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Holy Communion January 1, 1995
…there are many multitudes lost in the wilderness of their own making, or the making of some other who has dragged them from the path and put out their eyes, that they see not the loving arms of their Father, who prepares for them the banquet, to welcome them back to the inheritance which is rightfully theirs.
Beloved Lord Jesus, we rejoice with glad hearts at the beauty, love and glory of this wondrous service and at the wonderful start to this new year with the rescue of dear Valerie from her exile in resentment.*
My son, friend and faithful servant, I, too, rejoice at this going forward of the little one, even as I rejoice at the rescue of each and every little one. As you know, there are many multitudes lost in the wilderness of their own making, or the making of some other who has dragged them from the path and put out their eyes, that they see not the loving arms of their Father, who prepares for them the banquet, to welcome them back to the inheritance which is rightfully theirs.
There is much rescue work to be done, even still. By this service of devotion and commitment you are in the best position to effect many acts of mercy. I know this is the desire of your heart. Let it not be clouded by reservation that Earth-mind conditions would create, to hold back so many acts of kindness. Let your heart out-rule your head in these moments and leave the details to me. Your desire and commitment have created all that is needful to accomplish your work of rescue.
Leave all matters in my hands, that the work be from your heart. It is your desire force that is needed for this work.
Peace and joy you with you all, for much will be accomplished for the Kingdom this year.
*This refers to my sister-in-law, who passed away from breast cancer several years ago. She suddenly appeared here at the beginning of the service. She never had any time for ‘religion’ during her Earthly life. I believe this is because she lost her father to cancer when she was only 13 and so inwardly her perception was that God had taken her beloved dad from her, turning her very much against her heavenly Father.
I greeted her and explained that this service is simply my way of seeking eternal truth, just as she is, no doubt in her own way; she replied, ‘Running away from it, more like.’ This shocked me greatly, to think that anyone could be so fearful of the truth of Eternity as to wish to hide from it. It was a salutary eye-opener for me.
Later in the service I saw her dad come up behind her and tap her on the shoulder, grinning from ear to ear. She turned to see who it was and when she saw him she flung her arms around his neck as if she would never let go and, speaking like an ecstatic 13-year-old she said, “Daddy, daddy, I’ve found my beloved daddy!” It was a truly joyous reunion.
Holy Communion January 8, 1995
You see me relaxed and at peace; this is because I know that all is according to cosmic law. All that is needful is to harmonise with the life of the Father and cosmic law will attend to the details.
The Master has been very close, showing himself in a very relaxed fashion and I saw Val, recently reunited with her dad. When I said to her, Peace be with you, Val, she said, “I do have it now.”
Lord and Master, you are my beloved friend and I see how relaxed you are about everything, yet after all this time I still get uptight about wanting everything to be right.
My beloved friend, you are still in time and place, where all moves toward fulfilment from the place where it is. That place is imperfection. Be not downcast over this, for I make all things new. Your Gemini character experiences the duality of your perception -- perfectly structured organisation in the realms of your heart's desire, at hand in your consciousness, but at the same time, the imperfections of Earth-life awareness even for yourself and your family and loved ones. Take heart! All is according to plan. I am in control of all matters. Leave them to me, for I am able.
You see me relaxed and at peace; this is because I know that all is according to cosmic law. All that is needful is to harmonise with the life of the Father and cosmic law will attend to the details. My ability is through oneness with the Father. Of myself I can do nothing. Of yourself you also can do nothing. Allow the life of the Father-Creator to take full occupancy of His Temple and he will perform for you, in you, by you, through you, His will. This can be so only when your will is one with His will. Do not set yourself deadlines -- go with the flow and ebb of energies. These are all within His sphere of influence and will be brought into harmony, in spite of the efforts of the enemy to the contrary. Pay them no heed. They are as nothing. Focus on fulfilment. All is well. Peace be with you.
Holy Communion January 22, 1995
…all goes forward apace, and you with the flow. Be peaceful, for such a sudden movement of awareness is like an Earthquake; it creates a sense of breathlessness upon first impact.
Lord Jesus, I feel a new awareness of your power to transform, to make all things new, awakening in my consciousness. It is as if the layer of the veil of Earth-life denseness has been removed and there is more direct contact with the Spirit world, especially and only the realms that are one with your love, power and authority.
My beloved son and friend Brian, what you feel is reality, for all goes forward apace, and you with the flow. Be peaceful, for such a sudden movement of awareness is like an Earthquake; it creates a sense of breathlessness upon first impact. I counsel you, let it settle upon you until you are comfortable in the new place. Then shall new growth and strength consolidate the position until all is back in equilibrium. It is not wise to attempt any action based on such new awareness, any more than placing control over a major project in the care of a freshman, or even a new graduate.
I will accomplish the unfoldment for you; it is my good pleasure and joy to bring this to you. All that is required is desire and willingness to receive that for which you are ready. Only this way can peace, harmony and balance be maintained and anxiety, which is, as you know, tremulous, be kept at bay.
All is well. Leave all to me. I am well pleased at your faithfulness my beloved servant. The Law shall prevail and be fulfilled in all who abide in it. Rejoice and give thanks to Almighty God and be glad at His good works.
Holy Communion January 29, 1995
Walk with me. Talk with me. Breathe with me. Live with me. Let
the Kingdom envelop and surround and permeate your being.
Beloved Lord, I notice the conscious awareness of the Inner Plane is usually turned right down when we of the Earth-life are experiencing problems with our health.
