During the early 1990s I had become interested in William Tyndale, born around 1494 in Gloucestershire. He was the first to translate the Bible into English from the original Greek and Hebrew. He was murdered by the Roman Catholic Church, by papal decree, for doing so (see the article about him, written by a direct descendant of his brother, below).
Our daughters knew of this interest and as a modern printing of his translation had recently come available, they bought me the ‘Tyndale New Testament’ for Christmas 1993. On Christmas Day, as I removed the wrapping paper and saw what it was, I made a huge, spontaneous, involuntary intake of breath and shuddered as Will (as I came to know him) came close and overshadowed me with his presence. There was great power and commitment and love in his vibration. At our first Communion after that, January 2nd 1994, I was immediately aware of his presence. The exchange between us is shown below as the Diary entry for that date.
Holy Communion January 2, 1994
I see also that your mind and mine do harmonise well, for you also see the importance of language and structure for building new understanding.
Dear William Tyndale, your New Testament translation has got me excited and the Christmas Day experience has made me think you are close, to help with inspiration on the Living Word. I see from your writing that you are of unquestionable sincerity in your commitment to our beloved Jesus, Lord and Master of this planet. If you are able and willing to speak on this in Jesus' Name and by His authority, I shall be most pleased.
Dear Brian, fellow servant of Jesus Christ, I also perceive your sincerity and commitment and this, dear friend, I assure you, attracts many souls who desire something more than pleasantness. It does also, of course, attract many souls (this service ritual of Christ commitment) and who are in dark and dreadful places. It is a power base in the Earth-life wherein those from on high and those in need of uplift who are ready to go forward can be brought together in a place and condition of harmonising of the life energies.
Because this is a good and desirable thing and is clearly a part of our Lord's great and wonderful plan for the world, its progress and influence is needful of expansion. This can be accomplished by continuing growth of the Living Word in the fructifying soil of your conscious, dedicated life. I have been asked - and it is my desire also - to be an agent for expansion of the Truth in Scripture in your life, so that this that you do can continue to grow in serviceableness unto the Lord, our beloved Jesus. I see also that your mind and mine do harmonise well, for you also see the importance of language and structure for building new understanding.
So, I hereby make myself available for service in the name and by the authorising of our blessed Jesus Christ, who I do see is much beloved of you as also of me. For I, along with many others, having been drawn by the light and joy of this ritual, have been observing its process for a goodly while.
And I will, while you are engaged in prayerful study and contemplation of the Living Word, if you accept my presence, bring such thoughts and inspiration as are serviceable and appropriate as to illuminate your perception for the greater understanding. Thus shall all benefit by the going forward of that which we do in Christ's blessed name.
Dear Will, I welcome you most warmly and enthusiastically into this new and exciting experience and relationship. I thank you humbly for your commitment and look forward to many uplifting and rewarding revelations that will be serviceable to the Lord and His purpose in our working together. God bless you and reward you richly.
Thank you sir, for your blessing; my reward is rich indeed in fellowship of Christ service, for this is all I desire. I see this is your desire also and do give you my blessing in the name of God our Father, Jesus Christ his beloved Son and also the Holy Spirit, the Comforter.
Holy Communion January 9, 1994
Have no doubt my son, that the reality that you experience is the Kingdom of Heaven… it is the Father's good pleasure (and mine also) that you should receive the Kingdom.
At the making ready of the bread and wine I was aware of it being the Master who was doing it -- not just in time and place for us but for all mankind -- the cosmic bread and wine. He said “Come unto me and I will give you to eat of the choice sweetmeats of my banquet table and to drink of the firstfruits of my vineyard.”
Beloved Jesus, I sense your joy and pleasure in that which we do.
My beloved son, indeed you (all) are great joy to me by this going forward in awareness and commitment. By your faith you have received ever-new understanding of the eternal realities and so you reach the place where the reality takes the place, in your consciousness and your perception, of the symbols.
Have no doubt my son, that the reality that you experience is the Kingdom of Heaven. The enemy is ever close and will continue yet awhile to try to deceive you otherwise. Heed my words to hold fast to that which you have, that your crown be not taken from you; nay, rather that it may be embellished with all the jewels for which it has been prepared. In me and by me is this accomplished for I have overcome the world and it is the Father's good pleasure (and mine also) that you should receive the Kingdom. By my overcoming shall also be your overcoming. This is my command, given by the Father, that all the little ones of Earth be lifted up.
All is well. Rejoice, for we go forward.
Holy Communion January 23, 1994
…you have perhaps thought of me more as a pragmatist. But I see also that this is the modus operandi of our Lord Jesus and my respect, admiration, commitment to and love for him are equal to any.
Although the psychic energies have been at a low level and I have not had much awareness of Inner Plane activity, I know the Christ Servers are not permitting this opportunity to be wasted and there will also be drawn new seekers, attracted by the beacon of light.
Brian, my friend, you have been aware of my presence twice now, this last few days. My desire for the Lord's perfect plan and wisdom to be outworked in the Earth is unflinching, although you have perhaps thought of me more as a pragmatist. This is of course true and I am one for getting on with the task at hand and then moving on to whatever next can use some assistance. But I see also that this is the modus operandi of our Lord Jesus and my respect, admiration, commitment to and love for him are equal to any. Indeed, all who know him -- and it is a great and joyful blessing -- cannot help but love him with a great and abiding love.
So, I bring to you this greeting of joy and fellowship in his blessed name. Any time you need help with matters to do with health, for yourself or any other soul, send out a prayer of commitment to the Master and think of me. I will be there in a trice, even as you have seen. Never doubt that it is in the Master's name and by his authority that I come; for my commitment is absolute and total. I have seen your commitment and the desire of your heart and believe me, this conviction is a great influence for the going forward to similar commitment in the hearts and lives of sincere seekers this side of the "veil."
For they can see the radiating energy of your aura and it attracts souls of a sincere and honourable disposition. In fact many who would not have thought themselves such have discovered it within after coming close in Communion or at other times, attracted by the light and uplifting aura created by your desire and sincerity. It was ever thus with your beloved godmother Olga years ago and I know the impact she made on you. Was it not her sincerity and commitment which drew you again and again? And so is it with all who desire Truth.
