The following Diary entries were posted on April 26th 2006.
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* As I scrolled to the first message of the year for 1991, the last entry for 1990 seemed so impellingly apposite for this moment of the ‘eternal Now’ that it is included here.
Holy Communion December 30, 1990
“…the need for the sustenance which is the True Life, is greater
than ever before and the time is right now, for many are questioning,
seeking, ready for something new and meaningful, satisfying to their souls.”
Our last Communion of the year. I realised that all life (as in different species of plant and animal) does not live in competition (as supposed by scientists) but in harmony and balance with each other. This is so because all life is really one life, the life of God and is operating under one control, the Father, in the same way as the hand is not in competition with the wrist but in balance and harmony with it and without one the other cannot function. It is symbiosis and predators keep prey in balance with all of life, or else prey would become too numerous. The Gaian principle.
This has been a service of restoration of spirit and soul to the Heaven consciousness and I have been aware of the Cosmic and saving (uplifting for mankind) message of the service. The Master said, "This is the cup of my Life, which I give to you," at the blessing of the wine and at the offering I was aware of the importance of the role of the Rector and the children* (as his assistants) in gathering and giving out the bread and wine to all in need. The Life that flowed through at the offering of bread was massive in volume and kept on flowing for longer than ever before.
Brian, the need for the sustenance which is the True Life, is greater than ever before and the time is right now, for many are questioning, seeking, ready for something new and meaningful, satisfying to their souls. The Earth-life attunement which you all make (by Communing) with this Cosmic reality is an opportunity for creating, or rather focusing, the life and energy at the right level or wavelength for the restoring, renewing and awakening of many, many souls who are ready to go forward. There is a banquet table, lovingly provided by the Father Creator for all to partake of. Jesus came to show the way and now, having made ready the banquet and the place for it to be held -- the New Heaven -- the call goes out.
At first there is some hesitancy and faltering among those ‘who will,’ because they are unsure of their way, their worthiness, their readiness; but these matters are of no consequence, any more than a small child's preparedness for the good gifts and the love, which his parents would bestow. The Father wants us to allow Him to bestow His Estate upon us; He knows we are not ready but He will prepare us, make us ready, one step at a time, until we are brought to that place of readiness where our potential is fulfilled - our God awareness, God filled and fulfilled consciousness - so that we can proudly be His children.
It is just as the Earth analogy and why should it not be so? All is there for those to see who have their eyes open! God bless you all my beloved friends and fellow servers. We go forward together in harmony and joy.
* This refers to our 4 children in Spirit, Peter, Diana, Christopher and Jessica, all of whom did not make it through to the Earth life and have grown up in the Heaven Realms.
Holy Communion January 6, 1991
“…as your consciousness expands, so does it…become aware of
new realisations… and these are…used to adjust your perspective of life…
so that that which is given for you to do can be done with the authority of experience.”
Our first Communion of the New Year and the realisation that the Teacher is King David has just dawned on me.* I am rocked to the core but it all makes sense.
Beloved Teacher, this realisation has left me gasping, although when I think about it now, I am not at all surprised.
My young and faithful seeker after the mysteries, such a realisation impacts upon the equilibrium of the psyche and leaves a sense of disturbance, like a rock dropped into a pool. In due course the shock waves calm down and equilibrium is restored.
I counsel you, the importance of who a person is or has been is of no concern to the unfolding, evolving programme of the Father Creator for His little ones. It is incidental in His scheme and is only important in the sense that who a person has been, and therefore his past experience and ability to go forward from that place, using the experience to go forward, can be helpful and in one-pointed service of the Kingdom programme, is helpful.
I have brought this awareness to your attention at this time to allow you to adjust as you and the whole of the Master's programme go forward, so that you will take it in your stride. Also because it is inevitable that as your consciousness expands, so does it, by definition, become aware of new realisations every day and these are all gradually assimilated and used to adjust your perspective of life. This is essential for you to achieve balance in an expanding awareness and so that that which is given for you to do can be done with the authority of experience.
Many new revelations shall come as you go forward my son. Adjustment of the focus of your vision is necessary each time. So let it be. All is well. Rejoice that we continue to go forward to new pastures and let not your heart be troubled over anything. Greater revelations then these shall come my son. Heaven and Earth are full of the glory of God even now. Fulfilment is certain, it is accomplished. Peace and joy be with you all, beloveds.
* This extract from SFGS gives the background to this new realisation:
One Sunday morning, in January 1991, during a contemplative time before beginning our Communion service, I was studying the order of the service and noticed particularly that a significant part of it was extracts from the books of Psalms, John’s Gospel and Revelation. At the very moment that this perception lodged in my consciousness, the Teacher (whom Olga had come to understand in the latter years of her Earthly life, from clues given her by him, was John, the seer of Patmos, who wrote John’s Gospel and Revelation*) burst, or more realistically, exploded into my awareness the certain, absolute knowing that he was also one and the same as King David of Old Testament fame. This was not spoken as a statement but given, placed in, revealed to my soul ‘knowingness,’ which is not in any way an intellectual process. It is inspiration, revelation, like a curtain being opened and instantly the perception is there, complete and no step-by-step logical thought processes are used – or necessary - to bring one to that place of knowing.
The experience was so staggering – albeit, not in any negative sense but simply because it had been so sudden, unexpected and explosive - that I felt as if I was in shock and needed to grab hold of something to steady myself and stop from falling off my seat. Although he had given me this information ‘unsought’ in one sense, it was in response to my seeking, questing into the origins and reasons for things being as they were in the order of the Communion Service.
Holy Communion January 13, 1991
“The peace and love and joy in the hearts and lives of all
in the Heaven consciousness shall fill the hearts and lives of all those
who will receive it in the Earth-life consciousness … for their uplifting and transforming.”
The power generated by Bruce* being here with us has been exceptional and I have been aware of the closeness of the IPS, and vibrations ranging from exquisite gentleness and personal love, great excitement about what the four of us coming together will accomplish and the peace of the Master, who stood behind me and took my hands in his as I blessed the wine of Christ love. The IPS stood around us and sang Thee we adore, O living Saviour thee… with joy and adoration in their hearts and voices.
The Teacher overshadowed me during the offering and it was he who gave it. I experienced his love for all who seek and all who sorrow. He said "Grieve not my little ones, for the Master makes all things new."
