Diary for 1997


The following Diary entries were posted on June 14th 2006.

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Holy Communion January 5, 1997

 

Your hearts desire is not impacted upon by the imperfections and inadequacies of your Earth-life circumstances.  They are as nothing.  It is your heart that is serviceable; the rest I am making new, as you well know. 

 

At the Kingdom prayer I saw a gold disc about 6 feet high; it was vertical in front of me but fell to the ground before me, increasing in size to about 10 or 12 feet diameter.  We stood upon it.  It was like a foundation from Heaven being laid at our feet for our Earth-life work.

Lord and Master, thank you for your reassurance that as our Earth-life Kingdom work enters a new phase of stepped-up activity, we need have no concerns but simply accept this these events as normal.

 

My son, you have established this foundation of pure gold in Heaven, the eternal awareness.  You have stored up these treasures in Heaven.  It is Papas good pleasure not only to restore it to you but to render unto you the increase which is rightfully yours by your steadfastness, your diligence, your one-pointedness.

Be assured that this is a true foundation of eternal truth and righteousness according to your hearts desire.  It is not impacted upon by the imperfections and inadequacies of your Earth-life circumstances.  They are as nothing.  It is your heart that is serviceable; the rest I am making new, as you well know.

Because your hearts desire is to glorify Papa, so is it His desire to bring to you glory, that it may be serviceable to His eternal purposes.  The gold foundation has come down through you to your feet and has been set in the ground at your feet so that you may walk forward upon it and not stumble.  Be sure always to keep centred and focused in your steps, that they leave not the true foundation of Eternal Reality.  This foundation, the pure Life of God, shall not fail you, and shall grow at your feet as you go forward in His Holy Name.

The Spirit of Truth is within you and shall make known to you many more realities that have been hidden from your vision until now.  Have no concern.  Relax; walk with me at all times and in all seasons.

 


  

Holy Communion January 12, 1997

 

…faithful one-pointedness is the focal point from which all spiritual life grows, unfolds, adds substance and stature to your being.

 

Beloved Jesus, as ever, I thank you, truly and with all my heart, for your personal Love, guiding and friendship.

 

My son, your faithful one-pointedness is the focal point from which all spiritual life grows, unfolds, adds substance and stature to your being.  It is this which enables you to go forward from where you were, a tiny seedling, to the place where the Light, the colour, the lustre, the sweet perfume of the Kingdom that you radiate and reflect, should become full and glorious.

These glorious, desirable qualities shall attract many to the joy and peace and upliftment of spirit that such a soul emanates.  Indeed the sweet perfume shall waft even into the dark corners of many lives and thus bring awareness of something more refreshing and restorative than the unsavoury odours of a stagnant life.

Let each day and each moment be one of emanating such radiance, whether or not you have awareness of any of my little ones being present to perceive, for this adds renewed inner peace and joy and strength in times when your own awareness of the Light that brings you Life and growth may be dimmed by a passing cloud.

 


  

Holy Communion January 19, 1997

 

…all events of Heaven and Earth are known to me.  I have dispatched my jewels to all appropriate places to fulfil those things that are needful for the Kingdom purpose to go forward. 

 

Beloved Jesus, my Lord and Saviour and friend, I Love you, and I give thanks with all my heart and soul for the Love you unconditionally give.  My desire is for the Love of Papa and his perfect Kingdom of righteousness to be fulfilled and established in power and glory under your dominion, in the Earth, and the reign of the mammon of unrighteousness to be overthrown.

 

My son, all this is accomplished according to the Living Word, which is sent out from the Throne in the innermost, uppermost heights of Papas Heaven; it is echoed in His creation, His perfect order in the cosmos and by His messengers, the prophets and harbingers.  It is also echoed by your own lives, your own strong desire, which comes by your attunement with His wavelength of Truth.  For you see the ways of the fallen world and the ‘prince’ under whose dominion and sway it has fallen, and you are repelled by its contrary, unharmonious vibrations, unable to synchronise with it however hard you may have tried.

Have no fear, have no concern; all events of Heaven and Earth are known me. I have dispatched my jewels to all appropriate places to fulfil those things that are needful for the Kingdom purpose to go forward.  These jewels operate in hiddenness until their work begins.  This is needful to keep them safe from the enemy.  It is true also with you.  By the time the enemy finds out who are my jewels, their work has been too well established to fail, even though the enemy may and usually does try to subvert it.

Peace and joy of Heaven be with you all my little ones all is well.

 


The following Diary entries were posted on August 30th 2006.

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Holy Communion January 26, 1997

 

…for your guidance I counsel you that when you pray or sincerely ask my help in any matter I will always reveal to you that which you ask, believing.  Therefore follow the inclination of your heart, for therein is my sanctuary.

 

Beloved Master and Lord, I Love you and I thank you for all the wonderful things that are happening.  If you have any further revelation or word about my dream of you* or about my darling’s health and homoeopathy, or anything else, I do so want to receive your wisdom.

 

My son, the desire and commitment of your heart, as well as your Love for me, are well known to me.  I Love you also for these strengths and qualities of your character.  My Love and involvement in your lives are unflinching.  It is never my desire to see my beloveds suffering.  It is always my joy that they be set free from all such.  The obstacles of time and place to eternal awareness mean that illumination, however earnestly desired, cannot always be received as you desire it.

However I do assure you that it is always my desire to bring release, blessing, joy, life abundant.  This may be able to be perceived, received, in part or in full, or a bit at a time according to your state of attunement and receptivity.  All this is coming under greater control as your commitment, desire, faith, trust and obedience permit you to be raised up toward Papa.

Meanwhile, for your guidance I counsel you that when you pray or sincerely ask my help in any matter I will always reveal to you that which you ask, believing.  Therefore follow the inclination of your heart, for therein is my sanctuary.

Rejoice my beloveds in the certainty that we go forward, that all is known to me and that all is well.  Peace and joy be endlessly with you.

 

*Earlier in the week I had experienced an extended ‘dream’ sequence in which the Master Jesus was here in the present-day Earth life.  He was about 6’ 2” tall, slim, looked about 30 or less, clean-shaven, modern-day haircut, modest and unassuming but radiating Love and goodwill to all.  There were a series of ‘vignettes’ of everyday experiences with a small crowd of people: a carefree Sunday afternoon in the garden of a large house; a walk in country lanes etc.

 


  

Holy Communion February 9, 1997

 

Solid foundations and sure structures are established in the rock of unequivocal commitment, not upon the wavering, quivering pap of desire to satisfy all the demands of Mammon.

 

At the words after the offering of bread and, ‘… we ask your continual help…’ the Master came and took my hands and said, “You have my word that I will always give you my continual help.”

At the end of the Kingdom Prayer the Master led us all in “Three cheers for our beloved Heavenly Father,” and immediately followed by, “For Hes a Jolly Good Fellow.”  Wonderful!

Beloved Heavenly Papa, as the enemy has its field day amongst the children of Earth, seducing so many of Your little ones with its wiles and deception, the more easily because they have no enlightened leadership under Your authority, I/we pray earnestly for Your guiding Light, Your living Word, Your protection, the uplifting joy, peace and fellowship that our beloved Lord Jesus brings to us with all his household in Heaven; that we may, by Your Grace, hold fast to that which You have given us, that in which You have led us; and so that we may be strengthened by the outpouring of Your Holy Spirit to the fulfilment of all that You have purposed in us to Your blessed Glory and Honour.  This is my/our great prayer.

 

My son, your prayer has gone straight into My heart.  I assure you that it is the desire of your heart which it is My good pleasure to fulfil in you and that is possible only by and according to the strength of your commitment to Me. Solid foundations and sure structures are established on the rock of such unequivocal commitment, not upon the wavering, quivering pap of desire to satisfy all the demands of Mammon.  I say to you, My son, be one-pointed, unswerving, in your following of the pillar of fire, the cloud of Light, by which I lead you and make known to you all that is needful for your journey.  Be ready for any and all events.  I shall keep you safe in My arms.  My angels are with you, your safety is assured.  Peace and joy be yours and your beloveds.

 


  

Holy Communion February 16, 1997

 

I had to establish contact through all the ‘mansions’ so that, having prepared a place in my Fathers house, I could return to receive my little ones, my lost sheep, from the darkest wilderness and restore them to their rightful home.

 

At the beginning I saw a ladder/stairway stretching from highest Heaven to darkest, deepest ‘hell.  It disappeared out of vision into the Light above and the darkness below.  Our Communion Sanctuary was like a ‘staging post’ about halfway up the ladder.  I felt as if the words concerning the Lord’s eternalness and His great God-mission were being broadcast down to all levels and, as if we were an amplifying/relaying station, via what we do and our commitment to it, into the depths below. 

Later I saw the Master, at ‘bedrock’ of Hades (after his death on the Cross and descent into hell).  He had his right knee on the ground and the other knee up by his shoulder, in the absolute darkness of this place.  I could see him and what he was doing because he was radiating Light from his own within.  He looked just as he would have looked as the Galilean carpenter in the long ago.  There was no indication of any effects from the brutal torture and execution he had just experienced.  He was securely fixing the base of the stairway to a solid, black-as-coal rock floor with large nuts threaded on to sturdy studs set into the floor.  It was clear that this fastening was intended to stay and would be immovable once he had completed his task.  It was also clear that this man knew exactly what he was doing and was working with the ease and accomplishment of great experience in his trade.

He looked up at me standing close by watching him in amazement, smiled quizzically as if to say, ‘Why are you looking puzzled to see me doing this?’ and then actually said, “I was a carpenter!”

Master, I love you and I rejoice at this revelation.

 

My son, my friend, your hearts desire is known to me.  I am aware of your deep desire to serve in rescue work.  Yes, this is according to my parables of the lost sheep and invitation to the halt, maimed and blind for all who will to be invited into the wedding banquet for a feast of joy for all the senses.  And he who follows me shall not walk in darkness.  I had to establish contact through all the ‘mansions’ so that, having prepared a place in my Fathers house, I could return to receive my little ones, my lost sheep, from the darkest wilderness and restore them to their rightful home.

Yes, there will be rebuking and chastening, pruning of unfruitful wood*.  This is not your work; leave it to those authorised by Papa.  All are assigned according to their various gifts.  You are assigned for door duty at the entrance to the banquet chamber.  It is needful that you ensure all who arrive are provided with suitable raiment.  Hold fast to that in which you have been tutored.  Let no false messengers turn you away from this duty.  All is well.

 

*It is important to understand that this does not imply judgement or punishment, but correction of erroneous thinking, beliefs and perception, which in turn lead to erroneous understanding and actions, keeping us on the carousel of birth and death. All such have to be ‘pruned’, or shone away by the Light of Eternal Truth.

 


  

Holy Communion February 23, 1997

 

The Earth-mind consciousness, which is entrapped in fear, feels more secure in restricting itself to the belief that all that is is all it can understand. The truth is that creation and creativity of the Mind of Papa have no bounds.