Normally I am a man of few words but a kindred spirit draws openness from even us more circumspect souls. So, God bless you, you band of troops for the Lord. Keep on keeping on, one step at a time. You are greatly loved, blessed and watched over. And I am never more than a cry for help away. In Jesus' name I am your friend and helper.
This was our friend Jim, the ship’s Scottish doctor (see vignette entitled ‘Jim, ship’s doctor,’ in SFGS).
Holy Communion January 30, 1994
My son, in truth it is not I who set you free but you yourself, by your heart's desire for the Spirit of Truth… by your commitment you can help me to attract the attention of those who are ready in their heart to open the door.
Heavenly Father, we do this to honour you, to glorify your beloved name and that your purposes may be fulfilled in the children of Earth.
My son because you have honoured my name in that which you do, I will proclaim yours in the Kingdom.
Beloved Lord Jesus, I thank you for setting us free from “sin and sorrow.”
My son, in truth it is not I who set you free but you yourself, by your heart's desire for the Spirit of Truth. Can I set free he who willingly remains manacled to the tawdry conditions of time and place consciousness? I can help by knocking at the door and by entering in to all who open unto me, for I am the Way to the Truth, but he who hears not my knocking or is unwilling to open unto me, him I cannot yet help.
But by your commitment you can help me to attract the attention of those who are ready in their heart to open the door. So can such a one be helped to be loosed from his chains and go forward and you and I also go forward, with all who join their lives with mine, and God's purpose can be fulfilled in all the children of Earth.
You see this more and more in the different aspects of your life as your awareness of the Kingdom plan unfolds before you. It is my desire for you to continue to receive the joy of this revelation. As you follow the Way so shall it continue to be. Have no fear but draw nigh unto me. I am protection and fulfilment for all who will receive me.
Peace be still, all is well. I am well pleased.
Holy Communion February 6, 1994
It is not easy to find words adequate for moments such as these, for the experience is at a level for which words of Earth-life consciousness have not been developed.
JFK and Aaron are here, also Martin Luther King. The Master is here. All the souls in the Inner Plane sat down cross-legged at the preparing of the bread and wine. All the little children joined hands in a circle with the Master at the words concerning the branches abiding in the vine, joining their lives with his. Then they all danced with him in a circle, to much applause from the crowds.
Beloved Teacher, this is all such a wondrous experience and I feel your pleasure in it all. I congratulate you, I rejoice in your achievement and I give thanks with all my heart for all that we share and can contribute.
My son, the fulfilment that this brings is reward enough; "it sufficeth." The joy it brings is enough; it fills my heart to see and to share the wonders of the Lord's doing. It is not easy to find words adequate for moments such as these, for the experience is at a level for which words of Earth-life consciousness have not been developed. Happen this will change as the Kingdom consciousness unfolds in the Earth. And between us -- you, me, Will, Francis* and all the many wordsmiths of the ages -- I am confident such will prevail.
My son you and your beloveds have travelled a long road and it is also great joy to me, as also our Lord and all your loved ones here, to see you hand in hand going forward through the open door of Christ awareness. Hold fast to that which you have for within it is fulfilment for you and of your heart's desire. Be assured that in the circle of life with the Master all is well and all shall be well. We continue to go forward with purpose and a spring in our stride. Let us rejoice together.
* This refers to Will Tyndale and Francis Bacon, the latter, many believe, was the true author of the works of Shakespeare.
Holy Communion February 27, 1994
It is necessary that such little ones be nurtured with unconditional love and care and compassion and that they be taught the living Truth, by which knowledge shall they be led forward; and wisdom shall give them stature; and love shall make them whole.
Our new friend, Robert H., recently passed over, is here, slightly unsure at first but once welcomed in Jesus’ name, is receiving the words and spirit of the service with increasing enthusiasm. He said, “The world should know about this.” MLK welcomed him with an arm around the shoulder and said, “It's good to have you on board.”
My son, all are worthy of the love of their Father, for all are His children and could not be His children without first having come to that place. Their unawareness of that status does not negate their being His children. It is only just becoming time for such little ones to awaken to their spiritual heritage. It is necessary that such little ones be nurtured with unconditional love and care and compassion and that they be taught the living Truth, by which knowledge shall they be led forward; and wisdom shall give them stature; and love shall make them whole.
Fear not my son, for I am opening your eyes and ears to these matters one step at a time. Your response is indicative of your readiness, for in reality it is a re-awakening process that many who re-enter the Earth life conditions need to undergo before they can embark upon some particular mission. It is because of the conjunction of the time and place pattern of incarnation. Many never achieve sufficient balance but are nevertheless able to go forward by bringing some act of service into the lives of the children of Earth, that the whole may benefit.
Full balance takes great care, commitment and dedication and is only possible with souls once certain levels of progress have been attained. This is the Kingdom consciousness and shall come eventually to all. It requires giving. Thus shall the Father's giving to His little ones be received by them.
I have much still to reveal to you my son! Be thou patient. Nothing is hidden that shall not be made known to you.
The following Diary entries were posted on August 9th 2006.
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Holy Communion March 20, 1994
…unconditional love is the stuff of which the Kingdom is made. It is the most abundant element in creation (manifest and unmanifest) so there is no shortage of it. Take freely of it and fill your heart, soul, life that it occupy all parts of you, leaving space for no other contrary vibrations.
I had a sense that Edward (Theresa’s dad), newly passed over, was watching (having been welcomed if he so wished). Gradually he warmed to the service and certain parts were helpful and had special meaning for his circumstances.
At the offering of the bread he fell to his knees, overcome by the meaningfulness of the occasion and its pertinence for his life. There was a true sense of penitence emerging. At the offering of thanks for the bread he collapsed as at the steps leading to a temple and a great emotional release set in, with uncontrollable sobbing. I saw his lips tremble as he began to go down. I sensed it was right to leave him to release his feelings. At the offering of wine for all in need, sorrow, sickness and any adversity, he grasped the chalice as if crazed by first and drank deeply for a long time, taking great gulps and swallowing noisily. At the offering of thanks for the wine which converts tears into joy, death into life, I heard the Teacher say, “We go forward.”
I told Edward (Ted) that John was here and he was amazed, looking around to find him. John stepped forward from behind the altar. He threw his arms around his dad and gave him a great, long, enveloping hug. Ted stood there, his arms at his side, totally unresponsive to John's embrace. It was clear that Ted had no awareness whatever of John's presence.