Teacher, I give thanks and my heart rejoices in this day and this experience, for I know so much is always accomplished by the extra power of an additional communicant.
Brian, my friend, rejoice indeed, for this day has accomplished much for all -- you my beloved communicants of the Earth-life consciousness, each and every one -- and the establishing of this centre for the light of God's love and transforming power. You do well to leave the door open, for truly is the door open for all who will to enter in and join the banquet feast. And there is sustenance indeed aplenty for all. There is joy in Heaven and Earth for the Glorious Day of the Lord is come. Every valley shall be exalted and every mountain and hill laid low. There is dancing and joy and celebration and all are invited to join in. The peace and love and joy in the hearts and lives of all in the Heaven consciousness shall fill the hearts and lives of all those who will receive it in the Earth-life consciousness and those in the etheric of Earth consciousness for their uplifting and transforming.
Peace my beloveds, for the Kingdom of God is among you.
At the blessing the Teacher said, "My friends, I embrace you all with the love and joy of my heart. God be praised."
* Bruce is one of Steve’s oldest friends and a long-term communicant, from Canada, on a visit to England.
Holy Communion January 20, 1991
“…countless thousands of souls have already been drawn by this beacon of Christ light. Even more such souls, wandering and lost in life's wilderness, ready to be awakened and go forward, await the contact which shall bring them to this Hill of the Lord.”
The young pilot,* recently passed over, has come to observe and has gone forward during the service. The Master said at the offering of bread, "Come unto me ye little ones and take this banquet of my life." At the wine offering I saw the young man standing in a torrent of the joy and light of the Master's life, like a waterfall in a mountain stream, washing away the ignorance and its trappings and making him new. The transformation from being in the depths of despondency to being filled with the joy and radiance of Heaven was seconds only; truly a miracle of restoration.
My son, all is wonderfully well; we rejoice at your wonderment and your success. What a team you make. Steve seeking out and rescuing, ‘hauling them in’ and your ‘salesmanship’ explaining the meaning of what we do. Truly is this a day of celebration, for one who was ‘lost’ is found and shall be returned, rejoicing, to the fold. I commend you all for your dedication, your love and commitment.
This experience is an example of the work, which goes on, at many levels, and countless thousands of souls have already been drawn by this beacon of Christ light. Even more such souls, wandering and lost in life's wilderness, ready to be awakened and go forward, await the contact which shall bring them to this Hill of the Lord.
Let peace, goodwill, compassion and JOY be in your hearts and lives my beloved friends, for these are the vibrations which shall draw weary souls and shall give them sustenance and restoration from the enervating rigours of their journeying. This is, unto such sojourners, a welcome hostelry with warmth, light, food and drink abundant and rest and shelter, bath and shower to wash away the dust of the road and bed wherein their life energies may be restored to harmonious operation.
We go forward with dancing and merrymaking my beloveds. Praise and glory be to God our Heavenly Father. Peace and joy to all the world, for the children of Earth shall become children of Heaven.
*This refers to a fighter pilot killed in the Gulf War of 1991.
Holy Communion January 27, 1991
“Come my little ones and my beloveds, take this banquet of my life.
I give it as a token of my love.”
The many souls newly aware of what we do have gathered nearby and are taking in most sincerely the words of this service. At the prayer for overshadowing they knelt at the altar and spoke the words. The Cloud of Light enveloped them and washed clean their garments. They still have little awareness of the IPS and need guidance for going forward. I pray they may receive it.
The Rector said before the start, "Remember this is a celebration; though the Earth vibration is at a low ebb we will lift you up."
At the offering the Master spoke to all who seek "Come my little ones and my beloveds, take this banquet of my life. I give it as a token of my love."
Beloved Master, the living, eternal, wholeness of the Father's plan, His Creation, is coming to my awareness. This Communion is the vehicle by which we of the Earth-life consciousness can come to the infinite, eternal awareness.
My son, you are right on both counts: the eternal is one, all is one, all are part of the whole; and this ritual attunement is the instrument of opening the closed consciousness of the children of Earth to the limitless consciousness of all eternity, all mystery, the very reality of all.
It is not some great and mysterious equation with which the minds of the children of Earth must somehow wrestle and hope, against all odds, to prevail. It starts from where each individual is and goes forward from that place in a state of comfortableness and acceptance; a peaceful, harmonious place of attunement.
It is a long, narrow Path that must unfold for each individual one step at a time. There is no place on the Path for anxiety, for this vibration camouflages the Path and hides it from the vision. It is a Path of submission, a Path of selflessness, a Path of giving everything and expecting nothing. It is a Path hidden from greed and lust and anger. All who are of humble heart and contrite spirit shall find this Path marked out and shall find its quiet, gentle, peaceful ways to be more to their liking. It is a Path that must be travelled every step by the individual. It is not a crowded, bustling highway where he who is afraid can hide amongst the throng.
I paint this picture that you may know within your heart that all is well my son. The joy of the Kingdom fill your hearts.
Afterwards the Master added: "To perceive this Path requires a change of focus."
Holy Communion February 3, 1991
“…this is, for you, the beginning of many and great experiences
in the joyful service of the Father's purpose for His little ones of Earth.”
I have been aware of newcomers of “all sorts and conditions of men” listening and learning, exhorted by Bill* from the corner store. My maternal grandmother, “Gogs,” is also present, starting to see new things, but held back by an adherence to outmoded traditions and precepts and protocols. I have also been aware of all the IPS, at a higher level of consciousness - a kind of dual awareness - but they are not yet seen by the newcomers. The newcomers have come close by my bidding, at the offering, to partake of the banquet feast.
Blessed Lord Jesus, this is an eye opener for me and one of joy beyond my wildest hopes and dreams.
My son, this is, for you, the beginning of many and great experiences in the joyful service of the Father's purpose for His little ones of Earth. Have you not been told that this is a celebration? Do you not begin to glimpse the cause of it being so?
Already countless souls have gone forward to the joy of the Father's household as a result of this attunement, creating light and illumination for their sincere and seeking hearts and minds. Now do the halt, the maimed and the blind from city streets and the highways and byways of the wilderness, who have in them no evil but do simply find themselves unable to locate the True Path, or who were unaware that there is a True Path, and also those beset by adversity who sincerely care for the goodness of life but are weighed down by many burdens -- now do they all begin to come forward, attracted by the beacon light of this place.
