known openly.
Do nothing, but pray.
Holy Communion June 27, 1993
…wrestle not with the prince of time and place, but heed my counsel to be at peace, so that you may become one with the Father's life, opening up your channels of receptivity to the eternal reality
I have had some difficulty attuning, with a sense of all the Earth-life chores rushing upon my consciousness to distract me from one-pointed spiritual focus.
Master Jesus, by your life, your light, your guiding, we able to go forward unto the Kingdom life.
My son, have no fear for fluctuations in the energy flow and the rays of illumination of heart, mind and footsteps; it is part of the Earth-life condition and the means by which the path of Earth-life experience is trodden.
In such conditions, wrestle not with the prince of time and place, but heed my counsel to be at peace, so that you may become one with the Father's life, opening up your channels of receptivity to the eternal reality and thus allowing the time and place energies to flow around you and be dissipated.
All is well my son -- your attunement with the Father's peace negates the contrary energies of the time and place consciousness and enables equilibrium to be restored.
The following Diary entry was posted on April 25th 2007.
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Holy Communion July 4, 1993
…to you of the Earth-life consciousness it looks as if the enemy is in full flood and in control -- or that rightness is out of control. But I say unto you that the enemy must be allowed to expend all his energy in doing his worst before the Soldiers of the Light can go in and clean up.
During the ‘Holy, Holy, Holy’ I sensed the Master explaining that the importance of getting/keeping our energies harmonised and balanced is because energy rays that are out of kilter allow enemy (ego) forces access.
The energies have been subdued yet I have had an awareness of great excitement in the Inner Plane. At the offering I felt the Master wanted me to stay sending out the bread and wine much farther afield than ever before and at the thanks prayer ‘…may we faithful stewards…’ I heard him say, ‘Gather up all the fragments, that nothing be lost.’ This refers to our Earth-life, Christ committed energies, for what the Rector described as a ‘major thrust’ out into the wilderness in cleaning up the enemy strongholds and establishing bridgeheads in strategic places.
So be it, and thus proceeds the Kingdom programme, for the Master's plan anticipates enemy action and before they act he has sent out the word of Command. Of course to you of the Earth-life consciousness it looks as if the enemy is in full flood and in control -- or that rightness is out of control. But I say unto you that the enemy must be allowed to expend all his energy in doing his worst before the Soldiers of the Light can go in and clean up.
This is because the Way of the Cross does not permit intervention or confrontation. Love, which is the Way of the Cross, is unconditional, and they also serve who only stand and wait. Then, when all has been spent by the enemy forces, so shall those who serve the Cross of Light enter into the desolation and begin the work of restoration. Fear not that this is wasteful, for the enemy brings down upon itself the structure that it has builded up and this means there is no demolition work necessary for the workers of the Lord in preparation for establishing the foundation for the Kingdom City. It is, as you see by this, the truly perfect perfect plan, in which nothing is left to chance because it is according to the principles of eternal life. This is Wisdom. It is unstoppable. It proceeds and goes forth. Let us give thanks to Almighty God for His love and caring.
However much you may feel frustrated by the enemy having free sway, and wish to intervene, let this understanding of the principles guide your steps and bring caution into your actions for the Lord.
This message appeared to be from a former high dignitary of the Church and Theresa immediately sensed Thomas à Becket.
The following Diary entry was posted on June 20th 2007.
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Holy Communion July 11, 1993
By right thinking and speaking, by right desiring, shall wonders come from within. Nothing shall be impossible. For all is the reality of the Father, universal, infinitely dimensional. This is love.
Master Jesus, this has been an extraordinary service of new awareness of the spirit realm power and activity generated by this meditation.
My son, you now begin to glimpse why I have said ‘Bless and curse not’ and why the emphasis of my teaching is on Love, compassion, forgiveness and all the good qualities of the little ones of the Father. For those are the qualities which it is His pleasure to give, which draw the life awareness to Him, where all that is desirable in His sight is accomplished. For the living Word is all-powerful, is constructive, is generative, is programmed/constructed to accomplish its own fulfilment by its own organic nature.
Attune with the living Word and become one with its purpose my son; then in you shall be fulfilled your heart's desire -- for peace, harmony, justice, caring, the brotherhood of love, renewal of all that is good in the children of Earth, unto their Sonship with the Father.