I told Ted that Thelma (Theresa’s mother, who passed away in 1987) was also present and the response was somewhat more reserved. I sensed that Thelma, John and the others were tall and that Ted was small. No doubt he will go forward, rejoicing, in due course. I saw him with John's arm around him, standing, with John smiling and Ted looking a little unsure but hopeful.
Jesus, my blessed Lord and Master, thank you for the blessedness of this joyous occasion and opportunity to serve the Kingdom purpose. Thank you also for what it teaches me -- that forgiveness can and should be unreserved even after a long time, especially where repentance is made.
My son, this is unconditional love and it is the stuff of which the Kingdom is made. It is the most abundant element in creation (manifest and unmanifest) so there is no shortage of it. Take freely of it and fill your heart, soul, life that it occupy all parts of you, leaving space for no other contrary vibrations. It shall spontaneously combust the dross of Satan's harvest and purify all your being, that life abundant shall be yours and power anew to further perform the Will of the Father shall be yours also. Thus shall the little ones, sullied by the way of the enemy, be transformed. I say unto you, well done, thou good and faithful servant; power of many things shall be yours according to your diligent service, commitment and watching for the return of your Lord.
I say also unto you, love and bless unreservedly, that the Kingdom may flow unrestricted through you into the Earth. Nevertheless, watch and guard, that evildoers have not their way with you. All is well; I am with you and have set my seal and my strong angel to guard your door. Peace be with you.
Holy Communion Easter Sunday, April 3, 1994
…fear not that the Creator Spirit is always in the midst and those who love Him and aspire toward Him will receive of His guiding and illuminating.
My beloved son, fear not that the Creator Spirit is always in the midst and those who love Him and aspire toward Him will receive of His guiding and illuminating. It is by love and commitment that such little ones shall open their hearts to Him and willingly receive. And willingly shall He give, for it is His desire also that all His little ones shall receive the fullness of His treasure -- life abundantly.
For this purpose came I into the world -- to bring the Good News of the Father's Kingdom -- His treasure -- to all His little ones. This message must be brought in accordance with the laws by which the message -- the Kingdom -- exists: Eternal Truth. It is not a message of expediency and it cannot be hurried in accordance with the expediency consciousness of Earth-life-aware man. The message cannot be received by such and will be discarded as meaningless by such until they go forward to a place where that which they have espoused proves worthless and more lasting-value ways are sought. For many this will be painful. But I have come to bring healing balm. I counsel you my son, dispense this healing balm to all who will receive it, that they may be comforted.
Beloved Lord, by your Grace and Power I can do it. It is my desire, as you know well, that I may be serviceable in bringing the living reality of Jesus Christ of Nazareth into the hearts and minds of those who know you not.
My son, this desire is already at the beginning of its fulfilment. I rejoice with you in this. It shall continue to prosper according to your desire. All is well. Give these stones to the little one with love and blessing for her comfort and upliftment and healing.* Peace and joy be with all the world.
*I saw the Master with several small, smooth, white pebbles, about the size of a dice but of a spherical or ovoid shape in his hand. He gave them to me to pass to Theresa. Here is an extract from his message to the church in Pergamos, to which I believe this refers:
He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches; To him that overcometh will I give to eat of the hidden manna, and will give him a white stone, and in the stone a new name written, which no man knoweth saving he that receiveth it. Rv 2:17
A white stone was regarded in ancient times as a pledge/token/guarantee of friendship, goodwill, protection and freedom of passage to the recipient everywhere within the sphere of influence of the giver. .
Holy Communion April 17, 1994
Wisdom is acceptance; acceptance of where you are on the path of eternal progress and willingness to be led forward at the pace which I, your Lord, know to be right for you. Folly is to rush headlong into unknown territory without the lamp of spiritual illumination to guide your steps.
At the consecration the Master said, This is the chalice of my heart. At the partaking he said, Fear not little one I will make all things known to you.
Steve and I were both aware of Ted as if he is in a pit but eager to rise up. At the offering he came very close, gripped my forearm with both hands and said, Forgive me, Brian.
Beloved Lord Jesus, I know you are leading us forward, by the light of your life, unto life eternal.
My son, it is not necessary for you to have all knowledge and to understand all things in order to inherit our Father's Kingdom; rather it is needful for you to desire it and with humility. Your willingness to receive it ensures it is yours. Your ascent in the pyramid* is assured but it is not of the mind or the understanding. It happens by the drawing Power of the Source. It is of the life force and happens when love brings you into harmony with that drawing power, which also is Love. I counsel you, leave it at the altar of your heart's desire and it will continue most assuredly to bring joy and fulfilment.
Wisdom is acceptance; acceptance of where you are on the path of eternal progress and willingness to be led forward at the pace which I, your Lord, know to be right for you. Folly is to rush headlong into unknown territory without the lamp of spiritual illumination to guide your steps.
All is well my son, your commitment of the little one, Betty,** is known to me. Be not concerned but continue with love and goodwill and the Father's good Will shall be accomplished. You do well to have no concern for matters being according to the time and place consciousness; all is fulfilled according to the Eternal Reality.
Let joy be in your heart and life this day and every day. I am with you all.
At the dedication hymn Ted said, ‘God was not at my departing but sorrow and bitterness. I want to pray.’ I said, I can't help you but Jesus can. He said, sardonically, ‘Who's he? What's he ever done for me?’ This indicates the degree of his problem. I said, ‘You may think he's never done anything for you but I can assure you, he has done everything for me.’
It was clear Ted did not understand the Teacher's blessing but Steve saw the Teacher rolling up his sleeves and saying, ‘I'll help him.’
*I am no expert in the interpretation of the symbol in stone that is the Great Pyramid of Gizeh but in the broadest terms I believe it denotes the spiritual ascent of man from deepest forgetfulness of who we really are to the full and final awakening to Oneness with the Creator Spirit.
**This is my mother, who passed away three weeks later after a protracted illness.
Holy Communion April 24, 1994
Let your hearts be set upon your highest desires and the Lord shall accomplish them. Thus shall the Crown of your Glory become complete.
Ted came in early in the service and was straining forward intently, trying to see what we were experiencing. I said it would benefit him to prayerfully and sincerely contemplate the words, and discernment would gradually come to him.
I saw the Rector's green, auric light, bright, strong, close at numerous points.
Beloved Rector, friend and stalwart you’re back again,* so close and with such a bright light; I rejoice in your friendship and your presence.