So shall these lost sheep continue to be drawn by this pillar of brightness in the dark and dreary places of their habitation, seeking and searching in the dark corners for all who would awaken to the loving call of sincerity and compassion.
So shall new joy in fulfilment enter the halls of your lives my beloveds. Keep on in this way for wonderment and glory beyond your imaginings. I, your Lord, have spoken it. Go forward, my beloveds.
* Bill ran the local corner shop and was kind, loving, gentle; a true friend to all comers. Some months before, he had banged his head on a shelf and this brought on a tumour that sent him Home in only a few months. It was no time before he turned up at our Service as a true and earnest seeker and rapidly became a Light for others, including large numbers of little children, who were drawn to him like bees to nectar.
Holy Communion February 10, 1991
“Now… comes the rescue work of souls… in the Earth life still,
who wander in the wilderness of time and place.”
My grandmother, “Gogs,” has come in again and I detect signs of progress. “Gramps” is here also; I suspect he has been coming quietly for some time and is well ahead of “Gogs.” He has held himself back from greater progress by waiting for her but I have been able to reassure him that this will not help her and his duty to himself is to go forward at his pace. He can come back to help her on the Way but his going forward will also help her to awaken.
Many souls have newly arrived and Bill from the corner store is their guide to the Service. He was conducting them in the singing. He had a big screen onto which he was projecting the words. They knelt for the prayer for overshadowing and for the Thanksgiving. All the IPS were harmonising beautifully for the hymns.
Beloved Master, I rejoice with my heart and soul with a great whoop of joy and delight that our work has begun in bringing the Light and love of our Father into the lives of the children of Earth and that many “lost” souls may go forward as a result of this beautiful ritual.
My son, this is indeed the beginning of your work; at least, it is the beginning of your becoming aware of your work! It has been happening for a long time in reality, for over the years your sincerity and loving, committed devotion has attracted souls from far and near. The “easy” part is now accomplished for those most ready are in the banquet feast of my life and are themselves now committed to the Kingdom Way of Life; indeed they go forward untrammelled.
Now, however, comes the rescue work of souls in the etheric who are lost; those newly passed and passing into the etheric, whose Earth life has not prepared them for the Kingdom Way, who are nevertheless, unbeknown to themselves, ready for It and in need of awakening; and ultimately, those in the Earth life still, who wander in the wilderness of time and place.
Of these tasks have no concern for this is not of your planning, only of your co-operation as the programme goes forward and conditions of readiness for each task arise. Meanwhile, each day and hour is a preparation and making ready for that which lies ahead and all shall be made ready. I am your all sufficiency in all matters and am well pleased at the progress my son. Peace and joy be with you all.
The following Diary entry was posted on July 26th 2006.
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Holy Communion December 15, 1991
… this is the ‘Time’ of transformation from the lower to the higher; the time of making new; of raising up old to that which is new; making that which is ‘dead’ alive; that which is in sorrow to that which rejoices; that which is reluctant to that which is exultant.
This is our pre-Christmas celebratory service with mince pies, mulled wine and all the JOY of the Kingdom “at the doors.” The IPS are crowding in to celebrate and bring the joy of Heaven into our lives.
Steve saw the Master walking amongst the IPS and giving them something. When he asked Him what he was giving, the Master replied:
I give Eternal Life.
My son, this is the ‘Time’ of transformation from the lower to the higher; the time of making new; of raising up old to that which is new; making that which is ‘dead’ alive; that which is in sorrow to that which rejoices; that which is reluctant to that which is exultant. That which is transformed is the consciousness of mankind, from the dung of Earth-minded waywardness to the citadel of light, life, form, structure, balance, harmony and peace. The spores were sown in the long ago – I was the sower. The spawn is the Word of Life, sown into the manure heap of the Earth-life consciousness of the Father’s little ones. So shall the fungi of the Word spring up and transform from within that which hungers and thirsts for the new life form. My son, even those who know nothing of such reality shall be transformed and shall rejoice with exceeding joy and gladness of heart, welcoming the new when they become aware of that which awaits them.
Within this Sanctuary lies the activator, which shall bring to fruition that which was sown in the long ago. Therefore I say unto you, till, cultivate and tend lovingly that which shall bear a rich harvest: the hearts and minds of your fellows. Do this my sons and daughters by sending love and blessings from your hearts and souls into the darkness of the fog and confusion that lies around you. This harvesting shall be especially fruitful by the one-pointed commitment of your faithful following of this ritual from your hearts but it is also part of your daily lives and by so being shall all be gathered in without waste into the cosmic granary.
I counsel you, contemplate the parables and analogies of life – it is the Father’s great plan, plainly before you for all to see and understand. Nothing is hidden that shall not be revealed. All shall be made known and the children shall enter in Kingdom of their Father.
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Holy Communion February 17, 1991
The balance of life energies is in need of constant re-adjustment for all and especially those who go forward along the Way of Eternal Progress. This is partially a natural process & partially one in need of assistance from helpers authorised & empowered for these things.
This has been a service of only fleeting moments of attunement and awareness of the Higher Realms and consciousness, clouded by a psychic fog of no attunement most of the time. I have been intermittently aware of etheric-realm souls coming close but the energies are dissipated today.
Brian, they may seem dissipated to you but the benefit and value of each and every Communion ritual performed by the sincere of heart and soul is far-reaching, for the communicant, for the IPS and for those in need of Christ help in the realms of uncertainty and doubt.
Lack of attunement is not lack of desire, commitment and concern for the Kingdom of God to be made manifest in the Earth, and for the lives of the children of Earth to be fulfilled. To not conduct the service of Communion because the vibes are not already as you would have them be would be self-defeating. Further, you know full well that energies, lights and colours are created and manipulated for use in many ways for the benefit of yourselves and others in need.
The balance of life energies is in need of constant re-adjustment for all and especially those who go forward along the Way of Eternal Progress. This is partially a natural process and partially one in need of assistance from helpers authorised and empowered for these things. Souls whose lives are becoming finely attuned and refined in their consciousness will be subject occasionally to lapses of integrity of their life/spiritual togetherness. There is no shame in this. As I have said, it is not a collapse of the fundamental reality of their lives, the desire of their heart for all which is good and right and whole. It is not an overthrow of love, compassion and caring. And so I say to you REJOICE, for the Kingdom of God is at hand, even at the doors of mankind; and for you those doors are open and no man can shut them. The celebration goes on. It is true, it is real, it is unstoppable, it is free to all who will. Come -- partake with us. All is well. I bless you with Christ love and joy. Peace be with you all dear friends.