 

At the beginning I saw the ladder again and people were walking toward it and beginning the long ascent.  Then I saw Angels flying around, providing protection for all on the ladder.  Then I realised that the Lord is the ladder.

Lord and Master, you are all things for us, your little ones the good Shepherd, the banquet feast, the ladder upon which we ascend to the Father, and untold other mystical realities.  I love you for your all sufficiency Lord

 

My son, by your commitment and one-pointedness is your perception unfettered from the bedrock’ of Earth life literal-mindedness.  The Earth-mind consciousness, which is entrapped in fear, feels more secure in restricting itself to the belief that all that is is all it can understand.  The truth is that creation and creativity of the Mind of Papa have no bounds.  You begin to attune with that.

Your hearts sincere desire gives a surge of uplift to those on the path, even as my Love for you gives you buoyancy.  My Love lifts you up because I gather you into my arms and into my heart.  So does your Love for those to whom you send blessings.  (I saw those on the ladder begin to move upward as on an escalator as my heart filled with Love and blessing for them at the offering of the wine).

Rejoice most of all that your names are written in Heaven rather than for anything that you see or hear or experience.  Let this always be the focus of your rejoicing.  Bless all your fellows that they may become aware that their names also are so written, from the least to the greatest among men.  This is the Law of the Lord and it is wondrous to behold.

 


The following Diary entries were posted on November 29th 2006.

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Holy Communion March 2, 1997

 

Now is the banquet feast celebrating the marriage of Earth with Heaven and my Father would not have one of His little ones uninvited to the celebrations.

 

‘Samuel’ a cleric from about the 18th century, came in, stern and authoritarian, but has been won over and is going forward, rejoicing in the Love of the Lord.  Peter Sellers has come in also and the Master walked very purposefully across the floor and sat down beside me and said to me in an earnest tone, “That which you do, do in my name.”  This to tell us we must be constant in our stand and commitment to him as the spiritual Lord of all mankind, and his Great Rescue Programme, whether any newcomer is Jewish or any other faith or ethnic background. 

 

My son, you observe well, that in my name is power to heal, transform, uplift.  Have no concern for the understanding of any who are brought, for they will have been brought to experience the sincerity and commitment of your hearts and lives in that which you do.  There will always be a guiding hand, or sponsor,* as Steve rightly observes, to provide for their comfort and well-being, even if they have no awareness of their sponsor at the time.  Be true and constant in your commitment.  That which you do is a beacon set on a high hill for all to see; see thou to it that you do not hide it under any bushel but let it shine forth even brighter, that my little ones, all sorts and conditions of men, may see and be drawn by the joy and Sacrifice of Thanksgiving.

Now is the banquet feast celebrating the marriage of Earth with Heaven, and my Father would not have one of His little ones uninvited to the celebrations. Let your hearts desire be to send life and blessings to all.  Let it be of profound sincerity, for this shall be undeniable to even the most reluctant participant, even as you have witnessed today with my servant Samuel.  There is much cause for celebration in Heaven and Earth and you shall see more of this as your desire for blessing my little ones increases.  Freely have you received, so let your giving be unencumbered.  All is well.  REJOICE!

 

* This refers to a friend or loved one of the person being brought into the sanctuary, who, either with or without the knowledge of the new visitor, helps, guides, leads the visitor to the entrance and enables their entry into what is, for them, a new experience.  In Peter’s case, the ‘sponsor’ was Harry Secombe and although we knew who it was, Peter had no idea Harry was organising this visit.

 


 

Holy Communion March 9, 1997

 

I am touched and grateful for your prayers and blessings and for your straight talking.  I feel them strengthening and drawing me; they are restorative.

 

Dear Thelma,* If my candour toward you is a little too forthright, such that it sets you back on your heels, then forgive me.  I hope you are able to agree that sincerity of goodwill, from the heart and soul, are important above all in our dealings with each other all of us.  This is my desire toward you.  I want you to know my respect for you even if I have held no illusions about you.  And above all, my heart is full only of goodwill toward you, and desire for your inward peace and going forward toward fulfilment.  This fulfilment, for us all, is to be found only in absolute and wholehearted commitment to our beloved Jesus.  I know you know that.  If there is anything holding you back from that, may I help?

We long to welcome you into ‘the fold.’ There no grudges here, only forgiveness and understanding or at least, the desire for such.  None of us here is completely free of our various imperfections but the unspotted garment covers all that and its absolutely free, courtesy of our beloved Lord.  So, if you have a thread, or a shred, of desire for the joy and peace of the banquet chamber, we gladly welcome you. 

 

Brian dear, I feel the sincerity of your heart pulling lovingly and gently at me.  I know in my soul all that you say is true.  I cant quite understand what is holding me back really but I feel a hurt inside that is as if I have been used and cast aside, as if nobody really wants me for what I am.  This is like a weight of lethargy that is holding me back.  I do begin to see the duplicity of the spiritualist way.  You do know I never wanted to be part of it but I felt trapped still do in a way.  

Nevertheless, I am touched and grateful for your prayers and blessings and for your straight talking.  I feel them strengthening and drawing me; they are restorative.  I am drawn to your Service and I see it has much energy.  Please keep praying for me.  Im sure I will get there in the end.  I just need to get my head clear of this fuzziness and confusion.

 

*Thelma is Theresa’s mother, who laid aside her body in 1987.

 


 

Holy Communion March 16, 1997

 

…broadcast your invitation to come up higher in my name.  It matters not that many who hear the call are not aware of my name.  Truth, sincerity, peace, Love are universal and this is common ground for all, by which they may enter in feeling secure.

 

Peter Sellers came through the open door and realised that it would not shut behind him, trapping him within.  This enabled him to feel unthreatened and able to relax.  He knelt in prayer and the Master came up behind him with the unspotted garment.  Peter said “I'm not bothered whether he is Jesus Christ or Yeshua Messiah he is the Lord.”  At the Thanksgiving after offering of the bread “… that we may be faithful stewards…” Peter jumped up and said with great enthusiasm, “Can I be a steward?”

Lord, this has been such a wonderful Service of new awarenesses that the door is open to enter and leave if any so wish for example.

 

My beloved son, my beloved friend, this is the beginning of miracles.  You shall see much more, by your commitment, your faith, your Love.  I rejoice with you both, with all who faithfully serve and with all who enter in.

I counsel you, keep on in this way; broadcast your invitation to come up higher in my name.  It matters not that many who hear the call are not aware of my name.  Truth, sincerity, peace, Love are universal and this is common ground for all, by which they may enter in feeling secure.  Yes, there may be old attitudes and beliefs causing uncertainty at first but your sincerity will disarm such fears, even as you have seen today.  It is important that you do all this in my name because the Father of all Creation has vested in me power and authority for redemption and salvation, so that only by me, one-pointedly, can Papas little ones be bought back and brought back.  It had to be this way, for one from the Earth-life to descend into the depths to make fast the escape route.  There could be no shortcuts or half measures or many would not have been able to be rescued.  As it is, all who will can now come back to their Father.

 

Thank you for telling me this Master. 

 

It is important for the rescue work that you know this.  Peace and joy and fulfilment be yours. 

 


 

Holy Communion, Easter Day, March 30, 1997

 

Have no anxiety for any detail that does not seem comfortable and in accord with my peace and wisdom, but commit and commit again all such matters and all such detail to me, so that I, who am able, may dispose in apposite manner.

 

Hallelujah.  Our Lord, beloved of us beyond words to describe, has demonstrated his power of Life eternal over the ignorance, waywardness and self-will of time and place consciousness.

My beloved Jesus, Yeshua, Lord and friend above all, how can I thank you for the import of this day and what you have done for us?  I affirm my Love for and devotion to you and your great mission for us all and I thank you for your loving presence and guiding in our lives.

 

My son, my friend, your Love for and devotion to me are very well known to me – they shine like a beacon.  So let it continue, that many may continue to be drawn by it.  Have no anxiety for any detail that does not seem comfortable and in accord with my peace and wisdom, but commit and commit again all such matters and all such detail to me, so that I, who am able, may dispose in apposite manner.

It is your job to invite and welcome all who will to partake of the banquet feast with me and my guests.  Let the focus be on the words and spirit of invitation, rather than detail of the nature of the events by those whose eye is not yet single.  Give of my bread and wine to those who hunger and thirst, not to those who haggle and harangue over labels and protocols.  Let my Love, my peace, the Spirit of Truth, be given in response to those who seek sustenance from the table I have prepared and set before you.  I counsel you, do not be drawn into debate and venture away from the entrance to that in which I have established you.

All is well; my programme unfolds and my purposes progress in all their ways.  Peace and joy be with you.

 


The following Diary entries were posted on February 28th 2007.

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Holy Communion April 6, 1997

 

I know My own and those who Love Me, and they shall be blessed with riches of eternity: honour and glory, for they have honoured and glorified My Name.

 

Papa, thank you for explaining that protection is from own within outwards, according to our faith, trust, obedience and commitment (FTOC); and that the defences of this house are an extension of our own within; that all who enter here will be bringing with them their own within and if it is not centred/focused on FTOC they will be psychic intrusions because such visitors do not have/bring with them this defence; that our defence will protect us from such intrusions so we have nothing to fear.

Beloved Papa this has been a great blessing and going forward in our understanding.  I now ask Your guiding, strengthening, authority in our relationship with Leanne* (and any who follow afterwards) that I may speak to her according to your inspiration through Holy Spirit, to help her go forward and become more focused, and understand the need for FTOC.

 

My son, your prayer is heard and answered according to your FTOC!  All is well.  The desire of My daughter is well known to Me.  Be assured that it is I who have brought her to you, for your going forward and for hers also.  Continue as I have instructed you and all shall be well.  Speak to her according to your understanding and according to My lead by My Spirit.  It is true that your influence is being expanded as your work begins and continues.  All is according to My Word and My leading.  All is according to the Word of My beloved, that the meek and the faithful shall inherit all things, and the pure in heart shall both see Me and know Me.  For I know My own and those who Love Me, and they shall be blessed with riches of eternity: honour and glory; for they have honoured and glorified My Name.  I shall be with you in all your endeavours in My Name.

The picture** is joy to My heart for it is according to your heart’s desire and your Love for Me. I rejoice in it as I rejoice in you. Go in peace, always rejoicing, for the Kingdom is at hand.

 

* Leanne was visiting us and although we believed she was ready for Communing with us, it turned out that her focus was elsewhere.

**Earlier in the year I had seen a bouquet of spring flowers and heard the hymn that begins, ‘Now thank we all our God, with hearts and hands and voices; Who wondrous things hath done, in Whom the soul rejoices.’  Theresa was inspired to do a beautiful cross-stitch picture combining the words and image of the flowers and we had hung this high on the wall at the back of the altar.