Dear Brian, the purpose and programme of the Lord's desire is an evolutionary process, growing through different phases of outworking, just as in the plant kingdom of creation. There has been much establishment work in diverse places and this has taken me on active ‘tour of duty.’ Much has been accomplished in many spheres of endeavour and this has been necessary to bring us now to this place on the path of progress. Meanwhile, you, my dear and beloved friends of Earth life Christ commitment, also have been busy going forward -- the path has been rising rapidly at your feet and this brings joy unbounded to my heart.
Now you are at a point of much expansion of activity. This necessitates a separating of your paths of Earth-life togetherness,** so that the expansion can take place in your respective patterns of unfoldment. This is therefore cause for much joy. Let it be the focus of your attention, that any sorrow at the ‘breaking of the vase’*** may be quickly dimmed into obscurity. You will look back and give thanks to Almighty God for the wondrous works He has wrought. But I say to you, such works cannot be wrought without pure and refined material in which to work them. You, my dear ones are that material. Great is and shall be the rejoicing in Heaven and Earth for this is possible by your one-pointed commitment and sincerity. By this shall the crooked ways be made straight, the rough places plain, the valleys exalted and the mountains of the Earth be laid low. Let your hearts be set upon your highest desires and the Lord shall accomplish them. Thus shall the Crown of your Glory become complete.
I am your friend in Christ Jesus, abiding eternally with you in joy and thanksgiving.
As I poured the grape juice onto the water in the chalice, in preparation for the consecration, I felt as if this was the Lord pouring his life and his love into the life of the children of Earth to blend with it and raise it up, quicken it, from within. I felt his tenderness toward his little ones in this, his act of selfless giving.
*The Rector had not been discernibly present to our conscious awareness for some months and I had been beginning to wonder if he had moved on to other endeavours and we would never have contact with him again. It was a joyous moment to have contact restored.
** Steve was shortly to be married and would then be returning to Canada.
*** This refers to the allegorical story ‘The Shattering of the Vase” given to Olga Park and recounted at this link: http://www.members.shaw.ca/communion/visions.htm#THE%20PSYCHIC%20VASE%20AND%20ITS%20SHATTERING
The following Diary entries were posted on November 9th 2006.
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Holy Communion May 1, 1994
I see that what you are doing is more valuable than the ways of the world. You are helping me and I want to continue with this.
Ted* has been here from the start, his door bricked up and he is having difficulty letting go and opening the door. But his seeking and wanting eternal truth and reality is sincere and the words of the service are having a loosening effect on the mortar of the brickwork. He has committed to coming again and again. The going forward process is underway, slowly but surely.
Dear Edward, there has been a great deal of ill feeling and misunderstanding between us over the years and my attitude to you has been negative, even as I know has yours to me. But you see and hear in the words of this service that all in the sight of God is positive -- building, freeing, making new, making whole. It is my desire above all for my life to be made whole by the attuning with and becoming one with that love and giving. I know that cannot be unless and until I can expunge all the vestiges of my feelings and attitude toward you from the past. This is my sincere desire, to hold goodwill toward you. You see also how Theresa feels the same. Can we all be good friends and forget our feelings from the past? This way we can all go forward.
Brian, I know you are a good person, I see your sincerity in what you are doing. It has helped me already and I want to experience much more. It is very satisfying. I know many of my attitudes have been self-centred but this was actually because I believed what I was doing was right and I wanted the others to do it because I thought they would benefit by it. You are helping me to see that this was wrong. I am very, very sorry. I feel as if I need your forgiveness and all the others too, for being so unbending. I want us to get on well. I see that what you are doing is more valuable than the ways of the world. You are helping me and I want to continue with this. Please be my friend now.
Edward, I am glad we've had this healing chat. By the Lord's grace the barriers between us shall evaporate. You are welcome here always.
Thank you, I see how much I need that.
* Ted is Theresa’s dad, who departed this life in March 1994. The full account of his passing, rescue and going forward is in the Vignettes section of SFGS.
Holy Communion May 8, 1994
My son, I am the Way, the Truth and the Life, no man comes to the Father but by me. This is cosmic law, that the Spiritual Lord of the Planet is in charge of the spiritual progress of the children of his world.
Beloved Lord Jesus, I see how wickedness abounds in every opportunity. Thank you Master, for being our strength and protection against the enemy.
My son, I am the Way, the Truth and the Life, no man comes to the Father but by me. This is cosmic law, that the Spiritual Lord of the Planet is in charge of the spiritual progress of the children of his world. Have no fear because the little ones do not understand this, for little children cannot understand the great mysteries. All is by immutable law and their progress is according to the time of readiness. This is activated in their own within by stimuli, from the Source, even as seeds germinate from within according to stimuli from the Source, whether it be moisture, warmth and other conditions given by the Father. I do assure you my son, that nothing is chance happening and all is within my power to bring to the Father. Let thine eye be single and you shall see that this is so.
Thelma* speaks: Brian, God bless you. I want to go forward. Life has been hard and I have given way to too many distractions. I see now how what you have been saying is right. I wanted it and responded well to all that you said but something always held me back, causing me to doubt and be uncertain. You have helped me today to see that feeling sorry for myself is not the Way. I want the Kingdom of Heaven more than anything but I feel so unworthy because of self-doubt and my giving way to the temptations of the past. Now, because of all your help and prayers I see that the Lord will help me to go forward and only by his help can I leave all the baggage behind. I am so sorry for so many things I have done but I see that it is a trap which could stop anyone. I know your prayers are a great strength. Bless you all and please give my thanks to Steve and darling Theresa.
*Thelma is Theresa’s mother, who departed this life in August 1987.
Holy Communion May 22, 1994
Now is the time of entering in and the Angels of my Father's harvest shall be the winged messengers of His Word that shall gather all who are ready unto Him.
As I prepared the bread and wine for consecration, the Master came eagerly in and overshadowed my actions, saying, ‘This is my Joy,’ (to do this for us -- all mankind).
At the offering of bread a line of partakers filed past one at a time, taking the bread and moving on, from my right to my left. So many different souls were seeking, the thought occurred to me that we might have to rein in our outgiving but this surely cannot be a Kingdomly answer; assuredly the Lord has a much more serviceable Plan. Someone said. ‘Don’t go out, let them come to you.’