Brian, my son, as always, be at peace; you know this is no failure or judgement for wrongdoing. There is much to learn and understand of the complex interrelationship of energy activity between soul, body and spirit. In your mind and heart you may wish to be operating at the highest level of aspiration and spiritual awareness. This is understandable when Earth is in darkness and you wish to be one, again, with the light and when you are passionate in your desire to shine the light of spiritual reality in the Earth-life affairs of man, to hasten an awakening.
You also know, for I have assured you many times, this will not hasten the unfoldment of the programme for raising-up the children of Earth. Your prayers and love and attunement will help you and will help all for whom you pray and will add to the transforming light. But the season is pre-determined, even as are the seasons of the year. All that you do in my name and with commitment to me and the Kingdom in your heart will contribute sunshine to the days, even though it will not change the seasons; therefore, keep on, with goodwill. Have no fear. Be of good cheer. Relax and enjoy each and every day. All is well. Walk with me. Talk with me. Breathe with me. Live with me. Let the Kingdom envelop and surround and permeate your being. I will expand your influence among the children of Earth. This is possible by your commitment. It is like a dynamo. It creates energy and draws the little ones to the light as a magnet. Joy be with you all.
Holy Communion February 5, 1995
By giving your life unreservedly to He who has power of Holy Spirit,
He will abide in you and bring power and control in your life.
Beloved Jesus, when my uncertainty about almost everything looms like a great dominating cloud, filling my horizon, there is one thing of which I am certain above all things: you are real, you are my beloved friend, you are able to lead me forward along the path of progress.
My son, you are already of the Kingdom of eternal life and love; this is assured by your commitment and by your desire. Yes, the enemy abounds in every place of Earth-life experience, seeking to sow confusion and doubt in even the most robust heart.
As you know, the waters of life ebb and flow and this is the realm of the prince of time and place. While you are in the time and place consciousness you will experience the ebb and flow of psychic conditions -- this is inevitable.
As you know also, Holy Spirit has power over the realm of water. By giving your life unreservedly to He who has power of Holy Spirit, He will abide in you and bring power and control in your life. It is not of mind or understanding but of life force. This control grows from one level to another.
As you approach a new level it appears insuperable, but in faith, trust and commitment you shall prevail in your wrestling until, without knowing how or when it came about, you shall find new control. You know not how or when it comes about because it is not you who accomplish this; it is accomplished for you by your faith and trust. Be still and allow yourself to be led, for you have made the commitment, so it shall be done. You need do nothing but only be at peace. Doing this or doing that, neither will unfold the secret path at your feet. Rather do thou follow where I lead. By this shall all be well with you.
Holy Communion February 19, 1995
…cosmic law is such that it is inevitable that however deep the pit into which
God's children choose to descend, there is only one ultimate path and this is
to saving, uplifting, transforming into the radiant light of eternity.
Val, reunited with her dad, starting to be drawn forward, said, “I could not believe in a God who took my dad from me.”
Jesus, Lord, friend, Master; I see the power and influence of your life growing in the lives of the little ones of Earth-life.
My son, my friend, Brian; the chains of the enemy begin to be broken from the hands and feet of my little ones. This is the beginning. All that has gone before has been necessary for the outworking of the purpose of our Father, for the little ones are His children and must be free to decide for themselves the path of light and truth.
Nevertheless, I tell you Brian, that cosmic law is such that it is inevitable that however deep the pit into which God's children choose to descend, there is only one ultimate path and this is to saving, uplifting, transforming into the radiant light of eternity. This is simply because the great, the only eternal reality is Love. All else that is not founded in love is temporal and must pass away.
However long it might take, this is the destiny of the children of Earth because they are all His children. The stranglehold of the prince of time and place must and will be relinquished in due season. But love is creative, energy, life and has no limitation to seek, rescue, redeem, uplift, transform, make whole. It cannot simply permit the little ones to flounder in the sea of chaos and mayhem for it responds to cries for help and seeks to nurture and provide comfort. Thus is the plan, infallible and unstoppable. It grows and gathers momentum. The Earth-mind consciousness has no understanding and this makes the whole plan unconfoundable.
It is of the life force and grows imperceptibly from the within into the without. Those who have not the eye to see can have no comprehension. Thus goes out the call, "Ask, Seek, Knock; the Kingdom awaits all who will enter in." Rejoice. It is accomplished.
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Holy Communion February 26, 1995
Wherever you are, wherever you go, I am there before you. Hold fast to that which I have given you and let this light shine for the children of Earth to see and know of this living reality.
Blessed, beloved Lord Jesus, never have we had Communion as this before.
The Master said “The Word,” as I spoke “I am Alpha and Omega.” So many words and new awarenesses have come in Lord, I feel as if we are at “warp” power. He said, “Because you have loved me, you have seen that I have loved you.”
Brian, my beloved son, my beloved friend; as never before I rejoice at the going forward which you all experience today. This is my joy to give you and to continue giving unto the fulfilment of all the purpose of the Kingdom programme. Now you begin to glimpse that there has never been a banquet feast as this.
Keep on in this way, that the outpouring of my spirit and the guiding of my living word may restore and uplift you to the heights of Heaven and guide you in your Earth life work for the Kingdom.
Speak not, save you hear the words, given to you from the within by Holy Spirit, for these, as you have already witnessed, are the Spirit of Truth. They shall uplift the righteous and cut asunder the children of the wicked.* This cannot be but by your obedience to my leading. This is the insulation which protects you from damage by the power of the Word.
Have no fear, for your commitment is known to me and enables you to be protected. Wherever you are, wherever you go, I am there before you. Hold fast to that which I have given you and let this light shine for the children of Earth to see and know of this living reality. Peace and joy everlasting is my gift for you all my beloveds. REJOICE.