 


 

Holy Communion April 13, 1997

 

…all Papa’s little ones …are His children.  Their seduction away from the truth of their real home causes me to Love them more, not less and to reach out to them in compassion.

 

Beloved Lord Jesus, my heart and soul rejoice at the wondrous rescue activity of *Ray and his RAF friends, and Geronimo and his colleagues that has taken place today.  I feel such peace within, none of the ‘sideshow’ anxiety.  I feel so much at-one-ment with our new friends.

 

My son, this is the joy of true Love and fellowship that is the stuff of which the Kingdom is made.  It is this joy and Love which enabled me to undergo my chastisement on behalf of all Papa’s little ones – they are His children.  Their seduction away from the truth of their real home causes me to Love them more, not less and to reach out to them in compassion.

And now, to see the saving, rescuing activity of your heart’s desire and to see how you also experience the joy of fulfilment in this work, bringing about a unifying of your lives with mine and ours with Papa, my cup runs over.

I counsel you, that which you do is of supreme importance, and the accomplishment that it achieves is beyond your present understanding but cannot be overstated.  It is necessary at this stage that you are unable to have full awareness but the time is near when it shall be enlarged.

I commend you, my beloveds, for your commitment and your heartfelt desire for the blessing and upliftment of your brethren. I have much work for you, but all is well. Take each event as it comes and respond according to your heart’s desire. It is for your own ease of mind that all is made known to you only one step at a time.

I am with you all in all your joy and all your concerns. Go in peace and laughter and know that your joy is my joy and my joy is your joy. All is well.

 

*Ray is a World War II RAF bomber pilot who had been shot down and he and his colleagues had been killed.  Geronimo has been rescued, having been brought in by trusted, powerful members of his tribe, who, unbeknown to him at the time, are in the Lords service. We then saw Geronimo smoking a Peace Pipe with the Lord.

 


 

Holy Communion April 20, 1997

 

Take heart and encouragement from my leading, my power, my authority in all the affairs of mankind. Let nothing distress you or disturb your inner peace and equanimity.

 

During our midweek ‘Communion’ at the pub, Steve and I received awareness to pray for the humility of those in positions of Earth-life authority and to bless all, even those over whose lives we can have no outward influence – we may not be our brother’s keeper but we are our brother’s brother.

During this Service we have had awareness of the need to present all who are brought in to the Lord.  We have seen Sitting Bull and Peter Sellers so doing.  The Master said ‘You present them to me – I will present them to Papa.’

 

My son, no man can come to the Father but by me.  Many of my little ones do not know me or are afraid to come unto me of themselves.  It is natural to be made more at ease by a personal introduction by someone known to both parties.  Even little ones who know of me may be made to feel more at ease by such a personal introduction and presentation.  As in all matters, let your words of presentation or introduction be sincere, from the heart and from your desire to bless and help all your fellows forward.  Do not consider any formal words or structure but allow spontaneity to create a natural, relaxed protocol for each occasion.  Then, as you become more familiar with this practice, you will develop the pattern of comfortableness which is serviceable to the occasion.

I am very well pleased with all matters my beloveds.  Take heart and encouragement from my leading, my power, my authority in all the affairs of mankind.  Let nothing distress you or disturb your inner peace and equanimity.  Joy and blessings be with you in all that you do.  I am with you in every moment.   

 


 

Holy Communion April 27, 1997

 

The desire of your heart is known to me.  It is my joy and my good pleasure to fulfil it for you, to take the pieces of your life and give you back the wholeness.

 

Beloved Lord Jesus, here I am in a fog, my back perhaps worse than it has been before, standing at the foot of a vast mountain.  I believe this mountain is either forgiveness or unforgiveness; either way I feel the need to climb the mountain, to come to an understanding, and enlightenment on the whole matter of forgiveness.  I know the whole of our going forward along the path of eternal progress is dependent on faith, trust, obedience and commitment and without it we go nowhere.  I know you are able to bring enlightenment and that I cannot “unearth” it myself, yet you teach us to seek, to knock, to ask.  Lord Jesus, I Love you, I know you are all wise; I am asking, seeking, knocking.

 

And, my son, your prayer is heard; your understanding of these things shall be given, the awareness shall be found, the door shall be opened to you.  By faith, trust, obedience and commitment!  The desire of your heart is known to me.  It is my joy and my good pleasure to fulfil it for you, to take the pieces of your life and give you back the wholeness.  At the outset of any and every new adventure, there always seem to be too many details, too many loose ends to cope with and all seems overwhelming.

Nevertheless, one step at a time and all is revealed, at which time the seeker moves forward into the next field of revelation.  I assure you, my son, it is not by accident or chance that forgiveness has not come fully into focus before.  You have been progressing toward it.  Your progress has been good; do not deny yourself this truth.  All that has been and has become is not invalidated by that which lies ahead.  This is a well worn ploy of the enemy.  I counsel you, my beloved son, seek of me; search my word diligently, seek among it, pray the Spirit of Truth to reveal its messages to you.  Keep the faith; hold fast to that which you have, for it is a crown of accomplishment worthy of a Royal Priest.  Take one step at a time and remember that I lead you in the paths of righteousness and truth.

 

Thank you beloved Lord.  I love you.

 


The following Diary entries were posted on May 23rd 2007.

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Holy Communion May 4, 1997 

 

My son, it is to the act of Asking, Seeking, Knocking that your Heavenly Father, Papa, responds freely, lovingly, immediately, with His giving.  It is not according to your faith but your desire that He responds.  It is according to your faith that you are able to receive His giving.  Your faith is something that Papa will grow in you as you ask.

 

My beloved Lord and Master, Jesus, I give thanks for the myriad blessings and joy of the going forward you are bringing into our lives.

 

My son, it is to the act of Asking, Seeking, Knocking that your Heavenly Father, Papa, responds freely, lovingly, immediately, with His giving. It is not according to your faith but your desire that He responds. It is according to your faith that you are able to receive His giving. Your faith is something that Papa will grow in you as you ask. The more you ask, believing having faith the more you will receive and you will grow in your expectation of receiving that which He is always giving. You expect the sun to rise every day because it always does. That is faith. Easy. As you ask more and more of Papa, believing He is giving it, so will your faith in receiving grow until it is as your faith that the sun will rise.

It is by/with this faith that I came into the Earth life, believing that Papa would give all that I asked. These things which I did shall you do and receive also, and greater things than these.  Believe and you shall receive. Ask, believing. It is Papa’s good pleasure to give to His little ones all of them, including you. He will give you wholeness of body, mind and soul. Only believe. You know He is giving you the Kingdom. Can you celebrate with dancing and with singing if you are a crock? All is well. Be thou whole.

If you do not receive immediately it is more to do with your growth in faith than Papa’s giving. Be at peace and let your certainty be that He is giving so that your faith in receiving may grow. All is well my son. Rejoice, for the Kingdom is at hand.

 


 

Holy Communion May 11, 1997

 

The meek and the humble shall be given all things of the Great Storehouse of Heaven, so that all shall know the livingness of my Word.  And many shall come to me and drink of the fountain of Living Water springing up from me, that they might be refreshed eternally.

 

All is according to your desire.  Psychic conditions of the moment have no impact upon the desire of your heart, for it is forged in the realms of *fire, unquenchable.

Let your heart and mind focus on your desire; let your desire be as my desire for love, blessing and the freedom of eternal life for all my little ones for in this is peace, strength, power, upliftment, wholeness, and renewal for you as well as all the beneficiaries of your blessings.  This is Papa's Way, that all should benefit.  It is eternal reality.  It is livingness; dynamic, joyous, mystical, empowering.  It is of the Life Force and shall uprate the lives of all who partake of it.  It is not of the mind or the intellect or the rationale.  It is available to all who humbly seek the Truth of God.  It is unavailable to those who have not a shred of faith, of seeking after Spiritual Truth.  Let them first come to their knees in humility and repentance, seeking forgiveness for arrogance and haughtiness and pride.  Then shall my Father forgive and they must begin the journey again, this time as little children, in faith, trust, obedience and commitment.

And the meek and the humble shall be given all things of the Great Storehouse of Heaven, so that all shall know the livingness of my Word.  And many shall come to me and drink of the fountain of Living Water springing up from me, that they might be refreshed eternally.

I say to you all, be of great good cheer, for all is accomplished, and the fulfilment of prophecy is assured.  This is the power of desire.  Let your light so shine among your fellows, in the earthly life and for those who have left their Earth bodies behind but not their Earth mind.  All is well.  Peace and joy be with you always.

 

*Fire is the symbol of the realm of Eternal, Spiritual reality.

 


 

Holy Communion May 18, 1997

 

Let the seed of faith be sown in your heart and I shall tend it and nurture it. There shall it grow. It is growing. It is your desire which is the fructifying soil in which it can grow. 

 

Beloved heavenly Papa, I believe you are leading us according to our state of readiness, one step at a time, to the place where faith shall be grown to the equal of our desire.

 

My son, All is in need of balance in the eternal realities, as well as in time.  You observe well, that faith must be in balance with desire.  When it is so, all shall be possible according to your desire.  It is I who shall accomplish this because I, your eternal Papa, Creator Spirit, am the husbandman.  Let the seed of faith be sown in your heart and I shall tend it and nurture it.  There shall it grow.  It is growing.  It is your desire which is the fructifying soil in which it can grow.  Let your desire for Truth, righteousness, freedom be for all, including you, and let it also include faith.  It is My good pleasure to give all things to you freely, and faith to receive is My special concern for all My little ones, seduced by the ‘lie of Satan’.

 

The shroud of deception shall be worn away by asking of Me.  Let your asking of Me be continuous, not because I have not known your need before you ask but because the act of asking is the act of focusing on your need.  Without focus on the need, the direction, the objective, you will not be able to take the steps forward because there is no perceived destination and the deceiver will lead you onto a false path into the wilderness.  This is what has always happened to My little ones in the earthly life and this is why My beloved firstborn came to give focus for the journey home to Me.

I would provide for all your earthly needs.  You need not doubt or be surprised at this, for you have My beloved’s promise of this, as recorded in *Scripture.  My sworn covenants can never be broken.  Why would I wish to make such covenants with My little ones unless it was My purpose to fulfil them all?

Let your endeavours all of them be Kingdomward, even those which will not take you all the way there, so that focus keeps you from the hands of deception.  You have seen this in principle; let it be so in your life also.  All is well.

 

*Matthew chapter 6.

 


 

Holy Communion May 25, 1997

 

...the deception, the lie, of the enemy of Truth… has done nothing more than place a mask and a costume of deceit and tragedy over the true, shining Light that is in all Gods children.  The play must come to an end, however, and the masquerade be finished; then shall all truth and eternal reality be made known – restored to your remembrance.