My son, you are beacons of my light; I counsel you, rush not down every alleyway seeking the halt, the maimed and the blind but rather walk the straight and narrow way, letting your light of spiritual at-one-ment so shine before men. Truly I say to you, such as seek the light and are ready to be awakened shall be drawn to you. Now is the time of entering in and the Angels of my Father's harvest shall be the winged messengers of His Word that shall gather all unto Him who are ready.
Be thou constant in your commitment and in the prayerful conducting of this ritual of the Kingdom desire and all shall be accomplished. I am well pleased with the going forward. All is according to the eternal Wisdom. Have no fear but nevertheless guard against the enemy.
Be thou as a fortress in the desert places that dwellers in such places breach not thy defences. Jackals abound but the light of eternal truth is impenetrable; see thou to it and let thine eye be single. All is well; joy and peace be with you all my beloveds.
Holy Communion May 29, 1994
…the children of Earth-life consciousness must be raised up to the place where the Kingdom consciousness prevails. It is a gradual process of metamorphosis of soul, body and spirit and must be one step at a time…
Blessed Lord, I am aware of my own redness of Earth which interferes with the blue of Heaven and which prevents me from a whole giving and being a clear channel of your love.
My son, awareness is all that you need, for this will permit you to exercise your desire for its cleansing and purification, that you may become that clear channel. The cleansing and purification shall take place as part of the natural going forward process. In you is zeal for the rightness of the Kingdom of God to be implanted in the lives of the children of Earth-life consciousness. This is a normal expectation but the children of Earth-life consciousness must be raised up to the place where the Kingdom consciousness prevails. It is a gradual process of metamorphosis of soul, body and spirit and must be one step at a time, even as has been the case in your life. You are right that this is the red of time and place consciousness trying to overshadow your higher consciousness; hence the conflict of energies which leaves you with a sense of disharmony.
Focus on me in my son; give me the burdens, for I am the Way, the Truth and the Life. The Way by which you come to the Father and shall have perfect revelation of eternal truth. This shall bring to you life abundant. Thereby shall many of my little ones be gathered into the fold. To this end have you been called. Be thou faithful that thine own joy may be fulfilled.
My ways are ways of gentleness and all my paths are peace. Follow me.
Much has been accomplished by this service, little ones; I am well pleased. New alignment and harmonising of life forces has taken place. O be joyful in the Lord!
The following Diary entries were posted on February 7th 2007.
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Holy Communion June 5, 1994
Your desire to shine the light of eternal reality in the lives of the lost sheep, wandering alone and afraid in the wilderness among ravening wolves, is in itself an anchor for you against the ebb and flow of the raging currents and maelstrom of time and place consciousness.
I have been aware of Betty and Ted (both recently passed away). They both are committed to going forward but do not yet quite know how to go about it. I have been explaining that it is by desire and that if they earnestly desire they will be led; all they have to do is be willing to be led.
Blessed Jesus, even though the energies are somewhat dissipated today I feel the higher level of efficacy of what we do.
My beloved son, all is well; I rejoice with you that on this anniversary day you go forward anew in your awareness of the Kingdom and of the work which it is your desire and your resolve to undertake. This is a milestone in the Way for the unfolding of that purpose by which you have gone out (i.e. incarnated). Your desire to shine the light of eternal reality in the lives of the lost sheep, wandering alone and afraid in the wilderness among ravening wolves, is in itself an anchor for you against the ebb and flow of the raging currents and maelstrom of time and place consciousness. At the same time it is the strength of purpose by which your one-pointed focus on the Source of Life and Light remains constant. Continue in this way my son and all shall continue to be well and to go forward.
Fear not for the shattering of vases my son,* for I am the Master Potter also and shall catch up the fragments and use them as embellishment of the new vessel which even now turns upon the wheel of life. Thus shall the new be strengthened by the incorporation of the best fragments as it proves in the fire. Thus do the vessels increase, both in their capacity to hold the new wine of the Kingdom and also in their splendour, to draw all who will, that they may drink deeper and longer of the wine of my love.
* This refers to my mother, Betty’s recent going Home and also Steve’s imminent marriage and departure back to Canada, but also see: http://www.members.shaw.ca/communion/visions.htm#THE%20PSYCHIC%20VASE%20AND%20ITS%20SHATTERING
Holy Communion June 12, 1994
It is only by such commitment that the children of Earth -- and all life -- go forward. For your commitment to me is your commitment to our Heavenly Father.
Beloved Jesus, I affirm my faith in you, my great love for you, my commitment to you. I acknowledge your spiritual Lordship of this planet and your power in and over the affairs of the children of Earth. I recognise that your power is founded in the Great Universal Force: Love, and that this is the means by which all shall be transformed and made new; new as in the eternal Kingdom of God and His righteousness. So shall the old order of time and place consciousness pass away and the New Order, your blessed Kingdom, be established forever in the consciousness, the hearts and the lives of all mankind. In this and all your glory and all your ways, Lord Jesus, I give thanks and I rejoice.
My beloved son, I receive this commitment. I bless you and assure you that by this commitment you go forward. It is only by such commitment that the children of Earth -- and all life -- go forward. For your commitment to me is your commitment to our Heavenly Father. Only by such commitment and by the desire for God's righteousness in all things can the lives of my little ones be protected from the enemy and guided along the narrow path to eternal reality.
It is commitment and desire which shall keep you going forward in times of difficulty and darkness, when the prince of time and place is close at hand. In this crucial phase in the outworking of the affairs of Earth, the seeds of Satan also come nigh to harvest. Therefore be thou watchful and pray, that the angel of the harvest garner all the good seeds into the storehouse, and that none be cast, with the tares, into the fire of destruction.
Fear not my son, I lead and all is known to me. You say well that you rejoice in me, for all power for redemption is given to me by our Heavenly Father. Therefore go in peace. All your activities are known and blessed by me.
There is much symbolism here and it is worth noting that ‘Satan,’ or the prince of time and place, is actually the upside-down, ego part of our mind that came into operation at the separation and manifests all the attributes of Earth-life humanity that are not our true, eternal, Kingdomly nature. Also, the ‘fire of destruction’ is not a place into which those of us who have not been ‘saved’ will be cast for all eternity, but simply the cosmic recycling process, such as composting, birth and ‘death’ (re-incarnation). This use of poetic imagery is serviceable to our understanding if we are clear that it is not to be taken at its most fundamental, literal meaning. This literal perception by institutionalised religion has been the cause of centuries of fear for the children of Earth. Now is the time of awakening to the higher truths embedded within this type of language usage.