*This may sound like a spirit of judgment but is simply very figurative terminology and is intended to convey that those who are ready (by truly seeking and earnestly desiring) to receive and understand the esoteric ‘mysteries’ can and will go forward by their new understanding – led by their Teacher (for when the Student is ready, truly, the Teacher comes) - but those who hear the words but have no light of spiritual discernment (who have no desire to truly expand their vision of eternal reality) will simply be left where they are; namely, within the illusory world of ego-mind, where all that is the antithesis of the Kingdom of Heaven holds sway. Such ‘slumberers’ will continue to be subject to those conditions. These are the conditions typified by what is observed when one switches on the TV News. But the good news is that even such ‘slumberers’ are still and always loved unconditionally and will never, ever be abandoned. Whenever the time or circumstances come when they do become ready to awaken and go forward, the Spirit of Truth will be there, waiting to respond to the seeking but never interfering with free will.
Holy Communion March 5, 1995
…all is according to the Word. The Word is Love, it is power, it is wisdom. Think you that any single matter might be left to chance?
“It is because I am come”
(that all is falling apart at the seams!)At the consecration of the bread the Master said, of the bread, “I am the resurrection and the life.”
Beloved Lord Jesus, I thank you that you are my friend and that you have all power for accomplishing the Father's will in all the Earth.
You see one extra glimpse now, Brian, that all is according to the Word. The Word is Love, it is power, it is wisdom. Think you that any single matter might be left to chance? All is known, from the beginning and has been authorised by my power, given by Abba Father because I have shown my love for my little ones in the Earth by laying down my life in order to take it again, that I might show my little ones the love of my Father for them. Fulfilment was accomplished on the Cross. From thence forward the affairs of Earth-life were re-established in the light. Now does all move forward to completion. The order of Mammon indeed shall be shattered as a potter's vessel, that the New Order, already created, can be manifested in the old. It is necessary for this to be so and it is my desire for you to know and understand because of your faithfulness. In this way can superstition and ignorance be replaced by sight, knowledge of eternal reality, wisdom, rejoicing and upliftment to the highest chambers of the banquet hall for all who will enter in. For it is my desire also that all should know me, from the least unto the greatest and be my beloved and I his and her beloved friend.
Holy Communion March 12, 1995
…rejoicing at those things which you experience as the good and uplifting things of life is of the Father and His Kingdom. Being downcast and confused by the many things you do not yet comprehend is of the enemy and opens your psychic door to his realm of doubt, confusion and fear.
The Teacher says, “We go forward!”
As I partook of the wine I was suddenly aware of Val* kneeling with me to partake. She said, “I have held back in fear and resentment too long; now it is time to let go and go forward.” I saw Ted whooping with delight and dancing an Indian-type dance of celebration, leaning forward and backward as he skipped about. Then, a complete and instantaneous reconciliation between Betty and Val, genuine, forgiving, warm and affectionate.** The Master said, “All is well.” I said, “Peace and joy be with you Val,” and she said, “I have peace and joy now.”
Lord Jesus, there is so much about which to rejoice and so much we don't know and understand.
Brian, my friend, rejoicing at those things which you experience as the good and uplifting things of life is of the Father and His Kingdom. Being downcast and confused by the many things you do not yet comprehend is of the enemy and opens your psychic door to his realm of doubt, confusion and fear. I do assure you my son that all things shall be made known by your faithful and one-pointed following of my leading.
Listen for my voice of guidance and direction only and fear not that you know not neither can you see the Way. Trust in me and walk one step at a time as I lead, revealing the path before you as you take each step in blind faith. Think not that all should be known to you for you have not yet trodden the path. How then could that which lies ahead be known to you? Be content to be a little one, safe in my all-encompassing embrace.
Thanks be to Almighty God for your all-sufficient knowledge, wisdom and power, Jesus, my Lord and beloved friend.
Herein is fulfilment for you and all who follow me. It is ordained.
* This is my sister-in-law. For more details on her see the January 1st 1995 Diary entry.
** There had been some bad vibes between my mother, Betty, and Val during their time in the Earth life.
Holy Communion March 19, 1995
Freely have you received of the meat and drink of my banquet table; freely give.
Beloved Lord Jesus, I rejoice in your wisdom, power and love, whereby you have brought together me and my beloved Companion of the Way, that we may share the unfolding pattern of God's purpose in us for his wonderful glory. I rejoice also at this 27th anniversary of our togetherness in this our Earthly life.
My son, my friend; this has been possible by your faithful commitment, by asking of me and by your allowing and asking that our Father's will be done in this matter as in all things. And now do you rejoice that this Way becomes ever more pleasant as the light of the Father shines increasingly upon you. For unto all who faithfully serve is the true reward of Heaven freely given. Now is the time of entering into fulfilment.
The path that you have trodden has been necessary for your going forward and that you and your beloved may be prepared for helping your fellows along the path of their progress. I will bring many such to your door. Do thou ever open unto them, as many as I shall send, in my name. Freely have you received of the meat and drink of my banquet table; freely give. There shall be much rejoicing in the innermost chambers. All is well.
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Holy Communion March 26, 1995
I tell you, my friend, friendship is all the more special because it is easy. Do you not love me because I am at ease, that my expectations of you are nought? This way we have joy and trust in each other.
As I partook of the New Wine, at the words, “I drink this new wine of the Kingdom,” the Master said, “I drink with you.” This is a certain affirmation that we are now in the Kingdom, for in Matthew 26 verse 29 he says, “I say unto you I will not drink henceforth of this fruit of the vine, until that day when I drink it new with you in my Father's Kingdom.”