 

Beloved Lord and Master, I know there is much activity in Heaven, for the going forward of your Great God Mission for all mankind, and that that includes your purposes in that which we do in your name and for Papas Glory.

 

Never doubt for a moment, my son, that this is so and that it is not dependent upon your awareness of it. Even when the enemy is doing its worst, so am I doing my best, unceasingly, for Papas Holy purposes and for His Glory.

His little ones in the Earth-life have no awareness of just how much they are His Glory, in His sight. This is because of the deception, the lie, of the enemy of Truth. But I do assure you all of you my beloveds that this has done nothing more than place a mask and a costume of deceit and tragedy over the true, shining Light that is in all Gods children. The play must come to an end, however, and the masquerade be finished; then shall all truth and eternal reality be made known – restored to your remembrance

I say to you all, focus on that reality. Have no concern, neither pay heed to the sham that you see all around you. Your hearts desire is known to me. There is no need to convince me further of your sincerity. Rather, take upon yourselves the Light and easy yoke of my life, my peace, my joy, my fulfilment in you, for all who I bring to you, all your hearts desire. Wallow in this; let your heart and soul dance and sing and rejoice continually, even as I do. For do you see me downcast? Does not my presence in your midst cause upliftment of your inner being and bring you strength and reassurance?

So let your life be for all around you. Have I not said Freely have you received, freely give? Let this include the joy of life which I bring freely and gladly to you! All is well; have no fear, no doubt, no concern. Trust in me, I am your Lord and Redeemer; I am your Loving, caring, true friend.

 


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Holy Communion June 1, 1997

 

…you are going forward and the Living Word is illuminating your own awareness, and thus, the path before you. I counsel you, focus on being emissaries of the Living Word, even as were my emissaries in the long ago.

 

At the words “… who seek Your help by this Sanctuary…” I suddenly realised that we become, by FTOC, a form of living, walking Sanctuary and that those who seek help do not need to be (or even become) communicants or aspirants for that which we have been called to serve.  Rather, by their (those in need, etc) recognition (even unconsciously) of something radiating from us and drawing closer to us because they feel comfortable with us, they are seeking help from “this” Sanctuary namely us, the living, mobile emissaries/extensions of the Sanctuary. 

I always felt limited by these words that there were many more we could help (by prayer/commitment/blessing) but that this restriction prevented it.  Now we have gone forward to become living “representatives/representations” of it, the limitation is lifted.

 

Truly, my son, you are going forward and the Living Word is illuminating your own awareness, and thus, the path before you. I counsel you, focus on being emissaries of the Living Word, even as were my emissaries in the long ago.  But at this time, respond only to opportunities that I create for you because that which you do is still, for the time being, an operation of hiddenness. 

You shall know of a certainty when I am empowering you to go forth as a labourer into the harvest of Earth.  Meanwhile, let your harvesting be of those sent to you from spirit, whose stem has already been cut from their roots in the Earth and whose seeds need winnowing from the chaff* to which they are still attached.  This is your opportunity for service at present, along with the few that I send to you from time to time in the Earth-life.  The sickle for the harvest is the Word of Truth, which Papa will put in your mouth according to your FTOC.

All is well.  Peace and joy abundant be with you.

 

* His describing the Earth-mind consciousness as chaff is now, ten years on, and since reading ACIM, indicating the truth revealed in ACIM that the Earth life has value only in the opportunity it affords us to bear much fruit of/for Eternity.  But first, that fruit (grain) must be winnowed from the chaff (by the process of true forgiveness) which is then simply left behind, disintegrates, while the grain – the valued part of the harvest (us) – is safely transported into the granary (Heaven).

 


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Holy Communion June 15, 1997

 

That which you do in my name, lovingly, willingly, caringly is transforming the lives of my little ones not only by my blood my life but by your blood, your lives, also. 

 

Preparatory to the consecration of the wine, I saw the Master on the cross; just His feet I don’t believe I could have borne the whole scene.  As I poured the water into the chalice it became the cup without a handle* attached by a chain to the cross by his feet.  It had plain water in it, pure, clear as crystal.  As I looked, a single drop of his precious blood fell into the cup and transformed it into the New Wine of the Kingdom.

*On March 31, 1948, Olga Park recorded the following experience: At evening prayer, the cross with Christ hanging upon it appeared above the centre of the altar and I heard him say, ‘I thirst.’ Whereupon there appeared a plain white cup with no handle hanging from the cross by a chain.  I reached out and lifted it (in the psychic consciousness) and immediately it was filled with cool spring water which I offered to him.  Then the vision vanished and I heard him say, ‘Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of my brethren ye have done it to me.’ In later years I have come to regard my psychic awareness as ‘the cup without a handle’ chained to the cross of Christ, for many persons and groups have tried to separate my exercise of it from the Christ source and have not been able.

 

My son, I have shown you this image that you also may understand that all this which you have freely received cannot be separated from me and my mission; that it is all part of my mission.

That which you do in my name, lovingly, willingly, caringly is transforming the lives of my little ones not only by my blood** my life but by your blood, your lives, also.  For in the offering, you yourselves imbibe of me, my body and my blood, and this is mingled within you, and you then offer Love and blessings of your own life, in my name.

It is therefore of great importance that you do this wholly within me, within my protection and care and life-giving energy flowing from the husbandman-tended vine for without remaining connected to the vine your own life forces would very quickly dry up, be exhausted and wither, shrivelling into dry, dead wood.  You have seen and heard of this many times with psychic operators who are not under my authority.  It is true even of those who function from goodwill and benign intent, for they are not under holy protection and the upwelling of the Fountain of the Waters of Life, which comes only from Papa.

And so, I emphasise again as you go forward in that which is purposed in you, all that you do, do in my name; be thou faithful unto this Sanctuary of my Living Word, whence flow the never-ending Waters of Life.  Into this do I freely give my blood**, that it may become the New Wine of the Eternal Kingdom, for the joy, upliftment and fulfilment of all who will drink of it.  Peace be with you; all is well.

 

** ‘Blood’ is the Greek word for life.

Thank you for your gracious love and living Word, beloved Lord and Master. 

Also, during the Service, Steve saw a man moving about amongst the multitudes of people who were coming to see what was going on.  We had seen these crowds for months and they seemed to be outside a barrier of some kind, like a fence.  There appeared to be a ‘turnstile’ or some other similar way in, through which only one person at a time could pass.  Steve said he had at first thought this man was the Lord but then realised it was not but didn’t know who it could be.  Steve said he seemed to be repeating to the crowd the words from the Service as I was speaking them.  I picked up the word ‘orderliness’, and felt it was this man explaining to the crowds that in order to pass through the ‘turnstile’ and enter the ‘enclosure’ where we were, they had to understand the need to abandon the unruly, disorderly behaviour of the crowd and become orderly in their attitude and behaviour. He appeared to be acting as a kind of ‘gate-keeper’.  I saw (had seen, several weeks running) people who had entered in walking past in single file and looking toward us, in a quiet and reverential fashion, as one might expect in a cathedral service or such-like, to take up their place in the proceedings.  They were people of all ages and realms, including from what I would have guessed as New Testament times, as one sees them in the ‘movies’! 

 


 

Holy Communion June 22, 1997

 

I will put my Love and my spirit upon each one who truly desires, and will seat such at my banquet table and serve him with the New Wine of the Kingdom, which I long to drink with them all, and my sweetmeats of the joy of eternal Life, which it is my good pleasure to place before them.

 

 At the Holy Invitation, ‘...whosoever will, let him take of the waters of life, freely’, I became aware of the man Steve had seen last week walking among the crowds pressing to enter in through the turnstile. He had been telling them of the need for orderliness and to attune with the aura of peace and tranquillity of the Sanctuary in order to be permitted entry.  This time there was a steady flow of incomers, walking past, reverently looking at the exalted conditions created by our attunement and desire....  Suddenly I ‘knew’ that this man, manning the turnstile, was/is John the Baptist and the turnstile/fence is symbolic of the river Jordan, whereby all who seek entry into the presence of the Lord, into ‘the Promised Land’, need to cross over the Jordan from east to west, and as they cross, to be ‘baptised’ freely with the ‘waters of life’.  Immediately the Teacher said (guess what!?) ‘We go forward’.

 

This sudden ‘knowing’ who this was (we call him ‘JB’) was not a thought process; it was suddenly there and it wasn’t a case of, ‘I wonder if he might be JB?’  I knew it was him, in my heart, my soul and then (after I knew it was him) the rest all just fell into place, about the turnstile/fence being symbolic of the Jordan and the passing through under his instruction/scrutiny was symbolic of his baptism.  And the wonderful thing is that we have such easy, relaxed, natural fellowship with him. He is so friendly and as soon as I told Steve (who was not at this communion) who he was he became aware of him and said he felt (as Theresa & I felt) as though he had known him ‘forever’.  We seem to all be part of the ‘Team’ together and all part of ‘The Plan’, from ‘aforetime’ (the Master’s way of saying before we incarnated).

 

Beloved Lord, I love you, rejoice in you and all the wonders of your leading.  I feel as if we are truly beginning to become harmonised with this, your new phase of operations in our lives.

 

My son, there is healing, there is wholeness, there is restoration in forgiveness and absolution, for these processes are the steps to redemption being brought freely back to Papa; into his holy, perfect presence, one with Him, released from the yoke and burdens of commitment to the wiles of the ‘enemy.  This is Papa’s desire for you, my beloveds, as it is for all who will enter in and take of the waters of life.  I will then put my Love and my spirit upon each one who truly desires, and he shall become the re-creation that awaits all who will receive of me.  And I will seat such at my banquet table and serve him with the New Wine of the Kingdom, which I long to drink with them all, and my sweetmeats of the joy of eternal Life, which it is my good pleasure to place before them.

And the rejoicing shall be from the very heights of Heaven unto the lowliest.

So be it, my son; all is already accomplished.  Go, spread my goodwill among all your fellows.  I am with you always in every detail of every endeavour.

 


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Holy Communion June 29, 1997

 

All goes forward my beloveds, and these learning and blessing experiences are for your strengthening and preparation for what lies ahead.  Each and every one is important in itself as well as in its role as part of the New Structure that is being created.

 

Beloved Lord, when someone who has been so famous in the Earthly life (EAP) comes in, even though we have been able to bless him in your beloved name, for help and going forward in your peace and joy, I still find it distracting and upsetting to my equilibrium.

 

My son, this is because of the psychic conditions that have been created around such a soul.  These remain, and when you come to awareness of them you pick up on those conditions.  They are of the mammon consciousness, and the children of Earth have been easily caught up in such a vortex.  Even if they are considered harmless adulation there are only apparent ‘victims’ of such energies, including the object of such adulation.  This happens also with anointed messengers!  This is why it is necessary for the focus to be on Papa at all times.  When such conditions arise, focus, or re-direct the focus, upon the only One that is good; that is, God.