Holy Communion June 26, 1994
My son, it is by your desire, reaching out to the light of our Father Creator, that I shall draw you higher, so that the constraints of the Earth physical shall be as nothing.
Beloved Master Jesus, I know that our prayers and aspirations can be fulfilled only by drawing close to you and becoming ever more attuned to the light, love and consciousness that you are, so that we can gradually rise up to oneness with you and the Father.
My son, it is by your desire, reaching out to the light of our Father Creator, that I shall draw you higher, so that the constraints of the Earth physical shall be as nothing. This is only possible by at-one-ment of desire with the eternal reality of the Father and His estate -- the Kingdom of Heaven. This estate is, as you know, a place of conscious, spiritual desire and awareness and is not dependent on being either incarnate or excarnate. Whosoever lives and believes unswervingly in me shall have oneness with this eternal reality and shall become harmonised with the Laws by which the eternal grows, ever becoming more whole, ever more filled with life, ever more giving for all who are in need.
Keep on in this way my son, that the wine of my love may continue to flow in you and outpour through you into the lives of the little ones who labour under the hand of the enemy. Thus shall they find relief from their fainting. There is much to be accomplished and our work together is just beginning. You have been faithful in the little things that have been entrusted to your care; thus shall greater things now become your charge.
All is well my son, we go forward in the fabrication of the new vessel which now takes shape, modelled for the service of my purpose in you which now unfolds. Handle it with love and care while it is in your keeping, and it shall serve you well. Peace, joy, love and fellowship anew be with you.
Holy Communion July 3, 1994
…in all relationships there is a purpose: to learn, to grow, to go forward, both on the part of the giver and of the receiver. In truth, both are givers and both are receivers -- of opportunity.
Beloved Lord Jesus, I see my mother, Betty, standing afar off, for feelings of shame and unworthiness to come near and partake of the banquet feast which you have prepared for all that love God, our Heavenly Father. Master, I know in my heart that I harbour some spirit of judgement against her as my mother for her imperfect behaviour in her Earthly life and I feel it is at least partly my attitude toward her which is keeping her back and making her unable to come and take her rightful place in your Kingdom of rejoicing. I know also that this attitude of mine is holding me back in a way that I am unable to fully grasp. Lord and Master, thank you for helping me to search my heart and soul for peace and relinquishment of this which prevents her and me from going forward in your love.
My son, you have opened a door which was shut in your heart. I counsel you, let that open door be a channel of communication between your soul and hers, that you may express freely and unreservedly the feelings you have been holding back. Let them find open and full expression between you. Let them be faced without reserve; and let all this happen with conscious awareness that all is known and understood by me, that I am with you always and in all things. Let the meeting be on neutral territory, where there is no higher ground and lower ground; for in all relationships there is a purpose: to learn, to grow, to go forward, both on the part of the giver and of the receiver. In truth, both are givers and both are receivers -- of opportunity. Let God your Heavenly Father be the leveller and let love furnish the place of your meeting. Thus shall a going forward be accomplished my son. I rejoice at this opening of a door.
Holy Communion July 24, 1994
…your steadfastness in the Lord has seen me through a hell of doubt and confusion.
Dear Ma (Betty), my heart rejoices at this clearing of the channels between us, that we may both go forward in new awareness and understanding and new service of the Lord Jesus and his Kingdom programme. I also, of course, with all my heart send love and blessings for the anniversary day, tomorrow, of your incarnating.
Darling Brian, your steadfastness in the Lord has seen me through a hell of doubt and confusion. You have made possible my going forward into understanding that Jesus, our beloved Lord, is the true and only way to salvation and that this is real, not a lot of church mumbo-jumbo. I am now totally and unwaveringly committed to Jesus and, knowing that there is no difficulty between us now, I will be here as regular as clockwork.
Valerie* also has cast off her baggage of misunderstanding and has gone forward to one-pointed Christ commitment. Brian, your one-pointedness has helped untold numbers, some you know, including Gramps, or Monty, as you may prefer, God bless him. 'Gogs'* or Florrie, I am still finding out about and will let you know. It is all so wonderful and there is so much to get to know and experience. I have seen the wondrous structure of SMCC and see how organised it is and the power for accomplishment. Truly it is able to achieve the highest desire of anyone. God bless you darling and thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything. There is so much to say, so much to tell you -- but one step at a time is the byword here!
Peace, joy, blessing be with you and between us. I know there is a special bond of love between us and this can never be otherwise in spite of any efforts by the enemy.
* Valerie was mother’s best friend in this life. She was heavily involved with various occult activities. Her lack of spiritual discernment in such activities eventually led her into a place of confusion and uncertainty. ‘Gogs’ was Betty’s mother.
The following Diary entries were posted on May 2nd 2007.
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Holy Communion July 31, 1994
The Lord knows our desires and if we will allow him, he will lead us to fulfilment of them according to the laws of eternal reality and this will be fulfilling rather than frustrating. This all requires discipline and not allowing heart to outrun head; the two have to synchronise.
Dear Peter, thank you for joining Sadie and me yesterday and bringing your love and the benefit of the wisdom of the eternal consciousness to temper the frustration, anger, eagerness of us living in the time and place consciousness over the wrongdoing and injustice which pervade the lives of the children of Earth.
Dear Dad, you know I love you and Sadie (and Mum and Vee) and my work, it comes as no surprise, is closely associated with Sadie; I have, after all, the privilege of being her big brother but of course there is more to our relationship than simply that, for we go back, as a team, a long way.
The team relationship, like we have, is an ideal arrangement because the one can be where the action is but blind and the other is where the light is and by the close teamwork, illumination and sight can be relayed to the sharp end. But the illumination is spiritual illumination, not just any old torchlight, and can only be received by those who desire to be one with the Source of that Light. Only by being at one, attuned with the same wavelength as the light of Spiritual Wisdom (illumination) can the partnership work to the fulfilment of its potential. As you know, pollution, contamination, ignorance, greed, are conditions which have their origins in the soul and the soul has no comprehension of intellect. It is, however, susceptible to the illumination of Holy Spirit, which brings enlightenment to those who are ready for such. Those who are not ready for such enlightenment will not willingly comply with intellectual argument for "right" living, whether it be of morality or respect for God's creation.