Blessed Jesus, my beloved Lord, Master and friend, I love you.
My son: yes, you are my beloved friend. Friends do not have to put on airs and graces do they? Can they not relax and be at peace, knowing that in true friendship there is no spirit of criticism or judgement, but of acceptance of each other as they are, for what they are, with foibles and imperfections and eccentricities. And does not such acceptance make the friendship what it is? And do not the foibles make the friend yet the more special and yet the more endearing? And do you not wish your loved ones would not try too hard for everything to be perfect for you? I tell you, my friend, friendship is all the more special because it is easy. Do you not love me because I am at ease, that my expectations of you are nought? This way we have joy and trust in each other.
And your new friend, Des*; yes he is well known to me. I have known him in the secret places and searched him. His works are my works. In my name they shall prosper. I shall be in the midst as you come together in my name, even as I have promised. Focus together on that reality. All is well.
*Des is a new friend, with a gift of healing bestowed on him by the Master Jesus after a powerful mystical experience in Truro Cathedral, interested in joining us in our Communion service.
Holy Communion April 2, 1995
My son, desire is the foundation stone of all reality. By it comes all fulfilment. Pure desire brings fulfilment of all things which are of the life and righteousness of Abba, Father of all life. If your life is one with His, all things shall be accomplished according as you desire.
Little Irma from Sarajevo, recently passed into spirit and released from the suffering of her injuries*has been here, with her mother, revelling in the joy and upliftment of this Communion experience.
At the words “Creator Spirit by whose word the Earth to light and life is stirred,” I saw the desolation of Sarajevo being stirred by light into renewal and revival.
Lord Jesus, my heart is full of joy and wonder at the things that this service of desire for the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth brings.
My son, desire is the foundation stone of all reality. By it comes all fulfilment. Pure desire brings fulfilment of all things which are of the life and righteousness of Abba, Father of all life. If your life is one with His, all things shall be accomplished according as you desire.
It shall not be by your doing, even as all that you have witnessed this hour is not of your will. It is of the Father and by your attunement with Him in pureness of desire can His desire for His little ones -- life new and abundant -- be made manifest. It is not by you but through you, as a pure, clear channel that Abba shall be - is - glorified. His Glory becomes your glory as you become a clear channel for His works to be done.
Have no anxiety for these things to be fulfilled, for all is according to His timing and His drawing. All is accomplished and is being made manifest. Be of good cheer; I have overcome the world. All is as I have desired it. Nothing shall be left unfulfilled.
Thank you Jesus, my wonderful, beloved friend for this new and continuing revelation.
You have not chosen me -- I have chosen you and in you is my choice delight.
*Irma is a teenage girl, horribly wounded during the Balkan wars and brought to England for surgery. She did not survive her injuries but is now at peace. Her mother was killed in the same attack that wounded Irma.
Holy Communion Easter Day!! April 16, 1995
…I shall bring to you diverse seekers after the mysteries. It is necessary that they be brought to you, that the focus of my holy sanctuary be clear in your sight and that the many ways of the sojourner distract you not from my purpose in you.
Lord Jesus, this wonderful day of days! You are truly the Lord of Life; Life Eternal and Life Abundant. Thank you Jesus, my beloved Lord and friend; I love you and rejoice in your wonderful love.
Brian, faithful follower and server; it is my joy to wait upon you and to bring the feast of my banquet table to you; for you have watched and waited, knowing not the hour of my return from the wedding. Now comes the time when I shall bring to you diverse seekers after the mysteries. Remain and go not out, for they shall come to you. It is necessary that they be brought to you, that the focus of my holy sanctuary be clear in your sight and that the many ways of the sojourner distract you not from my purpose in you.
Doubt not that it is I who shall bring such to you; you have been established in the Way by your one-pointed commitment; this has been needful and makes possible the going forward in that which I have purposed by you. Occupy with that which is given and consider not who is sent and who merely passes by. It shall be revealed in the fullness of time according as I lead. Await my speaking and be a pure and clear vessel unto me. I shall provide for you all that you need and as you have sacrificed unto me, my abundance shall be with you. Be diligent in that unto which I call you.
Hold fast to my living Word and let no man take your crown. In me is all fulfilment. See thou to it even as I have performed in you that unto which I have called you. Peace and joy be with you all and in this place.
Jesus, Lord, Master and friend, only by your Grace, love and power can these things be and not by my will but by my desiring. Thank you for your word of authority.
Holy Communion April 23, 1995
My son, as the Kingdom purpose goes forward and becomes more manifest in the affairs of the children of Earth, so you will see the unfolding events at the Earth-life level becoming overshadowed by the Power of Heaven.
This is our first communion with Des. The Power has been very strong. Ted has ‘attached himself’ to Des as a “fellow golfer” and there seems to be a good affinity. Although there are some “first night nerves,” the love and spiritual joy is overriding all that. I feel there is a great Christ energy coming through Des.
Beloved Lord Jesus, this is a day of special importance; I feel that there is much power of Heaven close to the Earth in Des and in the service today.
My son, as the Kingdom purpose goes forward and becomes more manifest in the affairs of the children of Earth, so you will see the unfolding events at the Earth-life level becoming overshadowed by the Power of Heaven. This, as you begin to experience, is power to accomplish all things according to the Will of our Father Abba. It shall not be resisted although many shall try; their efforts shall be as nothing, for the hand of the Holy One is mighty to bring all things into accord with the Word of Life. You shall see many signs and wonders and shall know of a certainty that the Law and the Prophets shall be fulfilled. This is the wholeness and perfection of the Father Creator, that even as the Word goes out in the beginning, so shall it return in completion of that whereunto it has been sent. It cannot fail, for it is the Creative Word; perfect, whole, ever-becoming unto perfect fulfilment. Be at peace in this awareness. The marriage of Earth with Heaven has taken place; from the marriage shall be borne much fruit to the Glory of the Great Husbandman. Praise be to Almighty God.