I am not sure of the identity of this communicator; it may have been John, it may have been the Rector -- the vibes are so closely aligned these days that it is not always easy to tell them apart. Of one thing there is no doubt -- whoever it was loves the Lord Jesus, speaks in His name and under His authority and is totally committed to the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth. What more reassurance could any Earth life aspirant wish for?
Holy Communion February 24, 1991
…the doors are open, dear ones of the Earth life Kingdom-of-Heaven awareness, and you can therefore go back and forth in your consciousness between the affairs of the Earth life involvement and the Kingdom of Heaven consciousness.
Olga is a hundred years young today -- an additional cause for celebration!!
The Rector has been saying before and during the service that he wants us to think of this as a celebration and that when, as they are now, the Earth conditions are depressing to the spirits, to be aware of the need for a shift of focus onto the etheric realms of Heaven and that on that wavelength there is celebrating, for the Kingdom of God is already there…
How could we not celebrate such a great cosmic event? It is impossible not to. And as I said last time, the doors are open, dear ones of the Earth life Kingdom-of-Heaven awareness, and you can therefore go back and forth in your consciousness between the affairs of the Earth life involvement and the Kingdom of Heaven consciousness. I urge you, have in your mind's eye an impression of a great banquet hall with the doors wide open -- there is no reason of any sort for them to be closed -- and all who will are free to enter in and partake of this celebration.
This scene that I describe is the reality and it is only possible to enter in by the putting on of a white garment. This white garment is the desire of the soul of the individual for the Kingdom of Heaven. What is the Kingdom? It is pureness of heart, desire for honesty, justice, freedom, goodwill towards all mankind and all creation. If that is in the heart (and the Lord knows) then is the soul truly ready for donning the white garment and entering in. Entering in is not possible without the white garment. It is a leaving behind of the ways of the old order of Earth mind itself-will. It is not of guilt or self-esteem, which is nothing to do with desire. All may enter in who desire, not who have left behind the baggage of "unworthiness;" that will be left behind when the soul who desires the Kingdom of Heaven recognises that in the Kingdom is no recrimination, no accusation, only acceptance and love and compassion and caring. There is no pressure in the Kingdom for those still burdened and afflicted with such baggage to leave it behind; it is a process of awareness, of acceptance that enables the burdens to be shared a bit at a time, like the healing of a wound. It is imperceptible as it happens.
So I say to you all, dear ones of the Earth life celebration of this Communion with us -- Enter in, this is an Open Door, a way of entry for you and all attracted by the light generated here. Be not concerned at first jettisoning your baggage; many there are who carry such burdens; it is of no concern to the Lord of Life. He can take it from you any time and you will hardly be aware of it happening as it is a gradual process.
Well this message clears up the identity mystery of last week's communicator; it is clearly the Rector!
Holy Communion, Mothering Sunday, March 10, 1991
It is by the harmonising of that creative life activity with the love of the Father Creator that the water of (psychic) life is turned, transmuted, into the wine of eternal life as fully graduated, Christ-conscious children of the Father.
This is a true “celebration of motherhood” today, with the Teacher and the Rector being very close. The children came in with love abundant for Theresa. The Rector brought baskets of food wrapped in linen cloths which he unwrapped and put on the altar at the blessing of the bread. He said "This is our offering from the Inner Plane." The chalice was about 18 inches high, very thick, ornate cut crystal as if from a cathedral of older times. I have been so aware of the loving presence of the IPS at the psychic level that I have hardly been able to attune at the spiritual level. It is as if the psychic level of awareness has gone forward in a jump and has got somewhat out of balance with the spiritual aspect of my consciousness.
Brian, this is because the extra power generated by you three coming together after an interval and the special celebration that this commemorative day evokes is bursting with life and motherhood is of the psychic life activity.
It is by the harmonising of that creative life activity with the love of the Father Creator that the water of (psychic) life is turned, transmuted, into the wine of eternal life as fully graduated, Christ-conscious children of the Father.
Have no concern, all is well, the programme is on course, on time and proceeding. As you can imagine, it is fully under control and the Power of Jesus, our beloved Lord, to fulfil his command, is more than adequate to the task.
I counsel you, be at peace and enjoy this day of family togetherness. We all will be with you throughout. It is a salute to our beloved Theresa, a living symbol of the humility and creative power of motherhood. Rejoice, for the Kingdom of God is accomplished. Simply let go and be aware of the solidness of that reality.
Holy Communion March 17, 1991
…the Kingdom of God in reality is, every day, becoming more strongly established in the affairs of more and more souls and the purpose of God in mankind is being brought inexorably to fulfilment.
This is St Patrick's Day, Rector, and you are Irish; I don't know if this is a special day for you or anyone else. I have had some difficulty focusing on the realms of Light but I know the IPS are achieving things of which we in the Earth-life consciousness have no awareness. All my beloved friends in the etheric realms of the Kingdom, I give my love to you all and pray this offering may be serviceable in furthering the Master's programme.
Brian, you know as well as I that it is not what we do for Him that is important but what He will do and is doing for us that will bring the Kingdom of Heaven to fulfilment on the Earth. We who love Him of course desire to co-operate and "do" things for Him and to ‘make straight a Highway for our God.’ But in reality that is of the within and is possible only as an act of willingness to allow Him to achieve it for us. And so I remind you for your peace of mind that it is not how attuned you feel and how "on the wavelength" you may be at any one time, that determines your own progress or how serviceable your offering has or has not been; rather it is the desire in your heart and soul for God's will to be done and his Kingdom to come on Earth, into the lives of the children of Earth-mind ways, with love and compassion and peace and goodwill motivating the desire. You know the desire of your heart and the strength with which the fire burns within it for the reality of the living Jesus to be known to the lives of men. Therefore, be at peace and rejoice at the Master's love, understanding and acceptance of the ways and conditions of men, including you.