And so shall the Word, which has gone out, not return void unto the Source. By right thinking and speaking, by right desiring, shall wonders come from within. Nothing shall be impossible. For all is the reality of the Father, universal, infinitely dimensional. This is love. Have no concern for the newness to you of these things my son; ponder them as you receive the revelation and understanding shall come one step at a time.
The following Diary entries were posted on July 25th 2007.
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Holy Communion July 18, 1993
You have served in faith and total commitment and I am well pleased. Now is the time for your eyes to be opened and you shall see the glory and joy of Our Father's House.
Our Heavenly Father has been in the midst and at the words of Isaiah the Prophet ‘Concerning the dwelling place of God,’ He immediately said, ‘I AM within.’ The silence within which we all felt His presence was electric and the words of Habakkuk and St Paul were filled with extra meaning.
‘Winnie’ (Winston Churchill), recently rescued with the help of Clementine and gone forward, filled with humility and love for the Lord, stood beside me making the gestures and speaking the words of the Gloria. At the offering I said to the IPS, “Take all we can give,” and became aware of our Father replenishing as much as the IPS took to give out to those in need.
Master Jesus, beloved Lord, the unfolding pattern of this service and of our lives is “wondrous to behold.”
My son, it is, as you now well know, your love and commitment that makes all this possible. You are well-established in the Kingdom concept and your lives are dedicated to its establishment in the Earth.
New revelation, not just of the mysteries of life, but of the programme by which the purpose of this ritual shall be accomplished, shall unfold before your eyes. It is a wider, more comprehensive service of Our Father's desire for His little ones of Earth than you have so far been aware but it is necessary for you to know the scope and fullness of its operation in order that your conscious participation and involvement may take place.
You have served in faith and total commitment and I am well pleased. Now is the time for your eyes to be opened and you shall see the glory and joy of Our Father's House. All is well.
Holy Communion August 1, 1993
We are one by the Word of Truth and Life and the words that Jesus spoke are My words of life and truth. By these shall you and all My little ones be made free from the bondage to time and place. Go now and live in joyful certainty of the Kingdom.
Heavenly Father, your message*confirms all our recent experiences, that you are taking up your abode within us and this is something about which I feel comfortable and relaxed in some ways but in other ways I feel uncertain about where we are going from here.
My son, it is My desire for all My little ones that they should become aware of eternal reality and by so doing should have peace and joy in their lives, from within, for it is there from which emanates the eternal reality and in which lies all fulfilment; it is there that My little ones shall find Me. I reach out to them and rejoice that they begin to waken to My call and begin to abandon the way of self-determination in favour of the Way of eternal joy, which it is My good pleasure to give abundantly to all.
I draw close to My little ones; and to those who draw close to Me and aspire to live by the Word of Life, so do I give the bread and wine of eternal life and truth, and rejoice, for My own have returned unto Me. It is as much you taking up your residence in Me as I in you, for we are One. This My beloved Jesus knew and experienced in his Earthly life, even as he had done since before time and of which he spoke; he in Me, you in him, I in you. Now is the beginning of fulfilment of all law and prophecy.
The Word by Jesus or by his angels or messengers is as Mine, for it is the living, eternal Word. We are one by the Word of Truth and Life and the words that he spoke are My words of life and truth. By these shall you and all My little ones be made free from the bondage to time and place.
Be peaceful My son, all is well and shall continue thus. By and by you shall become aware of the next step, for it is already marked out for you. Go now and live in joyful certainty of the Kingdom. I bless you and am for ever with you.
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The following extract from chapter 11 of SFGS explains this:
15... I had got into bed and was settling down for sleep. As I lay there with the light extinguished I suddenly became aware that there was the figure of a man standing at the foot of the bed. This startled and somewhat unnerved me because the figure was in silhouette form and was totally black. There was absolutely no light at all, of any kind, emanating from this form. It was like a black hole in a way, so utterly bereft of any indication of the light of life. In my experience, this signalled a presence from the realms of darkness and I was not eager for an encounter of that ilk. This form was very tall; I would say at least 6 feet 6 inches (2 metres). As I took in this apparition, a voice which I knew to be Papa spoke from what I assumed at the immediate moment was where the mouth would be but realised, as I considered this later, was actually above and behind the head of the form.
16The words spoken were, ‘Man, the Temple of God.<