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Holy Communion April 30, 1995
It is only the wiles of the enemy which require complex creeds, rules and statutes; for the rules of Heaven are one only: Love. Let love be uppermost in your heart, your soul, your life and no contrivance of the enemy shall deceive you.
Beloved Jesus, my Lord, my wonderful friend; I acknowledge you as spiritual Lord of all mankind, as the great and powerful Redeemer in whom Almighty God our Heavenly Father and Creator has vested Power and Authority for the upliftment and redemption of all His children; I know you have all knowledge and wisdom to understand all things, that you love us, each and every one and both want and are able to take our lives and transform them into the wondrous vehicles for accomplishing the good works that are of the Father's eternal reality.
My son, my friend, my beloved; yes, I have much power and authority. As you know, it is Love which enables all this. It is simple, it is straightforward, it is uncomplicated. It is only the wiles of the enemy which require complex creeds, rules and statutes; for the rules of Heaven are one only: Love. Let love be uppermost in your heart, your soul, your life and no contrivance of the enemy shall deceive you.
Yes, there are many subtleties of life which can cause doubt and uncertainty. But they are designed to cause clarity of focus and perception that you be not confused between that which is of God and that which is designed to deceive and seduce you from the path. If in doubt in such matters, ask of me and I will give you the Word of Illumination in the quietness of your own within. Seek always after the Inner stillness and let not the clamour of time and place cloud your sight or stifle your hearing.
Rejoice and celebrate the marriage of Heaven with Earth and take upon you the white garment of spiritual purity, symbol of your commitment to the Way of everlasting righteousness. Let no man despoil its spotlessness. The Kingdom is NOW. All is well. Be at peace.
Holy Communion May 7, 1995
…every step, every inch of the Way, is filled with wonder and joy and experience for your upliftment, your strengthening, your edification, your delectation, from He who is the Source of Life, of Love, of fulfilment.
Beloved Lord Jesus, I know this is a time of change, of going forward, of expansion of your purpose in us and of the outworking in the Earth of the transformation of the old into the New; I know also that it is a time of much enemy activity and that we must maintain our one-pointed commitment and equilibrium or we are ever in danger of stumbling and falling headlong into the many pitfalls that litter the Earth-life wilderness.
My friend, your analogy is correct; the path of progress into eternal reality is a narrow one and requires care. Indeed, none can even find it, let alone travel it safely save they come unto me and commit to one-pointed following of the light that I shine before them. It must needs be that the journey, even still, be one step at a time; and why, pray, need it be at any greater pace? For every step, every inch of the Way, is filled with wonder and joy and experience for your upliftment, your strengthening, your edification, your delectation, from He who is the Source of Life, of Love, of fulfilment.
Could you expect any part of the journey along a path marked out by Him to be so lacking in value, in opportunity, in wonder, as to wish to rush past without due care and attention? How then could the enrichment of your life that each and every step affords begin to accrue to the crown of your glory and to the perfection of His fulfilment in you? I counsel you therefore, savour every moment, for is not the journey renowned as being half the enjoyment? And in the company of all who gladly accompany you, how can it be other? If you would rush, the many good gifts will be overlooked and the fullness that they bring cannot be ascertained. So I say to you my son: Peace, be still; we go forward one step at a time. All is well. Rejoice!!
Holy Communion May 14, 1995
By joining your life with mine you are able to receive the essence which becomes converted in you into the New Wine of the Kingdom. This wine is Love, compassion, giving, helping, caring, understanding, forgiving.
I realised at the consecration of the wine that we are the new wine of the Kingdom, for by joining our lives with the Lord -- becoming branches in his vine -- we are able to bear much fruit and it is this -- our fruit -- which is, or is to become, the New Wine of the Kingdom. We are the water (ordinary, Earth/psychic-life consciousness) which the Lord Jesus is transforming into the new wine of Spiritual-Life consciousness. I have a profound sense of happiness at this new realisation.
Lord Jesus, my beloved friend; I have a glimpse of this new mystery, that we create the wine and are the ‘New Wine’ of fulfilment and that it is alive, that we are its life but that we only can become its life by living in you, by letting your life flow fully and freely in us.
My son and my beloved friend; I rejoice with you in this new awakening. In truth it is the life of our Father Creator which flows through me into you. He has created the conditions in which I have been able to become a vine in His vineyard. Without Him we are nothing. By joining your life with mine you are able to receive the essence which becomes converted in you into the New Wine of the Kingdom. This wine is Love, compassion, giving, helping, caring, understanding, forgiving. It is a living, outflowing from the Father, through you into the lives of all who hunger and thirst. You have already experienced this with many, of whom Ted* is a good example. Indeed, did he not grasp the chalice from your hands and drink long and deep? And has he not benefited by its life-restoring essence and grown in peace and stature? This is -- you are -- my new wine. Continue to give and new abundance shall be the harvest of fulfilment.
* Ted is Theresa’s dad, who went Home in 1994. The details of his passing, rescue and going forward are in SFGS, vignette 14: “Ted’s passing, rescue and going forward.”
Holy Communion May 21, 1995
The power is given, not taken. It will be put upon you when the time of readiness arrives. Then shall your eyes be opened and new understanding be yours.