And meanwhile, Brian, all is well, the Kingdom of God in reality is, every day, becoming more strongly established in the affairs of more and more souls and the purpose of God in mankind is being brought inexorably to fulfilment. You yourself have glimpsed the love, which is the Power, by which it cannot fail to be so. Therefore, I say to you, rejoice and let go, let your hair down and join the party celebrations! Let your heart be opened to the JOY of Heaven, dear friends.
The following Diary entries were posted on January 17th 2007.
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Holy Communion Palm Sunday, March 24, 1991
It is not complete in the outer realms of the affairs of God's children, but it is complete in the etheric realms and the celebration that you perform is a link between the two which helps the programme to be made manifest in the outer.
I have been aware of the IPS very close and bringing love and blessing into our lives. The Teacher said "in love and fellowship*" at the Invitation to “draw near and commune together * upon the bread and wine of Eternal Life and Truth.” At the Kingdom Prayer the huge host of children of the light joined with us in asking for God's Kingdom to come.
Beloved Lord and Master, This is the anniversary on which we celebrate with our hearts the triumph of your entry into the City of Peace.
My son, this is a symbol, as you rightly observed; for what was right then is the more so as that which was begun then, in the long ago, is coming to fulfilment now in these times. It is not complete in the outer realms of the affairs of God's children, but it is complete in the etheric realms and the celebration that you perform is a link between the two which helps the programme to be made manifest in the outer. It is a bridge between the two and will enable the energy flow the more quickly to build up the conditions and infrastructure for the manifestation to be built. I do not ask of you that you do anything my son; simply that you desire it to happen and are a willing agent of its manifestation. It is no more a conscious willing than the act of growing, digesting food or loving.
Keep on in this way, for in love and fellowship shall the revelation and the manifestation continue to grow. It is a life form and structure which takes shape and grows, even as a child in the womb. And when the time of fulfilment is right, so shall the Son of Light be brought forth into the outer realm. Then shall my little ones recognise the reality and join the celebrations. Be not concerned that they do not join in now, my son -- this is a result of generations of the blind leading the blind; it is of no consequence to the fulfilment, which is assured. Do thou concentrate on the wavelength of Light, whence comes all joy.
Holy Communion April 7, 1991
So does the great plan for mankind go forward and establishes itself one step at a time in the group consciousness of mankind, emerging here and there in individuals who are ready to perceive something greater.
Master Jesus, beloved Lord of mankind this ritual attunement is more each day to me…
That, my son, is because it is living; it is life; it is your stairway, your link, your lifeline to the Life of the Father Creator, whose child, whose little one, you are, even as are all your fellows who travel the path of eternal progress.
You see more each time that herein is the essence of pure, refined, uplifting, energising, revitalising and renewing life. And as you know, it is the bread of sustenance and the wine of love that quickens and transforms life from the dull and the coarse and the drabness of Earth-mind ways to the untrammelled, uplifted freedom of the fulfilment of life that is the true estate of all my Father's little ones.
So does the great plan for mankind go forward and establishes itself one step at a time in the group consciousness of mankind, emerging here and there in individuals who are ready to perceive something greater. Be not anxious for the completion of the programme my son; it is an ages long programme and is according to the Principles of Life of the Father. It is going forward unto the fulfilment now but at a pace which is right. Eagerness to complete the course will only create imbalance in the life units involved and then comes dis-ease and disharmony. Be thou content and rejoice in the knowledge that we are approaching the fulfilment of the programme in which the True Way will be established in the Earth.
All is well; relax and enjoy the celebrations.
Thank you Master and Lord, for your words of encouragement and your Lordship over us all. You are our all sufficiency. God bless you, even as I know He does.
And God bless you also my son, even as I know He does.
Holy Communion April 14, 1991
In the true estate to which the children of Earth, the children of God, shall ultimately rise -- the refined, purified, uplifted state of oneness with the Source of All - there is no breaking-down of waste by-products, only an ever-becoming, making new, uplifting activity; a converting of lower into higher.
On Thursday night last with Steve in the pub, discussing the Kingdom of Heaven and the programme for bringing it into the affairs of Earth-mind man, the word “unstoppable” came through. A most powerful word with a great strength, certainty and finality of assurance about it.
I also realised that when the Master rejected the vinegar in the sponge he was rejecting the fermentation products of the Earth order, the old order, the mammon order, and until he has “fermented” the lives of mankind with the pure, energising life of the Father -- Holy Spirit -- he would not take such again. He was signalling the beginning of the end of the old order from the Last Supper onwards. From henceforward he would take the New Wine of the Kingdom, not the dried, preserved, lifeless fermentation of the old, Earth order.
Master Jesus, thank you for revealing this mystery, if only in part.
My son, the Earth order is a balanced combination of new life creation and breaking-down of that which is at the end of its cycle. This is the function of fungi and other micro-organisms. It is necessary because of the order of the time and place level of life-activity. Certain activities within these processes create substances which are preservative, such as alcohol.
In the true estate to which the children of Earth, the children of God, shall ultimately rise -- the refined, purified, uplifted state of oneness with the Source of All - there is no breaking-down of waste by-products, only an ever-becoming, making new, uplifting activity; a converting of lower into higher. This process of uplifting, which is literally an en-lightening, changes and transforms water into wine by an energising process, causing it to vibrate at a higher frequency. This excites, stimulates, uplifts, elevates -- awareness, expression, consciousness, being. It makes new, it makes alive -- death into life; that which was at the place where it would break down because of its time and place vibration will be raised up to the eternal -- life -- frequency.
This was the process by which my own incarnate body was raised from time and place wavelength to Kingdom of God, eternal life, wavelength. It is an energising, quickening, making alive (eternally) process. It is the destiny of every soul, and the fruit that each soul (branch of the vine) shall bear shall become energised into the New Wine of the Kingdom, which shall not be preserved in a degraded, broken-down state but in a living, pulsing, quickened state of vibration which is ever becoming new, more refined, more uplifted and outside the realm of degradation by the order of time and place.
Think on these things my son; it is not so far from you as you might imagine. The power to make new is within you even as it is within all God's creation. Seek within and there shall you find it, for the restoration of all who will receive it. So shall your joy be fulfilled. It is LOVE.
Holy Communion April 28, 1991
…the natural, simple, spontaneous joy of life and love is the stuff of which the Father's Kingdom is truly made. So is it with the Great Banquet Hall, which is the Gateway to the Kingdom and Eternal Joy.