True service of God's purpose -- for mankind in general and by each of us individually -- can be only fulfilled in harmony with the cosmic, God-given, immutable laws by which our Father brings creation, balance, harmony, peace. This is the creative, positive, self-governing energy which is fulfilling and accomplishing that to which it is being directed. Only by aligning ourselves with that law, that principle of life, can we accomplish that to which we have been sent, or volunteered, or committed ourselves to undertake for the common good. All the ideals will be dissipated if not subordinate to the life Source, by which all shall be fulfilled.
I am here to help Sadie; my apprenticeship with the black box* taught me a lot about this and I have been able to put this to good practice since.
The Lord knows our desires and if we will allow him, he will lead us to fulfilment of them according to the laws of eternal reality and this will be fulfilling rather than frustrating. This all requires discipline and not allowing heart to outrun head; the two have to synchronise.
As I say, I am here to help Sadie, to be her partner. Partners have to work together, complement, and this requires comprehensive communication and consensus. If she speaks with me I am there, if she attunes with me I will help her understand the ground rules and the way forward. I have absolute confidence in her even as she has absolute confidence in me. That's a great foundation for teamwork and she and I are one team within the greater multiplicity of teams working together under the leadership of our beloved Jesus, for all to be accomplished.
Dad, we could go on all day! Peace love and blessings to you all from us all. Chris says everything is under control with Vee!
*Background to this may be found in the diary entries dated Oct. 11th & 18th, Nov. 8th, Dec. 27th 1987, and in various subsequent entries, where it is referred to as a “control box.”
Holy Communion August 7, 1994
…let all the words and meaning of this service well up from within your own desire for the Kingdom. After all, could our Lord have accomplished his mighty works if he was simply ‘parroting’ that which the Father gave him? You know this is not so.
At the blessing of the bread I said to the Master, ‘Even as in the long ago you blessed and broke the bread…’ and he instantly said, ‘So I do it with you now.’
As I straightened one of the candles the Teacher spoke: ‘You are the coordinator.’ I believe this means that the officiant needs to learn and understand that the desire-energy created by this Service needs to be coordinated, or harmonised, between those of us in the Earth-life ‘department’ of the Kingdom and those in the spirit realm ‘department’ of the Kingdom, so that the energy can be used to the optimum of its potential for healing, uplifting, bringing comfort, new awareness of the Kingdom etc. to all for whom it is offered and who are in need and that our channels can be clearer conductors of the energy, even as was the case with the Lord Jesus in the long ago.
My friend, your perception becomes ever more acute. It seems that all that is needed is for a spark, or seed, of a new awareness to be dropped into the soil of your thought processes and you instantly provide it with the nurturing conditions for it to grow into a tree of new understanding. As I have said before, it is necessary for you to accept your partnership nature in this which we do together. We are all equal in our desire and commitment and we are all servers of the Great Purpose.
It is for this reason that you have had to go forward to understanding and acceptance of the need to be officiant by letting all the words and meaning of this service well up from within your own desire for the Kingdom. After all, could our Lord have accomplished his mighty works if he was simply ‘parroting’ that which the Father gave him? You know this is not so. Thus is it necessary also for each of us to give full rein to our own heart's desire and to coordinate that with the similar desire of our fellow servers, to the glory of God and the coming of the Kingdom of Heaven upon the Earth quickly. Unto this do we all plight our troth. Peace and joy of Heaven be with you. I am well pleased and delighted with all the progress. There is much still for you to know -- be thou faithful.
Holy Communion August 14, 1994
It is vital to understand the eternal reality and indeed to be one with it in order to share its joy and bounty with those who hunger and thirst.
Beloved Lord Jesus, I begin to see and experience many new awarenesses but all that I see makes me aware of how much I do not see, know or understand. I am eager to be more aware but more eager not to fall into the trap of rushing at it, grabbing for it and fabricating the answers in my own psyche.
‘Spoken well young man,’ says an unknown IPS.
My friend, for truly this is what you are; you understand far more than that with which you credit yourself; for more important than psychic sight of every little event and activity, you understand the Principles. It is they that serve you well in your going forward. This going forward must be one step at a time in order for consolidation of the progress to satisfactorily and comprehensively take place, otherwise he who rushes stumbles and falls and will not arrive at the destination without many detours and cuts and bruises.
Your willingness to accept that which you do see and not to fabricate that which you do not will stand you in good stead and prevent many tangled diversions. Have I not said all things come to he who waits? This is principle also. However eager you are to go forward more quickly, I know your sense of propriety and rightness, willingness to proceed according to the ‘rules,’ will ensure orderly progress because you know it is the best and ultimately the only way forward.
This is important for you my friend because your desire to share my livingness with others will benefit by this. It is vital to understand the eternal reality and indeed to be one with it in order to share its joy and bounty with those who hunger and thirst. Remember also that eternal reality is not subject to the pressures and constraints of the time and place consciousness. I rejoice with you beloved that we go forward together. All is well. Peace and blessing fill your life. Be of good cheer, for I have overcome the world.
Holy Communion August 21, 1994
It is the bounty of our Father's love and wisdom that is what all creation is; only man's waywardness keeps him from it.
Beloved Teacher: I feel as if this Service and my commitment to it are opening up my senses to the ever-expanding Kingdom of Heaven and all its joy and upliftment. I feel more sensitised to the reality and love of our beloved Heavenly Father and as if fulfilment, joy, power to achieve all things are a whisker away -- actually here with me now but not quite yet solidly tangible.
My friend, I rejoice with you at this emerging experience. All is as you feel it to be. It is the bounty of our Father's love and wisdom, for that is what all creation is; only man's waywardness keeps him from it. Your one-pointed commitment to our beloved Jesus, Spiritual Lord of the planet Earth, brings you -- or rather allows Him to bring you - to this joyous place. Commitment is required. You have it. The outcome is inevitable. It is cosmic law. You do not have to strive to achieve it of your own will. It will happen. You do not strive for your car to go forward when you have engaged the driving gear -- you know it will happen; you expect it to happen because you know all the mechanisms are in place by which it will happen. Rather would you be surprised if it did not happen. So let it be with the going forward of your life unto the Kingdom of Heaven and fulfilment in joy. The mechanisms are in place and you have engaged driving gear -- the rest is automatic and the reliability is infallible. So, my friend, relax, sit back and enjoy the view; it is panoramic and multidimensional. And it improves as you progress along the path. All is well, you have been chosen for that which you do, that which lies ahead. All is on schedule and momentum gathers. I am your friend and Teacher. Leave all to me. I embrace you with my love and will never let you go.