At the words I am the light of the world… I heard Olga singing from the Messiah, “Now shall the eyes of the blind be opened...”
Beloved Lord Jesus, there is so much going on, so many things to do, so many people to pray for, it is all so bewildering to know where to start, how to proceed and progress in a peaceful, orderly state of mind and equanimity.
My son, this condition is well known to me and pervades the world of time and place. In the eternal consciousness all has been accomplished for the going forward and upliftment of the soul and life of the children of time and place. They shall be redeemed by the all-drawing power of Love, even as a babe in arms is soothed, by the love of its mother, from all the cares of the world. So must it be with all who would follow me.
Although gradual revelation shows you glimpses of what can be, what will be, you do not know how it will be or when it will be. I know the desire of your heart my son but it cannot be you who accomplishes it in time and place, for you do not have the power. The power is given, not taken. It will be put upon you when the time of readiness arrives. Then shall your eyes be opened and new understanding be yours. Then shall you be led unto all things that shall be given to you, for fulfilment of your heart's desire, by the Power of Holy Spirit. This shall be only according as you desire and as you attune, not as the Earth-mind wishes to do.
You follow as Spirit moves before you. This is the Spirit of Truth, which brings awareness and fulfilment of the Father Creator's purposes in the children of Earth. Do nothing but desire the Kingdom, love God and love your neighbour. Relax and be at peace. Do you think I do not know the strength and sincerity of your desire and commitment? This is all that is needed. Let it be. I shall accomplish in you all that is ordained.
The following Diary entry was posted on May 9th 2007.
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Holy Communion May 28, 1995
…it is necessary for all revelation, which is an unfoldment from within, to take place one step at a time. All is known to you by your commitment aforetime and this shall be brought back to your recollection as the purpose unfolds.
During my meditations this morning I have come to realise the difference between ‘orthodox’ religion with its false doctrines and dogma and the real, living Jesus Christ, Son of God our Father: by the former, man is driven (by guilt and fear) and by the latter (who leads from in front) we are drawn -- by love, joy, peace, comfortableness. Orthodoxy has some of the truth but this is muddled and confused by wrong doctrine, wrong interpretation of the Lord's teaching and this has driven people away from God rather than drawing them to Him.
Lord, I know you have a plan for correcting the massive scale of misunderstanding which has made every aspect of Earth-life structure to function on the wrong foundation and wavelength. The revelation of Honest to Goodness* is occupying ‘centre stage’ in my mind and life.
My son, it is necessary for all revelation, which is an unfoldment from within, to take place one step at a time. All is known to you by your commitment aforetime and this shall be brought back to your recollection as the purpose unfolds. I counsel you, allow the seed to germinate and grow within the fructifying conditions which we, together, have been creating during this last 30 years of your Earthly life. Nurture it, do not disturb it; it is as yet barely chitted. It is the good Husbandman who shall cultivate and train it; so shall it grow and prosper in His sweet vineyard.
Many shall see its beauty and desire to partake of its bounteous fruit. They shall find its fruit assuages their hungering and thirsting for eternal reality and its righteousness. Remember, I am the life of this vine. Live in me, be in me, leave all to me; your desire suffices for me to accomplish this fulfilment. Take one step at a time and have no anxiety for the fullness of this revelation to become complete. All is according to the Law of Readiness. Continue in this way. All is well. My peace be with you.
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A few nights previously I had a dream in which I was engaged in deep discussion with our friends and family in spirit. I was saying how I desired to live and function in the Earth life in accord with Kingdomly principles but that this was nigh impossible because of the endemic unrighteousness in the world, in business, politics – almost every aspect of life here. As each point was raised by me they would present their answer/explanation as to how we could apply the principles of righteousness without being disadvantaged by unscrupulous people. After discussing and debating for a long time, covering many subjects and aspects of Earthly life, I finally ran out of arguments as to how and why this could not be possible, however earnestly I actually desired it. Acknowledging ‘defeat’ and that they had workable answers for all the issues I raised, I said, ‘Okay, you have convinced me that this is possible, so what shall I call this way of living and being?’ Peter instantly answered, ‘Honest to Goodness.’ This, I realised, upon due consideration is entirely apposite because by operating from an approach of honesty, openness (albeit it is essential that to survive in this world by such an approach requires us to be ‘As wise as a serpent and as harmless as a dove,’ to quote the words of Jesus), straightforwardness, this naturally and automatically leads to goodness; goodness for oneself and for all with whom one comes into contact, whether in geographic proximity or anywhere else on Earth and in the spirit realms.
The following Diary entry was posted on June 20th 2007.
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Holy Communion November 5, 1995
We know, as you are coming to know, that of yourself you can accomplish nothing, for you are not yet made ready. To be made ready requires much preparation.
Lord Jesus, you are my beloved friend and guide. I begin to see how it is the central purpose of Abba Father that all we, His children, His little ones, should become temples, Holy unto Him, pure and undefiled, so that He can enter in and, as in Tabernacle days, take up His abode in the Holy of Holies. Now, in the going-forward/unfolding purpose of Abba, we come to the place of realisation that our heart -- the seat of our soul -- is the real, living Holy of Holies; or at least, that is what our heart becomes when it has been purified, prepared, made ready by a life of desire above all things for the Kingdom of God's righteousness, goodwill and justice to be made manifest in the Earth.
Many are called but few can be chosen, because they are not of a pure desire. Fear not my friend, Abba and I know the hearts of all and the readiness of each to go forward. We have searched your heart and knew aforetime that you were ready for a great mission for the Kingdom; for this is your great desire.