The IPS have been so close and loving. The Master himself spoke His words concerning His great God Mission, so gently, personally and lovingly. Little children from the Inner Plane have been very close, standing right by the altar table at my side as I took the bread and wine, as if watching and listening to learn what it is all about.
They see what you do but they also see what it does for you -- transforming into light and energy within your aura, refining and uplifting.
The presence of so many little ones, crowding around in happiness, joy, wonder, innocence and love is at once a beautiful, instructive and humbling experience. Truly is it not possible to enter the Kingdom except we become as one of these little ones. Master Jesus, this has been more en-lightening and humbling than any words.
My son, this is to bring into balance the stretching of your mind with new dimensions of intellectual activity that you have experienced of late. All of that may be stimulating but the natural, simple, spontaneous joy of life and love is the stuff of which the Father's Kingdom is truly made.
So is it with the Great Banquet Hall, which is the Gateway to the Kingdom and Eternal Joy. Even now you see with your mind's eye that little ones, always in the bosom of the Father, have no inhibitions; and why should they need any? There is nothing to fear in the Father's Kingdom.
They can eat their fill of the Table which is ever becoming replenished and wash it down with the wine of the Love of Heaven, which intoxicates in an exalting, uplifting spirit of joy and love and happiness, but does not degrade, despoil or debilitate. These little ones are in safe hands, cared for and loved unendingly and they are aware of that.
So is it with all the Father's little ones. In due time shall they come to know it, experience it and be as at peace and comfortable as these little ones you have glimpsed this very day. It is a lesson of life for you to absorb and by which you all can go forward.
All is well my son. Savour this moment of harmony and joy and treasure it in your heart. It shall be serviceable to your progress along the path of life.
The following Diary entries were posted on April 11th 2007.
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Holy Communion May 5, 1991
…these (little children) are truly of the Kingdom of God and will attract the attention of other souls "afar off" who otherwise would dally and prevaricate, uncertain about where to go or whether to join the Banquet feast. If you believe this is a manipulative ploy you are right!
The little children have been with us again, taking in the detail of the service and they do understand what it is all about. At the partaking one little boy stood at my side and watched everything. I saw the wine sparkle like a diamond, alive and radiating, as the little boy would have seen it. And in the background was Diana, looking on with love and being in charge of their presence.
These little ones understand, by your help, what the service is about and can join in with hearts and souls to benefit themselves and go forward to help along the way others who are further from the Light. And by your directing of the service to the benefit of young minds you also benefit in your own understanding of the depth of meaning of this service.
Friends -- we of Earth life have experienced so many new awarenesses of souls coming in to join the service and all have been rewarding and joyful, but this is the crowning glory to date.
Yes my friend, and the Master himself embraces what you do as he embraces these little ones. Such as these are truly of the Kingdom of God and will attract the attention of other souls "afar off" who otherwise would dally and prevaricate, uncertain about where to go or whether to join the Banquet feast. If you believe this is a manipulative ploy you are right! It is to attract souls who are ready to go forward and know it not; therefore they need awakening. And if the joyful clamour of little ones should be the sound which awakens sleeping souls to the Banquet, is this wrong? Indeed it is acceptable in the sight of the Father. It will not awaken those not ready to go forward. But who would see a single soul who is ready, be left behind? It is not the purpose of the Lord's programme. All means which achieve the desired effect and are within the rules by which the Kingdom operates -- namely love, compassion and caring -- are legitimate in the cause. Let the cry go out to all who will, even if the cry is by the agency of little ones in party spirit. And I assure you, dear friend, it is a most successful ploy. Praise be to God on High.
Amen to that!
Holy Communion May 12, 1991
My son, the going forward is a continuous and continuing process of which you are sometimes aware, but usually you are not. It is at moments such as this that you are aware, and then all levels of your consciousness are being brought into synchronicity so that new awarenesses may enter in.
This has been a kaleidoscope of merging awarenesses:- of the reality of the Inner Plane, the meaning/reality represented by the symbols, and the Earth life as it is becoming for us of SMCC and as it is intended and will be for all children of Earth. I have been aware of many activities -- the handing out of the “bread of Heaven” and the wine of Christ love to all who will, great excitement and rejoicing in the Inner Plane that we go forward so satisfactorily. The Master came up right behind me at the blessing of the bread, embraced me, reached round me and took my hands in his, saying "Here, let me do this with you and help you pick up the vibes of what this is about." His vibration was as I have never known it before -- so loving, gentle, caring, relaxed and casual -- completely at ease and informal, as one's dearest, most intimate friend and not at all the “Lord and Master from on high.”
My son, the going forward is a continuous and continuing process of which you are sometimes aware, but usually you are not. It is at moments such as this that you are aware, and then all levels of your consciousness are being brought into synchronicity so that new awarenesses may enter in. It is like synchronising the tumblers in a lock so that they are all brought into line and this then permits the door to open, allowing in all that would enter. So is it with your consciousness, and the door opens to the Kingdom awareness for you, whereby one step at a time the simplicity of the Father's creation enters your awareness. And so by such new awareness shall the synchronicity bring harmony, peace, oneness. And this shall bring power to demonstrate the reality of God's glory to the Earth children, even as I have demonstrated and even as I have promised for all who love me and keep my word. Note that I have said comes the power with the harmony, the peace and when love has filled your being. All is according to the rules.
Holy Communion May 19, 1991
This Sanctuary is a vessel; into it have you and your beloved fellow communicants poured freely of your desire and so great is your desire that it radiates light all around to illuminate the path forward from dark and treacherous places.
The children have been very close, full of joy and clapping with enthusiasm. The Inner Plane Singers sang “Heaven and Earth are full of Thy Glory,” and the little boy has been standing at the altar, watching, listening, inquiring and learning. Clearly the psychic activity of the service is of the greatest interest to him. The Master said to Steve, "Inasmuch as ye have done it unto these little ones ye have done it unto me." During the prayer for overshadowing, at the words “…and our health renewed…” the little boy put his hand on my back when he realised we are not in perfect physical health here in the Earth life!
At the offering, many souls who have already been helped forward from being in need, sorrow, sickness etc. came in close to say ‘thank you’ for helping them go forward, and they are now seekers. The Master said, "Freely have ye received, freely give."