All goes forward my beloveds, and these learning and blessing experiences are for your strengthening and preparation for what lies ahead.  Each and every one is important in itself as well as in its role as part of the New Structure that is being created.

All is well, my son, have no fear or anxiety; I have overcome the world.  All is according to the Great God Purpose.  Be of good cheer. 

 


 

Holy Communion July 6, 1997

 

My Plan is all encompassing; every opportunity is catered for, according to the power of the Spirit of Truth.  No event in my earthly life was ‘chance’ fulfilment of prophecy.  So also is the fulfilment of your birth vision because you have committed your life into my care.

 

At the offering I felt as if JB (John the Baptist) was relaying my words out ‘beyond the Jordan,’ to all who dwell in the wilderness, as if he is accustomed to such conditions and can act as a channel, or relay station for my speaking the words of the Service and all the pure desire energy generated by that which we do.  This seems to be necessary because the Master has counselled me not to go out (into the wilderness) but to remain at the entranceway to the banquet chamber, to welcome in all who would enter.

Beloved Lord, one step at a time our hearts desire awakens within us and in sync with this, the Great Rescue Programme that you have in place as it unfolds before us.

 

My son, your heart’s desire is not something that is becoming; a faltering, chance, haphazard development.  It is a strong, well-established creation, as I have already said, perfectly forged in the fire of Spirit, in pure harmony with eternal reality.  It is unfolding before you in your earthly life as you go forward upon the path, led by me, your guide to Eternity, motivated from within by that strong desire.  Therefore, it is no coincidence that what you describe is so, for it is in fulfilment of your desire, harmonised afore time(1) with those of like desire, with whom you are in close association because of like desires.

This is how you are in close association with me.  That is not a chance happening; why should association with JB(2) or any other of my beloveds, including my beloved disciple, be surprising?  My Plan is all encompassing; every opportunity is catered for, according to the power of the Spirit of Truth.  No event in my earthly life was ‘chance’ fulfilment of prophecy.  So also is the fulfilment of your birth vision because you have committed your life into my care.

Let no one say to you there is no joy in such commitment of life, for I am the Lord of the Purple Ray – the perfect blend of Earth-life and fulfilment with eternal truth and reality.  The joy of Heaven is thus yours in the Earth-life and by no other means is this possible.  So is it with all who come to me.

 

Lord, it seems so impossible that it could be as you have described, not just for us who love you and have been brought into alignment with your power and activity, but for the billions of souls whose lives and karma are in such a horrendous mess, like a mass of tangled cables or spaghetti.

 

This is not a problem because I am operating from the within of all my little ones; like fibre-optic cable, it can transmit the Light even round corners and entanglements.

 

(1) This is Jesus’ way of saying before I incarnated as Brian.

  (2)John the Baptist

 


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Holy Communion July 13, 1997

 

Now is the time of great outpouring of His Spirit upon all the world and many shall be the signs and wonders given to those who Love Him and hold fast to that which has been given to them.

 

At the offering Val1 came in and asked if I would say a prayer for Vi (Val’s mother, who had recently laid aside her body).  Vi remonstrated at her unworthiness to be presented to the Lord but I was eventually able to introduce her to Val and Roland (Val’s dad, who had passed away many years previously).

Lord, there must be countless souls like Vi, who feel ashamed, unworthy to meet you.  I pray for your guiding spirit if it is your desire to use us for rescue work with such souls.

 

My son, FTOC make all things possible in the lives of Gods children, even as He demonstrated in me and even as He is and will continue to demonstrate in you and all who love Him.  Now is the time of great outpouring of His Spirit upon all the world and many shall be the signs and wonders given to those who Love Him and hold fast to that which has been given to them.

All these things are the good gifts of Papa, freely and lovingly given.  If His little ones to whom He has given do not treasure such gifts and give thanks to Him and receive them gladly, those gifts shall fade away and be lost2 and corruption shall come upon the ungrateful recipients in their place.  Those who gladly and gratefully receive and hold fast in the face of persecution and ridicule and torment shall desire to share those gifts with their fellows who have not yet so received, as a result of unreadiness.  This attitude of sharing shall assist those who feel unready to become aware that Papa also loves them and has many good gifts to bestow also upon them.

So, I counsel you my son, freely have you received, freely share with all who are sent or brought to you, of the good gifts of Love, peace, joy of Heaven, truth and of such other gifts as the Spirit moves you to give, especially goodwill to all men.  All such gifts cannot be abused by evildoers.  Be as wise as a serpent and as harmless as a dove, and listen for my guiding, praying always, regarding the matters of Earthly gifts.  Give not that which is holy unto the dogs, who would take all that you have and turn again and rend you.

All is well my son.  Peace and joy of Heaven be with you and all your beloveds.  Pray ceaselessly.

 

1See Diary entry dated January 1st 1995 for background on Val.

2 This does not imply that God is offended by non-acceptance of His gifts, but simply that they fade from the awareness of those who do not receive them gladly.  In eternal reality, nothing from or of God is ever lost, and eventually those who are not ready to receive His gifts will grow in understanding to the place where they will be ready, however many more acts that may take.  This is why Jesus exhorts us to pray ceaselessly for them, that time required for them (and us all!) to awaken may be collapsed.

 


 

Holy Communion July 20, 1997

 

Do you think I am not aware of the great temptation it is for you to debate, fence and spar with those of other persuasion?  But ask yourself, to whose glory are such encounters offered?  ...I tell you most assuredly, ‘arm-wrestling’ contests have no place in the Kingdom.  Goodwill, joyful good fellowship, Love, compassion and caring are the hallmarks.

 

At my partaking of the wine the Master stood before me, to my left, and drank the wine with me1, affirmation that we are NOW one with him in the Kingdom; his countenance was radiant with joy at this event.

Master Jesus, the events of Thursday night2 have been a shock but also a lesson; that the equivocation of the ‘Church of Laodicea’ is all around and manifesting in its members in diverse ways

 

My son, I counsel you, await my presence and my speaking, the empowerment of Holy Spirit.  Those whose tables are full have no place for the sumptuous fare that Papa has placed freely and abundantly upon your table.  Those brought to your table hungering and thirsting and attracted by your offerings shall readily ask and partake of your free gifts.  By this shall such encounters be uplifting to all you and your guests.  Those who come to heap rejection and revulsion upon your banquet have no place at your table.

Do you think I am not aware of the great temptation it is for you to debate, fence and spar with those of other persuasion?  But ask yourself, to whose glory are such encounters offered?  The choice is freely yours.  You will know by the inward joy that all experience of those who truly hunger and thirst and those who seek with humility brings. I tell you most assuredly, ‘arm-wrestling’ contests have no place in the Kingdom.  Goodwill, joyful good fellowship, Love, compassion and caring are the hallmarks.  All is fulfilled only in harmony with eternal wisdom.

If you wish to close the psychic challenge of contentious encounters, offer peace and blessings in my name and be/go about your business.  All is well.  Joy of Heaven be with you and all your endeavours.

 

1Matthew 26 says: And he took the cup, and gave thanks, and gave it to them, saying, Drink ye all of it; But I say unto you, I will not drink henceforth of this fruit of the vine, until that day when I drink it new with you in my Father's kingdom.

 

2I was in the pub with my daughter discussing matters of spiritual consideration when we were interrupted by a vicar and his friend, who had been eavesdropping on our conversation, and who engaged us in debate about interpretation of biblical matters, presenting a literal-minded, orthodox position on some issues and a radical, liberal position on others.  When asked questions confronting and confounding their bizarre perceptions with quotes from the bible, the vicars response each time was, ‘I refuse to answer that question on the grounds that it might call my reputation into doubt.’

 


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Holy Communion July 27, 1997

 

My son, rejoice at the victory of Heaven over the fallen Earth and its redemption to Almighty God our Heavenly Father, by the power, Love and grace of our beloved Lord Yeshua (Jesus), Christ of the Holy One.

 

Jean Mc. (a peacemaker murdered by the IRA for campaigning for peace in Northern Ireland) has come in, attracted by the peace and prayers for her well-being and release from terror.  She is so strong and positive, full of harmony for the Kingdom.

Beloved Teacher, this, your programme under Christ authority, goes forward and we know wondrous things are being accomplished.

 

My son, rejoice at the victory of Heaven over the fallen Earth and its redemption to Almighty God our Heavenly Father, by the power, Love and grace of our beloved Lord Yeshua (Jesus), Christ of the Holy One.

I do assure you, Brian, faithful one, that this victory is already reality, indeed it has been since the cross of long ago, and weakness, doubt, uncertainty, even waywardness of Earth-life souls has no effect on its reality.  You have on record the weakness in the Earthly life of many who were and are stalwarts for the righteousness and Love of Papa, both in Holy Scripture and in subsequent times.  Weakness, backsliding, even adultery and murder have no impact on the great desire of God to draw His little ones back to Himself.  (This refers to Moses, who murdered an Egyptian guard, and King David, who committed adultery with Bathsheba and plotted the murder of her husband.)

You also know in your heart and soul that any such state of being less than in perfect at-one-ment with the Great Desire does not mean you are no longer committed to that Desire in your heart and soul.  The enemy would have it thus but it is not according to the perfect, benign, loving, forgiving good will of God.

He is accomplishing your perfecting, as He is that of all who so desire, and it is and shall continue to be His doing, exceedingly wondrous to behold.  You are not the activator, only the respondent.  Let it be so, that the enemy finds no handhold to drag you by.  It is the Spirit of Truth, which abides within you, that draws you; He requires no handhold, only desire and willingness to be drawn.  Do you think for one moment that He is incapable of succeeding?  Or incompetent?  Or does not have a plan that is incapable of failure?  So shall it be!!  All is well, my son; very, very well indeed.

 


 

Holy Communion August 3, 1997

 

…even as you break bread with me, so do you break bread with Papa also; indeed, it is He who freely gives you of the bread, which is Life eternal, raising you up from the time and place awareness to the everlasting reality.

 

At the beginning of the Service Steve saw Adolf Hitler, and although he wasn’t really aware of us, a concerted rescue operation seems to have commenced.  Many parts of the Service had heightened meaning in respect of him, and Hal appears to have been elected to help him in his awakening and going forward.  AH was some 15 or 20 metres away, in an enclosed garden, seated at a wooden picnic-style table with attached bench seats, alone, or at least unaware of any other presences. I had the feeling he was in a state of subdued confusion and bewilderment at how he had come to this solitary condition after all he had perceived as great power and stature having been his.  I saw him look up and eventually stand up at certain passages, as if something was getting right to him and he wanted to know more.  He appeared not to know where this something was coming from.