We know, as you are coming to know, that of yourself you can accomplish nothing, for you are not yet made ready. To be made ready requires much preparation. It is We, Abba and I, who, with assistance from Our beloved servers in the Realms of Light who minister to you on Earth, have been making you ready for that which you have come to fulfil. It is and will be by the power of the Living God, who makes His abode in you, that all shall be accomplished in you.
But without your desire, your one-pointed commitment and cooperation, we would not have the vehicle, the vessel, the material, the agent by which this great purpose could be fulfilled. This is your glory, your crown, even as Abba Father has put upon me the crown of my glory. To each belongs the diadem of Sonship and upon it shall be affixed many precious stones of glory from that which they shall have accomplished in fulfilment of that which is purposed in them.
The following Diary entries were posted on August 8th 2007.
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Holy Communion June 11, 1995
…the power of accomplishment and fulfilment of the purpose of all life is not of mind or understanding but of Life Force -- Holy Spirit. This is outpoured unto all from the Source but in order to receive its bounty and its power of accomplishment one must first learn to attune with it.
Dear, beloved Jesus, precious Lord, wonderful friend, wise counsellor; I love you Lord. As ever there is so much to learn of you; I feel so vulnerable to every fluctuation of energy and change of conditions flying about in the Earth and lower astral.
My son; you are learning by this that you are yet a ‘little one,’ in need of drawing near to me for love, guiding, strengthening, protecting. As you now come to realise, the power of accomplishment and fulfilment of the purpose of all life is not of mind or understanding but of Life Force -- Holy Spirit. This is outpoured unto all from the Source but in order to receive its bounty and its power of accomplishment one must first learn to attune with it. This power is not in the without, nor from the without but of and from the within. It is within the stillness, the humility, and is born of desire and commitment. It is and must needs be one-pointed, unequivocal and unwavering. This comes not from a moment of attunement but from unfaltering dedication and devotion to Love, goodwill, righteousness. It comes on the wings of -- and brings with it -- joy, upliftment, fulfilment.
All must travel the path who seek its eternal reality and be tried and proved for their readiness to assume its mantle.* Meanwhile, our Father Creator provides love and joy and opportunity for all, wherever they may be upon the path of progress, that they may have fulfilment of purpose at every level. Be not concerned over the rate of progress of any who begin to seek, for their sight is veiled from the fullness of that which awaits. It is necessary for their equanimity. None can be rushed through the process of growing and unfolding. All who have travelled the path and been proved are authorised according to their readiness. He who is faithful to the Secret Way is authorised in the Way of the Mysteries. All is well.
*It should be noted that this process of being ‘tried and proved’ is not a mechanism for an ‘angry, jealous, vindictive or capricious God’ to somehow try to ‘catch us out’ or find us ‘wanting.’ Rather, it is a cosmic, impartial process whereby we bring into our presence (from our Holy Spirit Mind) circumstances which give us the opportunity to demonstrate for and to ourself our degree of readiness to go forward into a new level of spiritual attainment and empowerment. Once we have faced the challenge and moved through it satisfactorily, we have the choice to go forward into the next level of our spiritual life and its purpose and operation. Jesus faced this during his time in the wilderness and the so-called temptation immediately afterward. This demonstrated to him (Papa already knew!) that he was ready to embark upon the mission for which he had incarnated. He could have decided against it at that or any subsequent moment but he did not because his desire for the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth was so powerful that he was prepared to go though all he would be faced with – including and especially the crucifixion – in the time ahead of him.
Holy Communion June 18, 1995
The goal and destiny of the journey is entering into the Holy of Holies. Here is God. Within. Oneness with Him is All: Love, wholeness, peace, tranquillity, fulfilment, power greater than all the forces of destruction; for this is the power of Creation. It is the gift of God.
Blessed Lord Jesus, my friend and Lord, the messenger speaking recently, "I want you to enter the Holy of Holies," has had a profound effect upon me! (See SFGS, chapter 11 for full details of this experience).
Brian, my friend; I am indeed your friend and your Lord. Friendship rejoices in giving -- is it not the Father's good pleasure to give all His little ones the Kingdom? It is my great pleasure to give you new revelation of the mysteries, that your faithful following may be fulfilled in the outworking and accomplishing of your heart's desire. As the going forward of my mission proceeds, so does your work in my name also proceed, in harmony. As you know, this revelation can be only by and according as you desire; indeed, it is your desire which operates the unfolding mechanisms. Seek and you shall find: the seeking process activates the going forward, not fear or favour.
It is progress through the Courts and Chambers of the/your temple which brings the degrees which mark the place of your journey. Progress is possible according to desire and commitment. The goal and destiny of the journey is entering into the Holy of Holies. Here is God. Within. Oneness with Him is All: Love, wholeness, peace, tranquillity, fulfilment, power greater than all the forces of destruction; for this is the power of Creation. It is yours, freely and gladly as it is also the gift of all who will enter in and receive. It is the gift of God. No man takes it. The unclean, who have not been washed, can have no awareness of it. It is perfect. Imperfection cannot be one with perfection.
Be still and let the Wisdom of Holy Spirit fill you, that your eyes and ears may be opened, that you may see and hear and know the glory of God in the stillness of your own Holy of Holies within.
The following Diary entries were posted on November 14th 2007.
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Holy Communion June 25, 1995
…a true heart, full of desire for the Kingdom of God, is a beacon of light shining into the dark recesses of Earth-mind consciousness… A sincere heart cannot be hid.
Dear Charles,* we go forward together, as friends, upon the great adventure, into the unknown, into the Holy of Holies, into the presence of our Heavenly Father, who loves us and is love.