Master Jesus, this has been so uplifting and new realisation of the accomplishment of this Sanctuary comes to me.
My son, faithful in thy one-pointed commitment; by this have you lit a beacon of light for the enlightening and releasing of many souls lost in the wilderness. This Sanctuary is a vessel; into it have you and your beloved fellow communicants poured freely of your desire and so great is your desire that it radiates light all around to illuminate the path forward from dark and treacherous places. It is not only evil which is dark and treacherous my son but also confusion and lack of guidance and direction; for in such circumstances little ones can stumble into pits of evil even though they do not seek such. The beacon of light for such is a welcome guide to safer territory. Thence can they gain a clearer perspective of their lives and see the direction by which joy and fulfilment can be theirs. So shall the progress of the Kingdom programme be accomplished. Truly is this a marriage of Earth and Heaven consciousness.
Holy Communion May 26, 1991
Forward progress is not of self-will but of letting go. Have no concern when all is not perfect in the Earth conditions: this is because details are not yet brought into line with the Lord's programme. By leaving them to Him, He will bring them into line, when the "timing” is right.
There has been a great awareness of Inner Plane presences, including and especially the little children. They make me more sensitive to the meaning of the words and add a completely additional dimension to the experience. The little boy who has been beside me at the altar for several weeks now is here and appears to have become a “trainee” officiant (are we not all “trainees”?), with Diana having charge of him. I received awareness of Diana looking at me, so proud and thinking, "That's my Dad, up there," (officiating).
Dad, we are all so proud of you and so glad -- although that is an inadequate word -- that this service takes place in the Earth and that you and Mum are such integral parts of it. Auntie Olga and Uncle Sidney have told us all how you are the first student of this Communion and had been true to it over the years. I know you aren't aware of most of what is happening and what is being accomplished, which makes your one-pointed faith all the more worthy. We have grown up with the Service and see how things have progressed over the years; now is truly a time of joy and celebration." (I hear all the others enthusiastically agreeing!)
Brian, this is ‘the stalwart’ speaking! Diana is right -- everything progresses perfectly; you need concern yourself over nothing. We are aware of your circumstances in the Earth as well as those in the Kingdom consciousness. Forward progress is not of self-will but of letting go. Have no concern when all is not perfect in the Earth conditions: this is because details are not yet brought into line with the Lord's programme. By leaving them to Him, He will bring them into line, when the "timing" - which as energy patterns such as planetary aspects and other factors - is right. It is all to do with the Living "Word," which is creative life energy.
Peace be with you. We are all looking forward to a happy day with you in the Earth life. All is well. Go in peace.
At the consecration the Master put his arms around me and the little boy, embracing us together.
The following Diary entries were posted on July 11th 2007.
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Holy Communion June 2, 1991
…blessing is reality, it is actual, beneficial, tangible. It is valuable to all, whatever their state of mind and soul. It goes to them and abides with them, adding to their life, their growth, their aura, their stature.
This has been a beautiful service, with all the IPS close and loving, the little children joining in with actions symbolising the words. There has been much love and peace.
John, it is the anniversary of your birth tomorrow; I take this opportunity to bless you with God's love and peace and wish you a day filled with extra joy and happiness. (I felt and saw my blessing leave me and go to him as a bundle of light and etheric substance -- actual substance, not just empty words).
Brian, thank you for your blessing and good wishes. As you perceive, blessing is reality, it is actual, beneficial, tangible. It is valuable to all, whatever their state of mind and soul. It goes to them and abides with them, adding to their life, their growth, their aura, their stature. To be aware of its reality adds a new dimension and as Paul says, ‘Faith shall be replaced by sight.’ It is all the glory and wonder of Heaven, of God's Kingdom. It is as life for man, God's offspring, has always been intended, destined and even now is becoming. This is the armour of God and weaponry it is indeed such as the little ones of Earth have never seen. These weapons, of love and blessing and compassion and understanding, tolerance, forgiving can disarm one's enemy more rapidly than hate and destruction and win him over onto the side of peace and righteousness in the twinkling of an eye.
Brian, the family of the IPS rejoice with joy and happiness such as you're just beginning to realise but far, far beyond your awareness, at the going forward of the purpose of the Master's programme in this Sanctuary and this, the Teacher's ritual service. We all join in this opportunity also to bring you a giant care package of our love and blessings that you may receive and be aware of throughout the coming days and especially on your special day. We will be with you, so keep the Kleenex handy. We celebrate together. Amen.
Thursday, June 20, 1991
As I talked with our loved ones in the Inner Plane during my contemplation at the grove of trees in the park I found myself spontaneously saying, “Three cheers for Jesus of Nazareth: hip hip hooray…” and the cheer that went up began (for my conscious awareness, anyway) with the IPS in the park and spread instantaneously to the whole great host of Light dwellers in all the Heaven realms. It was a cheer unreserved, from the heart of all those souls -- millions of them -- with joy and adoration and love for our blessed Lord. I experienced this in my mind and heart at the same time.
Holy Communion June 23, 1991
…the children of Earth-life consciousness reel to and fro in anguish, crying for relief. Yet it is not the will of the Father for his little ones to be so distressed. As you now perceive, His Creation is ordered, balanced, harmonised.
The little children, now so much a part of our service, are here, bringing a dimension of joy and spontaneity to our attunement with the Kingdom. They imitate all the gestures of the officiant. At my partaking they crowded round, eagerly reaching on tiptoe for their own bread. At the beginning, John's censer cleansed the vibrations and aura of the place of worship of all extraneous, lower vibrations. It is clear all the symbols have more meaning then we are fully aware.
At the words of Isaiah concerning the dwelling place of God I suddenly saw him standing to my right, gazing into the distance. I believe it was as he would have been in the long ago and that it was not actually him as he might be now; the image of him that I saw had no awareness of us.
At the hymn after the partaking I saw the Teacher lounging in a huge, antique padded armchair, legs crossed, smiling a satisfied smile that everything was as he wished it to be.
And so it is, my friend. Your realisation of the wholeness, the oneness of the Father's life and creation and of this ritual attunement, with the joy and upliftment of life, goes forward at a pace which maintains the equilibrium. This is both satisfactory and essential, that balance and harmony be maintained; for as well you now know, without this balance all would collapse in disarray and your lives would be in tatters. Indeed, it is this very lack of Heavenly balance and harmony in the lives and affairs of the children of Earth, in their individual personal affairs, their business doings and international dealings, which creates the energy of distress, disharmony, disease in the aura of the Earth. And mankind, the children of Earth-life consciousness, reel to and fro in anguish, crying for relief.