Such a presence was somewhat out of the ordinary and it took us a little while to regain our equilibrium.  As the Service progressed AH seemed to become slightly more aware of something going on and he moved closer and tried to concentrate on what was happening.  I heard Olga say ‘…(the Lord) is dismantling the power structures of the enemy.  I take this to mean that if people such as AH can be rescued (can it be in doubt when the Lord is at the helm?)  with all the negative psychic/karmic energy which must surround such as him in his present, unawakened state (no doubt there are millions of souls in the etheric who are trapped in fear/terror as a result of him and his regime’s treatment of them, and many others who are trapped in adulation of him, both conditions of which the enemy will be trying to take advantage) this will bring about the dismantling of a massive enemy powerbase and the rescue of vast numbers of souls trapped by his present condition.  I do not fully understand how or why, but it appears to me in my present state of understanding, that when someone like AH is still in an unawakened, unenlightened state, many who came under his influence, either as victims or as perpetrators of his evil designs, are held back by his condition.  So his going forward would, as it were, ‘unblock a log-jam’ and the ‘enemy’ would lose a huge number of souls entrapped in its camp. 

   

My son, the troops for my mission in the spirit realms are beyond the reach of the enemy because they live in a state, a place, created by their desire.  This is true also of you, but because of the laws of time and place which permit your bridging activity, so vital in your rescue work, you are potentially vulnerable to attack from the enemy the prince of time and place.  As with those in spirit realms who are protected by the desire of their hearts, so are you by the desire to be part of the Kingdom.  It is more difficult in the time and place conditions to become and to remain focused on this desire, so I counsel you, continue to pray, to partake of this ritual of breaking bread with me; for even as you break bread with me, so do you break bread with Papa also; indeed, it is He who freely gives you of the bread, which is Life eternal, raising you up from the time and place awareness to the everlasting reality.

Come what may, have no fear; I have overcome the world and all things are within my control.  This is assured for you by your love for and commitment to me.  Today is a day for great and mighty rejoicing.  I am very well pleased.

That which is sown in the secret place shall be known in the public place.

 


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Holy Communion August 10, 1997

 

I tell you, my son, this is what you shall reveal to all your brethren, even as I reveal it to you, because it is your hearts desire.  Did I not promise you that in you would be fulfilled your hearts desire?  I know you do not doubt the Word of your Lord, for I am your beloved friend also.

 

As the multitude coming from East of Jordan gathered, and increased in numbers I wondered how J. B.1 could cope and he immediately said, ‘I have the help of angels and of men,’ and I instantly saw Ted acting as one of his helpers. It was as if he was holding out a towel to those who came up out of the Jordan after receiving a full immersion baptism.

I felt we were beacons of the Lord’s Light and Living Word on mount Zion, beaming out toward the wilderness, especially East of Jordan and the Dead Sea.  I heard an authoritative voice, as of perhaps Gabriel, call out, ‘Let the sons of Ammon2 join the throng and enter in.’

Beloved Lord Jesus, the Glory of all this is yours, according to the prophecies of long ago.

 

My son, the Glory is Papa's, and we all are illuminated and radiate His Light according to our desire for His good and perfect will and our attunement with Him by FTOC.  He gives us, freely, lovingly, the gift of His Glory and so, in that sense, it is mine, as it is yours also, according to His eternal principles. Let neither false humility cloud the reality, for nothing can progress in such, due to loss of sight of the path (back to eternity), nor let pride overtake you, for of yourself none of these things can be.  I tell you truly therefore, let true humility and thanksgiving be in your heart, for Papa Loves you so and it is His great desire and good pleasure to bestow upon you more wondrous and awesome gifts than you can receive or comprehend at this time. 

However, be thou faithful, as you have been faithful, and keep on in this way and He shall reveal to you, as He grows you in your ability to receive, all that He has in store for you.  And this is His plan for all His children.  I tell you, my son, this is what you shall reveal to all your brethren, even as I reveal it to you, because it is your hearts desire.  Did I not promise you that in you would be fulfilled your hearts desire?  I know you do not doubt the Word of your Lord, for I am your beloved friend also.  Joy of Heaven be yours now and eternally.

 

1John the Baptist.  For explanation, please see Diary entries dated June 15th, June 22nd and July 6th 1997.

2 See Vignette 21 in SYFK for further explanation of this reference to the Ammonites.

 


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Holy Communion August 17, 1997

 

...enter in to His presence and be lifted up, purified by the eternal living flame, and thus become a beacon of that Light.  Only in this way can the beacon be seen from near and afar off, and draw many who seek to know the message that I have put into your heart, and will speak from your mouth.

 

I had awareness of the Ammonites starting to descend from their hill country into the Jordan Valley, drawn toward where J. B. is ‘baptising.’1

 

My son, now do you see why it has been essential that you remain steadfastly in this place and go not out into the wilderness, the surrounding hills and plains and valleys.  It has been necessary for your own purposes as well as that of your fellows, that you ascend unto the Hill of the Lord.  The Hill of the Lord is one place2 only; it is set fast in the place ordained of God, for His purposes.

It has been necessary that you remain, ascending one step at a time, that you might enter in to His presence and be lifted up, purified by the eternal living flame, and thus become a beacon of that Light.  Only in this way can the beacon be seen from near and afar off, and draw many who seek to know the message that I have put into your heart, and will speak from your mouth.

Have no fear, no doubt, no trepidation; I, your Lord and your brother, have performed it and will perform it.  That which I bring is not of the Earth; therefore do not measure the prospect according to your earthly perception.  Rather, let your eye be single, focused on the mighty Word, which goes forth to fulfil all unto which it has been sent.  This Living Word has been written within your heart and the hearts of all who seek unto its truth, for their comfort and reassurance.  As you seek therein so shall you find affirmation of the Living Word that I gave to you from the throne of Eternity.

Continue steadfastly in my guiding, my son; for herein is fulfilment, herein is joy, herein are riches, herein is power of the Holy One.  I walk before you, I walk beside you, I walk behind you, I walk within you, for your peace, your comfort, your reassurance, your protection.

Nothing shall fail.  Therefore rejoice; the Joy of Heaven abounds in all your endeavours in my name.

 

1 For full details, please see SYFK, Part 2, Vignette 21. Laser: amplifying the Light for the Kingdom.

2 This place, the Holy Hill, is in our hearts, ‘the secret chamber’. We ascend into that meeting place with Self by truly seeking after God and earnestly desiring the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth, and placing ourself in His guiding, leading of our life.

 


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Holy Communion August 24, 1997

 

Now is the time for the outpouring of Holy Spirit, Which is salve for the eyes, opening of the ears, awakening of the hearts, restoration of the lives of those enslaved in Sheol.  Chains are being cast off, heels re-sprung, all conditions being made new.

 

I became aware that all the multitudes of souls who have ever come to this Service untold numbers from all ages and realms were gathered here, all with one desire and one accord: to praise and give thanks to Papa and, as the symbolic ‘Bride of Christ, to say, “COME” to whosoever will partake of the bread and wine of the Lord’s life and Love.  It was as if all were gathered with us on the platform, or ‘staging post’* halfway up the ladder, calling down the ladder to those below.  I realised that the platform is ‘this table’ the Lord's Table.

I also was aware that we have ascended the Hill of the Lord and are shining the Christ light before men the Ammonites (as symbols of contrary, enslaved-to-the-enemy, adversarial people) and who knows who else, to join with the Spirit and the Bride in the Holy Invitation to commune.

Beloved Jesus, Lord of the Resurrection, thank you for leading us forward in these wondrous revelations.  I marvel that you have known all these things all along.

 

My son, these revelations unfold before your eyes and in your heart because, by your Love for and commitment to me and your one-pointed desire for the Kingdom, you become more and more attuned to the eternal reality, where all these things exist and are in the open for all to see.  Also, now is the time in Papa’s Great Rescue Programme for the outpouring of Holy Spirit, Which is salve for the eyes, opening of the ears, awakening of the hearts, restoration of the lives of those enslaved in Sheol.  Chains are being cast off, heels re-sprung, all conditions being made new.

As ever, as never so much before, continue in this way, my beloveds.  Glory, Love, fulfilment, joy of Heaven are abounding.  Celebration is in the air, renewal of life in all its true fullness is with the children of Earth.  For all are Papas, from the least to the greatest.  I counsel you, let this be your only focus: rejoicing, for the Kingdom is now.  Let not the death throes of the mammon of unrighteousness occupy a single thought or moment of concern in your lives.  I am with you unto fulfilment of all.

 

* Please see SYFK, Vignette 27, for a full explanation of this. 

 


The following Diary entries were posted on July 8th 2009.

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August 27, 1997

 

...that which we do, that to which we espouse ourselves, our Service of Mystical Communion with Christ, is ‘a beacon of Light on the Hill of the Lord,’ sending out the Light into wilderness places to draw all who will near to the Lord.

 

During recent months I have had a growing inner awareness that that which we do, that to which we espouse ourselves, our Service of Mystical Communion with Christ, is ‘a beacon of Light on the Hill of the Lord’, sending out the Light into wilderness places to draw all who will near to the Lord.  Also, our prayers and blessings for all in need, I have felt, should be a receiving of Papa’s freely given Love and blessing to us, amplified in our hearts and souls by our Love for Him and for all His little ones, our desire for the Kingdom and His righteousness and justice for all, and sending that amplified Love and blessing out to those for whom we pray.

 

As we focused on this during our morning prayers and Theresa said it was ‘like a lighthouse’, I suddenly knew that this was not just shining and reflecting light, but amplifying it.  This is according, it all suddenly came in, to the same principle as the laser Light Amplification by Stimulated Emission of Radiation which bounces, amplifies by stimulated emission of radiation, light inside a Ruby a jewel until it bursts out, hugely powerful, focused and concentrated enough to cut through carbon steel.

 

Sir Oliver Lodge (the famous British physicist, 1851-1940), who I realised had come near and put this awareness into my consciousness, said, “Much more powerful than that; powerful enough to penetrate the darkest hell.  He also said our Communion Service is ‘The Light Factory’.

 


 

Holy Communion August 31, 1997

 

...the power of spiritual Truth is the great leveller and will bring all things and all people to the place where they belong. This is inevitable and inexorable. It is Almighty God, so nothing can resist it indefinitely, though many try.

 

I had the awareness that Oliver had brought in a giant, prototype laser, and people were crowding round to see it, with great excitement.  It was about the size of a large car or van.  This event was atop Mount Moriah, the ‘Hill of the Lord’, the site of Solomon’s Temple in Jerusalem.  We were facing east, toward the River Jordan, the north end of the Dead Sea and beyond that, to the mountains east of the Jordan in which the Ammonites lived in Old Testament times.  The Ammonites were descendants of Lot from an incestuously produced offspring, Ben-Ammi, with Lot’s younger daughter.  The Old Testament describes how these people were a frequent thorn in the flesh of the Jews.