The following Diary entries were posted on August 1st 2007.
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Holy Communion August 28, 1994
…draw with you by the light of your desire and commitment those who are ready to be drawn; souls weary of the wilderness and its paucity of sustenance, although my Father is able even there to provide for all, even though the sightless have no discernment of such provender.
This has been a remarkable Communion; Ted knocked diffidently at the door, pushed it partly open and said he had found a new friend and would it be all right for him to bring him along to the service. I of course said yes and Ted entered, closely followed by his new friend, whom I instantly recognised as John. He was wearing plastic spectacle frames with an attached plastic nose, moustache and bushy eyebrows. It was such a comical sight and it was so obvious to me who he was that I nearly burst out laughing, but he put his finger to his mouth in a gesture indicating to me that I should not give the game away. It was clear that Ted had no idea who this new friend really was. John was carrying a small, folded picnic table (miniature banquet feast for two) with a large, tall, white enamel jug of wine. He unfolded the table and set the jug on the ground beside him, inviting Ted to join him at the table, which immediately became filled with good things to eat. Ted saw this and looked at John in astonishment, inquiring how he had done this but John dismissed the matter as being nothing out of the ordinary.
I also saw the congregation of IPS showering those in need, sorrow, sickness etc (the sick and fainting spirits of Earth-life hungering and thirsting man) with manna and the essence of the grape – the love and succour of our beloved Lord for His little ones. We were in a huge cathedral and the floor became clear, like a window beneath our feet. The IPS were looking down through it to the Earth, which was actually bathed in glorious Heavenly light.
Beloved Lord Jesus, I see your promises being fulfilled, that I will become more aware of Inner Plane contact, experience, reality and that my great desire – to serve your Kingdom programme – is coming about.
My beloved friend, your commitment has been tried and found true, firmly anchored in me; in this I rejoice greatly. Now is the time for your work, therefore, to begin. You have known for some time that this was drawing near. It is necessary for your peace of mind and well-being that a new phase of operation be approached or accepted with equanimity. This is right and proper because it is according to cosmic law that when you have been tested and found ready, you are ready. Have confidence in that. It is not of the mind or the intellect. It is to do with acceptance that you are a vessel which has been prepared for the Father's will to be made known and through which his word can be made manifest. Have I not said it shall be so because I went to prepare for such to be so? Doubt not, for such undermines the fitness of the vessel for that unto which it is called and chosen. Be assured that it is I who make you ready, chasten and purge, that you may be a pure vessel, undefiled by red of Earth. Think you not that I know your needs of Earth, for your peace and well-being? Think you not that I am aware of that in which you have been tried, and having come through satisfactorily, will be repaid an hundredfold? You know that I speak the Father's word -- cosmic, immutable law. Doubt not, but do well in my name even as you already are. You are under my guiding, going out with the word when I send you out, coming into the Holy Sanctuary when I call you in, drawing with you by the light of your desire and commitment those who are ready to be drawn; souls weary of the wilderness and its paucity of sustenance, although my Father is able even there to provide for all, even though the sightless have no discernment of such provender.
By your commitment are you given sight of the Path so that you stumble not. Draw nigh unto me at all times and my spirit shall guide and illuminate by day and by night. Have no fear but trust in me in all things. Continue in this way and all shall be well. Any wrong turnings shall be immediately corrected.
All is well; let no anxiety cloud your aura. You are my tried, trusted and proven friend, in whom I rejoice. Peace and joy fill your heart.
Holy Communion September 18, 1994
You say well when you counsel your fellows, ‘Espouse good, eschew evil,’ for the enemy brings darkness in the guise of sunshine and would deceive all whose heart is not committed to righteousness.
Having missed three weeks of Communion I have felt separated from the fullness of the peace and attunement with Heaven. The awareness of the IPS has been intermittent but the Master has made it plain previously that it is our desire, not our awareness which governs or determines where we are.
I saw the IPS preparing a banquet table and the words from the 23rd Psalm came in ‘… thou hast prepared a table before me in the face of mine enemies.’ At the offering the Master said, ‘I have sanctified this place for the outpouring of my life and my love.’
Beloved Master Jesus, I gradually come to realise the true love which you have for the little ones of Earth, how your love transcends the failings, the ignorance, the inadequacies, the evil and wickedness into whose hands the little ones so easily fall and become prey.
My beloved friend: It is love which overrules and conquers all. Have no thoughts for vengeance, for the unrighteousness of the world calls for justice. Pray for justice, for this is good and desirable. I counsel you, leave vengeance* to the perfect way of the Father, which is truly His, and your understanding of its apparent complexities is but beginning. Suffice it for you at present to know that all is known, all is understood and all is according to the creative, ever-becoming Word of Life.
Your earnest desire for and commitment to the Kingdom of Heaven is serviceable and creates opportunities for the bringing of little ones onto the path of guidance for their going forward. You say well when you counsel your fellows, ‘Espouse good, eschew evil,’ for the enemy brings darkness in the guise of sunshine and would deceive all whose heart is not committed to righteousness. Let your guiding light be that which is desirable in the sight of God and the eternal reality. Fear not for that which you do not understand, for I am with you, unfailingly, by your commitment to me. We are bound as one, in love for each other. I will not fail you my beloved friend. Go thy way in peace and joy and spread light of Heaven for those blinded by the wicked one.
* In ch. 6 of SFGS it says of the word ‘avenger’ (etymologically linked to ‘vengeance.’) (Lk 18:7-8 And shall not God avenge his own elect, which cry day and night unto him, though he bear long with them? I tell you that he will avenge them speedily):
“The dictionary said ‘Avenge’ meant to inflict retribution, exact satisfaction, on behalf of (person, violated right, etc.) According to my then understanding of Jesus’ ‘job description,’ that seemed to be as apposite as possible. …My perspective on such matters now has grown somewhat and I prefer to see the word and its application in the context of Jesus of Nazareth (or God) as being a person who puts right that which is ‘wrong,’ or is not serviceable to the well-being of all. In a broader perspective it could be