Yet it is not the will of the Father for his little ones to be so distressed. As you now perceive, His Creation is ordered, balanced, harmonised.
Have no concern, dear friend, even as you see that I and all who serve the Kingdom purpose of the Lord of mankind, here in the Spirit Realms, have no concern. We have love, compassion, caring for the children of Earth and desire for their anguish to end. But you know, not even the Lord can persuade them to give up their ways -- he tried 2000 years ago and well you know the result. They must come to the place of their own within whereby they realise the foolishness of being on the wrong path and voluntarily choose the path of righteousness, peace and goodwill. Then shall the joy of Heaven reverberate throughout all the affairs and realms of his little ones.
Meanwhile, I counsel you, attune your lives, your minds, your hearts, with the realms where all is joy, and be at peace. In such attunement is strength and wholeness and balance so that others can recognise this in you and grow to desire that which you have and they lack. Thus shall your heart's desire be fulfilled; that you may bring the awareness of the living Jesus into the lives of the children of Earth. So be it. Praise be to Almighty God.
The following Diary entries were posted on October 17th 2007.
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Holy Communion June 30, 1991
…let your heart and mind be aware of those in the Realms of Light who care also for you. You (all) who travel the Earth-life path are not alone. We are ever close to you. All is known from the beginning and serves its purpose in the going forward. Peace be in your hearts.
My friend, loyal, faithful, true; even as you saw me last week,* so be it now. All is well; all is according as the Lord of Life would have it. His programme goes forward and we go forward with it. Of course there are and will be steps to be taken which will be painful because they will bring souls from where they are, in less than ideal, Kingdom conditions, to where they begin to desire to be -- from darkness into Light. The leaving behind of the paraphernalia of the darkness seems to be a painful separation at the time but as continuing forward progress is made, so is the casting off of that which is recognised as no longer needful less anguishing.
I counsel you and all troubled by unhappy Earth-life circumstances: Hold fast to that which you know to be true, right and of eternal values; such shall stand you in good stead and serve you well as strength and support. Do that which you perceive necessary; let love, compassion, caring, kindness, goodwill and resolve guide your thoughts and actions at all times, especially of decision.
And let your heart and mind be aware of those in the Realms of Light who care also for you. You (all) who travel the Earth-life path are not alone. We are ever close to you. All is known from the beginning and serves its purpose in the going forward. Peace be in your hearts. I bless you always.
As I knelt at the beginning of the service all the IPS spoke as one, "We go forward," very positively and reassuringly.
Holy Communion July 7, 1991
It is Love by which all things have their being and without which none can continue. This is the wine by which man is refreshed and uplifted in spirit to the joy and ecstasy of the Father's estate, thus restored from "death" to life eternal. Thus shall it be for all His children by this programme.
The little children have been swarming over me and bringing love and joy. Truly this is a celebration of the JOY of the Kingdom of Heaven.
I realise there are vastly more souls that have been and are being brought to this sanctuary of the Light, of the Open Door, than we have previously been aware. I believe this has really begun in earnest since about the time Pauline was here last September. No wonder the Rector has had such a big promotion, as I am sure he is the co-ordinator of new souls being brought forward. I believe he is now a ‘Brigadier General!’ and now has a huge job of “search and rescue” with, no doubt, John as his second officer for some of the rescue work.
‘And wonderful, blessed work it is too, Brian,’ says John.
At the words in the Holy Symbols concerning the bread "… that men may eat thereof and never die…" I realised once and for all that this refers to dying as the process of (the need for) reincarnating to learn the lessons of life in order to go forward to the place where the need for reincarnating does not occur -- because the individual soul has partaken of the bread -- the living word -- and this has made him alive, i.e. awake eternally to Heaven.
So be it my son -- observant of the mysteries of the Father's creation. It is indeed the Earth-incarnate soul who is not awake to the eternal love and munificence of his Heavenly Father, who is "asleep" or "dead." The eternal, living word is the bread, or sustenance by which the soul of the individual is able to be nourished and grow in stature of understanding and wisdom of the laws by which creation functions. Such a soul, going forward, will then begin to recognise that it is Love by which all things have their being and without which none can continue. This is the wine by which man is refreshed and uplifted in spirit to the joy and ecstasy of the Father's estate, thus restored from "death" to life eternal. Thus shall it be for all His children by this programme. I bless you all for your faithfulness, with joy increasing.
The following Diary entries were posted on January 16th 2008.
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Friday, July 12, 1991
As I pondered the wondrousness of the Master’s power to calm the Galilean tempest, he spoke in a loud voice from above: You ALL have it; it is at-one-ment — it is harmony.
Holy Communion July 14, 1991
Give your life, a selfless, dedicated, loving service of joy; bless all in need; let love for your fellows and all life flow from your soul. In these things and these ways shall at-one-ment and harmony with the Creator Spirit enable His love, His power to manifest in you.
My awareness of the IPS increases each week and this brings the heightened joy of this most wonderful service ritual into my consciousness. Olga, Diana, the Rector, Christopher and Jessica, John, Peter, the Teacher and the Master himself -- in our very midst -- have all been here; and not forgetting the blessed and beloved little children.* All have brought their own vibration of dedication, love and service and giving to make the right atmosphere. The banquet table, etheric counterpart and manifestation of our bread and wine, was overloaded! Chris and Jess, I realised, are stewards of the table, taking “food and drink” to all in need, and full of desire for the Kingdom of Heaven.
Master Jesus, beloved Lord, we go forward; I feel so close to the power and reality of the eternal awareness that you had in your Earthly life.
So be it my son; all is well. This power, as I said recently, is in at-one-ment, in harmony. Give your life, a selfless, dedicated, loving service of joy; bless all in need; let love for your fellows and all life flow from your soul. In these things and these ways shall at-one-ment and harmony with the Creator Spirit enable His love, His power to manifest in you. It cannot otherwise be. There is no other power for good. All else is of time and place; limited, finite and passes away. You know already, my son, that this is not your desire, but rather that which is righteous, fair, just, caring, compassionate, giving and eternally lasting.