It became clear that the objective was to fire the laser at the mountains in which the Ammonites live(d) and that it would disintegrate them (the mountains, not the Ammonites!).  “Every valley shall be exalted and the mountains and hills laid low” (Isa. 40:4) came immediately to mind.  Surely by the laser of our desire for the Kingdom of love, truth, righteousness and justice, the (self) exalted shall be abased and the (self) abased shall be exalted.  The Master said:

 

Well perceived, my son.  As you naturally observed and as I subsequently taught you, all creation is according to principles, and all operate at different levels of manifestation.  You rightly perceive that the power of spiritual truth is the great leveller and will bring all things and all people to the place where they belong.  This is inevitable and inexorable.  It is Almighty God, so nothing can resist it indefinitely, though many try.  All opposition is, by nature, of time and place operation only, so must come to an end.  Papa does not intervene because it is His law not to but also because He does not need to.  What He does do and what I do with Him coincidently is to outwork the Great Eternal Plan.

 

Thus the little ones of Earth, with time and place perception, perceive the time and place operation, which is discord, disarray and destruction according to the disharmonious ray of the ‘Prince of time and place’.  It (the ego) dresses things up in masquerade costume and my little ones perceive glister and glamour.  This achieves its objective of deception.  But my Father works and I work, for the eternal objective of life abundant and life everlasting, filled with joy, full measure, pressed down.  The oil shall never expire and the bread shall feed all my Fathers children. (See 1 Kings 17:14).

 

This is why I say, have no thought nor concern for the oppositions plan; it is of none-effect save deception and corruption.  Focus rather upon Eternity; there shall all your visions be fulfilled.  I am able; all is accomplished. 

 

At the end of the dedication hymn, Papa said, “The Lord whom ye seek shall suddenly come to His Temple.  Be thou always ready to receive Him, rejoicing.”

 


The following Diary entry was posted on September 9th 2009.

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Holy Communion Sept 7, 1997

 

It is not possible, as well you know, for any soul incarnate to assimilate all details at once... I do assure you, Beloved, that your faith and your steadfast commitment shall be the means by which all things shall be restored to your awareness in due season.   

 

 I heard the Master say, “You have followed me and I have led you up the Hill of the Lord.”

This is his affirmation that we are now on the Holy Hill as beacons laser beacons of his light, shining into the wilderness places.  This also ties in with seeing the stairway from ‘hell’ up to the Heights of Heaven, with our communing acting as a platform through the midst of which the stairway passed on its way up from darkness to the light (please see Vignette 27 at the end of SYFK for full details).

Beloved Lord, it was as if all who would ascend must pass through what we do.

 

My son, that which you do is indeed an essential step from darkness to Light.  Has it not been so for you?  Does it not so continue?  In truth it is so, as you have observed by noting the worthies who are part of it including my beloved disciple, the very author and initiator of this ritual, and who is another of my treasured harbingers.  None of this is by chance.

You need have no concern for any detail, nor for any aspect of my plan of which you are as yet unaware.  It is not possible, as well you know, for any soul incarnate to assimilate all details at once.  Let your faith, trust, obedience and commitment be in that which has already been revealed to you, to your certain knowledge that I lead you, and for 30 years you have been following faithfully.  I do assure you, Beloved, that your faith and your steadfast commitment shall be the means by which all things shall be restored to your awareness in due season.  You may try to anticipate, but the pattern and there is a pattern unfolds at your feet, one step at a time.  This pattern, or path, has form, substance, structure and direction, and leads to ultimate fulfilment because you have made a full and absolute commitment to me, and have given me authority over all the affairs of your life.  In exchange for this I will show the world fulfilment by such commitment. 

All is well, all goes forward; nothing ordained by the Word can fail.

 


The following Diary entry was posted on November 11th 2009.

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Holy Communion September 14, 1997

 

It is vital for your comfort and your spiritual, mental and emotional well-being that you remain one-pointed in your commitment to me, and that you maintain your focus upon my lead, my life, my Kingdom purpose. Without this your life fragments would become separated and disintegrate.

 

Beloved Master and Lord, I feel as if so many new awarenesses and illumination are coming in, that the empowerment of our desires is now beginning to take place.

 

My son, your desire for the Kingdom has been as a seed, sown into fructifying soil.  It grows within you and inevitably becomes the overriding reality of your life, more meaningful and tangible to your awareness than the outer, mundane masquerade of the earthly life around you.

Without this desire none of these revelations could happen; they are not of the earthly mind or understanding but of the Life Force, which is pure Spirit.  This is mystical awareness, not intellectual rationalisation.  As your perception of the principles flashes into your consciousness your soul awareness so does your hungering and thirsting for Truth and your readiness to receive and accept new spiritual experience and understanding enable it to rest and become fixed in the plate of your conscious mind.

It is vital for your comfort and your spiritual, mental and emotional well-being that you remain one-pointed in your commitment to me, and that you maintain your focus upon my lead, my life, my Kingdom purpose.  Without this your life fragments would become separated and disintegrate.  I am your gravity, your polarity, by which all remains focused and held together.

All is well; have no fear.  Go in peace; let the joy of Heaven in you irradiate the Earth and all around you.

 


The following Diary entry was posted on December 30th 2009.

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Holy Communion September 21, 1997.  Equinox.

 

The GRP is now entering the fulfilment phase, and many souls from deep wilderness are hearing the Call because of the strength of desire in the signal.  Control must be exercised to prevent chaos, and this takes place at the point of entering in.

 

At the end of the Holy Invitation I heard someone speak from behind my right shoulder, “Sock it to ’em!”  Later, I realised it was John the Baptist* (JB).  I am aware that JB is very much a central part of this operation even though he may be working in the ‘outfield’.

JB, I feel such a sense of kinship with you.

 

Brian, dear friend; you and I are out of the same mould!  I wanted you to realise that I am in the midst, not remote, because my commitment it will come as no surprise to you to hear is absolute.  You might say I have a long-term investment in the Kingdom programme.  It is only natural that, having been there at the beginning of the Earth mission of the Master, I should wish to be as closely involved at the completion of his Great Rescue Programme.

The selection of the Holy Land’ is full of symbolism, with the geographical features fulfilling so many of the underlying spiritual realities the Jordan River, the Holy Hill of the City of Peace, the wilderness of Judea.  The river is a natural barrier to entry into the Holy Place but has strategic crossing places, through which those who seek to enter in may safely pass.  In fulfilment of my desire, this provides opportunity for the cleansing waters to purify the souls of all who desire to enter and help to bring about a change of awareness, a change of focus, from the undisciplined clamour of the Outer Court to the Middle Court, in preparation for the ascent unto the Hill of the Lord.

In this operation we are all working as a team.  You are amplifiers of the Call, to all who will enter in, to Come.  The GRP is now entering the fulfilment phase, and many souls from deep wilderness are hearing the Call because of the strength of desire in the signal.  Control must be exercised to prevent chaos, and this takes place at the point of entering in. 

Watch this space for further bulletins.  Grace, peace and joy of Heaven be with you all, beloved friends and fellow-servers.  JB.

 

* For detailed background on how this contact came about, please see Diary entries dated June 15th, June 22nd and July 6th 1997.

 


The following Diary entries were posted on February 17th 2010.

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Late October 1997

 

Susie (our rescued Lhasa Apso dog) was suffering badly from back trouble and as I asked Papa’s guidance on whether to take her to the vet I became aware of what seemed to be ‘Spirit Wind’.  I had a sense of it swirling round like a spiralling cloud, with a human-type face, radiating peace and Love.  It was reminiscent of an illustration in a child’s story book of a benign, westerly breeze, blowing in a cloud.  There was no sign of physical disturbance I felt only an absolute stillness and inward tranquillity, serenity, peace; a considerable contrast to the way in which the metaphysical wind appeared to be swirling.  I asked what this was and the Voice spoke, from the face in the cloud; it was somehow not Papa or the Master Jesus, but had Their same authority: “I AM the Spirit of Truth” and after a slight pause, “the Holy Breath”.  The rest of the communication was telepathic (or, Mind to mind communing), explaining that the visitation was to bring a message of positive assurance from Papa, in response to my asking, to leave Susie in His loving hands; not to expect an instant ‘fix’ but to leave it with Him and be constant in faith; not to be concerned if she didn’t eat for a few days.

This experience was, in my heart and the inner awareness of my mind, completely and utterly real, and it gave me a new sensation of awareness, of faith, trust and the ensuing willingness to be obedient to this Inner Awareness.

From that moment, Susie went into the dog’s bed under my desk (she never went there previously).  It had been our previous dog’s bed and Susie instinctively honoured that and kept out of it, even after Muffy had come to the end of her sojourn with us.  Susie stayed in that bed for 4 days without moving except to do her business, eat (not much) and come into the house at the end of each day.

From that time on, her back gave her no further trouble.

 


 

Holy Communion November 2, 1997

 

My son ...the Spirit of Truth is reality, and all who experience His reality shall never be the same again.  Those who speak glibly of His presence in their lives will not have Spiritual Knowing or empowerment unless or until their lives are... full of desire for Eternal Truth

 

Beloved Jesus, I feel as if this (my encounter with the Holy Breath) has been a giant leap forward on the path of spiritual growing and awakening.

 

My son, make no mistake, the Spirit of Truth is reality, and all who experience His reality shall never be the same again.  Those who speak glibly of His presence in their lives will not have Spiritual Knowing or empowerment unless or until their lives are full of commitment, full of desire for Eternal Truth and willingness to be obedient to their inner, higher awareness.  I counsel you, hold fast to your central, inner instincts for the steadfastness, rightness and truth of Kingdom reality.  Let no-one downgrade or deter you from your innate sense of the pureness and Highness, the rarefied atmosphere of the Most Holy Place.  None shall be able to distort it to their own misguided perception.  Draw close, and ever closer to me.  Let the Holy Breath be upon you and within you, for renewal, inspiration and guiding.

This shall be the whole armour of God by which nothing debased or evil shall sully or harm you, nor all who don it.  Be thou Holy unto the Lord and REJOICE, for the Kingdom is Holy and pure and joyful and uplifting.  I come quickly; be thou ALWAYS ready.

 


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Holy Communion November 9, 1997

 

‘Satan’, the destroyer, shall not prevail.  He has deceived my little ones into desolate places; but the Good Shepherd is on the move!  No place shall be un-searched, no lost sheep overlooked.  This is the love of Eternity.  It is the only way to Eternity.

 

Two men in the appearance of ancient Greeks have been here, experiencing the reality of that which we do, and the ‘palpableness’ of our Christ-communing experience has been as I have never known it before.

Beloved Lord Jesus, we are going forward into a greater awareness of the eternal, Heaven reality .

 

My son, I know you have long desired increased awareness of your home realm.  Now is this becoming more your reality, in fulfilment of your hearts desire.  It is not of your doing; it is possible in response to your earnest desiring.  It is Papa who is performing it, for He is the Good Husbandman.  It is a natural progression and growing.  This is also becoming so with your faith.