Brian and Tessa -- it is with joy in my heart that I receive your welcome as your friend. Indeed, it is true that we share in common that one most precious commodity: desire; hungering and thirsting after truth and eternal righteousness. I also hungered and thirsted in my Earthly life but sad to say I lacked the guiding light which blessedly brought you onto the path of inner awareness. My world was awash with intellectual cleverness and self-seeking and though I desired to enter in to my closet and be alone with my Maker, I did not know how to do this. Never mind, because all is for a purpose and I do now assure you that I have, by the grace of our beloved Lord Jesus Christ, gone forward since the days of Earth and have been relieved of much of its baggage.
I wish also to assure you that a true heart, full of desire for the Kingdom of God, is a beacon of light shining into the dark recesses of Earth-mind consciousness, especially in the etheric realms. Here are myriad souls lost on the fringes of eternity, knowing neither how to fully embark on its journey, nor how to disengage from that which restrains them. Your blessed ritual, in which your desire goes out, truly provides the bread and wine, the manna and rock-water of old, by which the wanderers of Sinai may be sustained and guided. A sincere heart cannot be hid. If we in the Inner Plane and you of the Earth plane can work together for the rescuing of many, then Praise be to Almighty God; may it be to His Glory. I rejoice in the warmth of our fellowship. May all the richest blessings of the Lord be forever with you.
Your friend in Christ service, CharleS.
*This is CS Lewis; see SFGS, Part 2, Vignette 6
Holy Communion July 2, 1995
As you harmonise with the peace within, so does the going forward progress. It cannot be hurried, only harmonised. It is not of Earth-mind understanding but of Life Force – Pure Spirit. As you are ready, it happens. Your desire determines the readiness. Enter in!
This has been a glorious Communion service, with fellowship, joy and love abounding from our beloveds in Spirit, especially the Master. I feel as if the Holy of Holies is the ‘Source’ from which consciousness of and oneness with all life is reality; that the Holy of Holies is God, our Father Creator and that by entering in we are within Him even as He is within us; that therein we have oneness with Him. It is our destiny to enter in and have the unspeakable joy and ecstasy of this at-onement. I feel as if I am being drawn toward the Holy of Holies by its own magnetism of Life and Love.
My son, you feel this movement and this awareness because it is so. The going forward process draws all unto this place of awareness, this place of being, because, as you rightly observe, it is the destiny of all to come to it. It is desire for something greater, something better, something right which activates the journey forward. The awakening process takes place in each soul according to its individual readiness. This time of readiness is activated by stimuli around and within. Not all are activated by the same stimuli. That which you do creates favourable stimuli of light, food, drink, love, for many, who will be drawn by such pleasant and comfortable vibrations from that which is less desirable, less fulfilling.
Eternal reality has no pressures, no deadlines, no urgency. It is a state of peace, harmony, equilibrium. It flows as creation flows: from unmanifest into manifest and full circle again, providing opportunity for all to progress.
As you harmonise with the peace within, so does the going forward progress. It cannot be hurried, only harmonised. It is not of Earth-mind understanding but of Life Force – Pure Spirit. As you are ready, it happens. Your desire determines the readiness. Enter in! All is well. Peace and joy and fulfilment be with you now and always.
The following Diary entries were posted on February 13th 2008.
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Holy Communion July 9, 1995
You are - all are - His beloved little ones; worthy therefore, of His love. It is His desire for all to enter into and inherit that which He has prepared for you.
The love and rejoicing of Heaven in celebration of our service, whereby we attune and become one with all who are of this desire for the Kingdom, has brought light, as the brightest sunlight; joy overwhelming. I felt as if Heaven was opened up from the very top, down to where we are in the Earth-life. It was like a many-storeyed building with an atrium, opening communal space between all levels, with us on the ground floor, reaching out and having wonderful good fellowship with all, from our nearest and dearest, our blessed Lord and at the top storey, Abba, our Father Creator, the Great Giver of all life, love, joy, beauty, perfection.
Beloved Lord Jesus, my friend and guide; I gradually come to understand more of the Holy of Holies and how it is the centre, the Source, our goal, our destiny to enter in. There we are in the presence of and at one with Abba Father. I feel as if I and all God's children are gradually being drawn towards and into this state of at-onement.
And indeed you are Brian. You are - all are - His beloved little ones; worthy therefore, of His love. It is His desire for all to enter into and inherit that which He has prepared for you. As you see in the analogy of Earth-life (which functions on the same principles) little children understand none of that which the loving parents desire for them. Yet the parents continue to love and nurture, care for the little ones until at last they come to understand that which it was desired by the parents for them to inherit: good fellowship, harmony, joy, wholeness of understanding. So equally is it for Abba Father and the relationship of all His children. These objectives are that upon which I desire all to focus. See thou to it, and joy and fulfilment abundant are for you and all who will enter in.
Holy Communion July 16, 1995
There is much you cannot yet grasp with your Earth-life understanding, but all shall be revealed because of your desire and commitment... Your grasp of the details shall become clear one step at a time.
Experiencing the “cosmic umbilicus”* connecting the Father Creator with all creation brings me to absolute awareness, not just belief, that we are all in Him, one with Him, connected inextricably with Him.
Lord Jesus, I believe, I feel, so near to a change of awareness, of operation; as if the entering in to the Holy of Holies is going to be a passing through the veil which separates us who truly seek after God from actual awareness of His livingness, His love and beneficence for us, His transforming power, by which our oneness with Him becomes fully operational through all levels of our being, right down into and through our physical, Earthly life.