As you trust, and your understanding of His reality becomes more tangible, so shall your experience of miraculous healing and transformations become more an everyday event.  This is your true home Eternity.  It is the true home of all Papas little ones.  ‘Satan’, the destroyer, shall not prevail.  He has deceived my little ones into desolate places; but the Good Shepherd is on the move!  (Alleluia!!) No place shall be un-searched, no lost sheep overlooked.  This is the Love of Eternity.  It is the only way to Eternity.  No other means shall survive or be fruitful.

I counsel you, continue in the Light of heavenly discernment and be one-pointed in your repudiation of all theories that are not of the Way of Truth.  Papa is the source of all and the only sufficiency for all.  Be thou one-pointed in thy focus.  Be not deceived for one moment.  I am with you for strength of conviction in the everlasting righteousness.  So be it.  Amen.

 


The following Diary entry was posted on April 14th 2010.

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Holy Communion November 16, 1997

 

Only by your faith, trust, obedience and commitment is it possible for the Holy Breath to breathe in you, to live in you, to speak in you, to work the works of my Father in you, as He did in me. 

 

Earlier in the week Pop peacefully laid aside his body.  I was aware of Ma being present and she said, excitedly, “We’ve got him over, safe and sound!”  By this she meant he was awake and alert, happy, relaxed and peaceful; untraumatised by his passing.

 

My son, this joyous day is fulfilment of your hearts desire for your Earth-life dad.  It is possible for you because of that desire, your commitment, your Love, your prayers.  All that you ask Papa in my name, believing, it is truly His good pleasure to give to you.  And it is my joy also to see your hearts desire fulfilled in this and every way.  This is truly a graphic illustration of Papas work in the life of His little ones, and it is true for all His little ones.  These things which you have seen and experienced are for all.  It is my desire that you witness to your fellows all who will receive to this reality.

Nevertheless, let your witness be according to my leading, my directing, my timing, my empowerment.  Only by your faith, trust, obedience and commitment is it possible for the Holy Breath to breathe in you, to live in you, to speak in you, to work the works of my Father in you, as He did in me.  I know you desire this; let it be your desire also that it be only for the glorification of Papas Name and for His Kingdom.  I am the Avenger; I will avenge*.  You are the son of Love; love.  This is His good purpose in you.  Rejoice, that His purposes go forward unto fulfilment.

   

Thank you, beloved Jesus.

Pop has been welcomed to this Hall of Joy by the Master and all who frequent it.  There is much celebration in the realms of Heaven.

* Please see SYFK chapter 5, for explanation of this statement.

 

This Diary entry may appear to suggest a contradiction with the reference in the MoE dated April 14th 2010 about laying aside our body not restoring us to the Eternity of Heaven, so a word of explanation is called for: 

 

When we lay aside our body at the end of a sojourn in time and place, we go to an etheric counterpart of Earth that is compatible with our understanding at the time of demise.  Over the latter years of his Earthly life I had spoken often with Pop about spiritual/mystical matters, and although he did not fully understand all that was said, he never rejected anything, and was receptive to such discussion.  The same was so with my mother, Ma, so she (having completed her time here three years earlier) was already in a place in the etheric counterpart of Earth that is substantially (if not completely) enlightened.

 

In such a realm (or ‘mansion’) there is great acceptance of eternal reality, and those, such as Jesus, who are fully enlightened, are warmly and lovingly welcomed there.  By this level of fellowship with enlightened ones, such souls are able to gain counsel that will help them plan subsequent incarnations.  This help will enable many mistakes to be avoided, and thus reduce very substantially the number of further incarnations required in order for a full restoration to wholeness, or enlightenment, to be achieved.

 


The following Diary entry was posted on April 28th 2010.

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Holy Communion November 23, 1997

 

This is my desire; this is my command from Papa: that His children be brought back into the fold of all sufficiency.  So is this now available to all who will receive of it my son...  But you must leave all the details to me. 

 

I realised that we need to focus, in this Service, in our lives and in all we do, on the Living Word, because it is the Word which is Truth, and Jesus teaches that living the Truth shall set us free.  Free from the chains, the shackles, the ties that bind us to the ‘enemy’; the lies, the deceptions, the denial of our true nature as God’s Children, of our Spiritual, eternal birthright.  

 

My son, denial is the opposition’s tool for deceiving Papa’s little ones; denial of abuse, denial of Self, denial of Truth.  Denial of Truth is hiding from Truth, hiding from Heritage, hiding from Destiny. The elaborate theories of men say denial is for self-preservation, but this is so only in the realms of time and place – the ‘enemy’s domain.  It is not true in the eternal realm of Papa’s Kingdom. 

 

Denial of Truth prohibits return to Truth, Peace, Joy eternal.  In the Kingdom is no denial but adoption; acceptance of all Truth.  Truth of all that has been, so that it can be offered up to Papa; so that He can gladly take its broken fragments and restore to His beloved little ones the wholeness that is freedom. Freedom to dance, to sing, to rejoice, to enter into Oneness.  Thus shall wholeness be restored in the children of the fallen Earth.  This is my desire; this is my command from Papa: that His children be brought back into the fold of all sufficiency.   

 

So is this now available to all who will receive of it, my son.  It is my endeavour to demonstrate this in your lives, in accord with your hearts’ desire.  But you must leave all the details to me.  I am able to accomplish the fulfilment of all by Papa Power.

 


The following Diary entry was posted on May 12th 2010.

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Holy Communion November 30, 1997

 

Continue in the Way that I have shown you; hold fast to the Principles of Life that I have revealed to you.  Let all that you do be first, last and always to the Glory of God.  This shall bring fulfilment beyond all your aspirations...

 

Beloved Lord, our Saviour, Redeemer and best of all friends: I love you so, I rejoice in all the blessings of this wondrous Service of rejoicing, thanksgiving, rescuing, celebrating.  It is so uplifting, and helps me forget the frustrations and lack of awareness and understanding in my Earthly life.

 

My son, do you think for a single moment that I am unaware of your eagerness, your anxiousness, your frustration, your sense of lack of strength and power; your desire to be pressing on with your committed involvement in bringing the Kingdom to Earth?  All these things and more are well known to me, my son, and I rejoice in them.  I rejoice because it demonstrates to me the steadfastness of your desire and commitment to the eternal Kingdom of Gods love, joy, peace, truth and all-inclusiveness.  It is, I assure you, necessary that each soul called and chosen to serve be sure within themselves of their readiness1 to serve the task for which they have volunteered.  You know all this.

Nevertheless, I say to you, well done, thou good and faithful servant; you have been unswerving in your commitment and have followed me one-pointedly where I have led.  Now do you begin to see many changes and opportunities being brought near.  Continue in the Way that I have shown you; hold fast to the Principles of Life that I have revealed to you.  Let all that you do be first, last and always to the Glory of God.  This shall bring fulfilment beyond all your aspirations and there shall be reward in Earth2 as well as in Heaven for all who join, as you, their endeavours in my name.  Have no concern for any matter that you do not understand.  All shall be revealed as you have need.  I am with you always, closer than hands and feet.  My heart beats with yours; I breathe with you; I blink with you; I live with you always and all ways.

 

1This does not imply a testing by Papa to demonstrate to Him that we are ready (for whatever) but so that we may know of our own readiness, and thus proceed, in confidence, assurance, certainty, that we have been brought, grown, to the place of preparedness for the task/objective we have chosen aforetime. 

2This does not refer to reward of Earth’s treasures (money, status, whatever, though any or all of those things may also accrue, as long as they mean nothing to us, just as they meant nothing to Jesus) but the joy of Heaven, right here, during our sojourn in time.

 


The following Diary entry was posted on June 20th 2007.

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Holy Communion December 14, 1997.  Our pre-Christmas celebration Communion.

 

You desire to give this Bread of Life to all who will receive it.  First, you must receive it wholly unto yourself.  This is of My doing, not yours, and you are able to receive it of Me only in accordance with your desire to give it freely to all My little ones.

 

With Theresas help I have come to new realisation about my own lack of release into wholeness of body.  My anger, bombast and stridency toward things wrong (not of the Kingdom) and blindness of others to Truth (as I perceive it) is in some way getting between me and the wholeness that Papa has already given, preventing me from receiving it.  It is a ‘sin’ (wrongdoing) against myself, Gods child, and against Him because I am His creation.

Beloved Papa, this realisation has changed my attitude, perception of this tendency in me to outburst.  It is a manifestation of ego-self, of red-Earth; a handle for the accuser to hold onto me by; a stick for it to beat me; an obstacle to freedom; a stumbling block on the path to wholeness and oneness with You.

 

My son, now have no concern.  Leave all with Me.  Allow Me to draw you unto Me.  This is inevitable and so is the attendant release from all by which the accuser can hold onto you.  Anxiety is fuel for its fires, but all that you desire is already so, and your alignment with it at every level of your being, including your physical, is determined by your desire, which draws you to Me.

You do well and right to expect it.  It is your birthright, your destiny, as it is all who accept the free gift of life, of Sonship.  You desire to give this Bread of Life to all who will receive it.  First, you must receive it wholly unto yourself.  This is of My doing, not yours, and you are able to receive it of Me only in accordance with your desire to give it freely to all My little ones.  Let Love be uppermost in your heart; Love for Me, for all your fellows and for yourself.  So shall all be fulfilled.  Peace and Joy eternal be yours My son.

 


The following Diary entry was posted on May 26th 2010.


 

Holy Communion December 28, 1997

 

It is, as you know, My good pleasure to give you the Kingdom; to bless and give of the bounty of My storehouse to all who will receive ... I counsel you therefore, be always ready and receptive.

 

During the Service I heard Papa saying, “You have found favour in My sight.

Papa, beloved Heavenly Father, I feel as if I have a block against being able to hear from You Your word of blessing concerning my own life, work, fulfilment, or whatever else.

 

My son, you have found favour in My sight.  Let that not be for you any cause for alarm or concern but rather, rejoicing.  It is, as you know, My good pleasure to give you the Kingdom; to bless and give of the bounty of My storehouse to all who will receive.  You know you are desirous of such blessings and bounty, and willing to receive of them.  I counsel you therefore, be always ready and receptive.  You have been faithful and willing; your desire for the Truth of Eternity, in your own life and the world around you, is strong, reaching out to Me.  I have searched and strengthened you in My Ways.  To fulfil your strong desire to serve these Ways will you not allow Me to equip you for this purpose?

It is My good pleasure that you should be so equipped and empowered, by the Living Word; the Holy Breath.  All of which you have need shall be provided.  Have no fear or concern for any of these things, for all are within My power and My jurisdiction to give; not to you alone but to all who live by the Word and hold fast to that which I have already given.  Let Love be your motive and I will perform all things for you, My beloveds.  Go forth rejoicing in the world.  I withhold nothing from you, My beloved son.

 


 

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