Diary for 1987
(1987 entries commence here at August)
The following Diary entries were posted on February 17th 2006.
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Holy Communion, August 2, 1987.
...it is not in the outer world that the fulfilment of man’s destiny is provided, and there is more to the life and fulfilment than the Outer Court consciousness can provide.
Beloved Lord Jesus, so many different mysteries and teachings of yours are starting to fall into place in my understanding. It also seems so obvious now that the Kingdom has to be man’s birthright and destiny. For we are the children of God and man is the only creature not living in harmony with the Father’s creation.
And this is because man is created in God's “image” — to have the ability to understand and be conscious of the Laws and of the Father whose Laws they are. Yet a little while he does not understand and must be allowed the free will to choose the path of righteousness and desire to live in harmony with those laws. This must first be an abandoning of self-will and a willingness to place their lives entirely in the hand of God and his anointed and appointed, to be guided along a new path into seemingly unknown territory.
It comes, this desire and willingness, from an inner awakening, from an inner recognition that all in the outer world is not right, that it is not in the outer world that the fulfilment of man’s destiny is provided, and there is more to the life and fulfilment than the Outer Court consciousness can provide.
Then will those appointed to watch over and guide the newly awakening one draw close and lead the aspirant to new realisations. The old order, that was comfortable, shall become uncomfortable and the new birth into a new sphere of being shall come about — a metamorphosis.
You shall see this around you increasingly and confusion as mankind becomes aware of new awakenings and is confused by that which he cannot fully understand. Therefore be thou ready to guide and help those that are drawn to you, for this sanctuary has been lit with a great beacon of light to draw souls.
Be thou faithful and continue in this way. All shall be accomplished by my power to uplift and make all things new. Greater revelations shall come to you, a step at a time, as required. I bless you, my son, and all who with humility come barefoot into this holy place.”
Holy Communion, August 16, 1987.
Many souls from beyond the Earth life who are lost in the wilderness, but sincere in their hearts’ desire for goodness and rightness of living are being drawn by the Light generated by this Service.
Beloved Teacher, this, your Service of Christ communion begins to take on a much more cosmic and graspable reality and meaning for me, for it encapsulates the full meaning and purpose of Jesus: — who he is, what is his mission and how the Kingdom will be brought into the lives of man.
My young and observant friend and student of the mysteries, this form of worship and attunement opens up the channels of consciousness at the higher levels, wherein is the light of truth and eternal reality, on which wavelength our Lord and Master came into the Earth life 2000 years ago. It is a specific attunement with him, using his words and teaching, not because they belong exclusively to him, for they are the Father’s, brought into the lives of man by our Master Jesus. It is the way, the truth and the life by which man can be and shall be uplifted. And many souls from beyond the Earth life who are lost in the wilderness, but sincere in their hearts’ desire for goodness and rightness of living are being drawn by the light generated by this Service.
This is as originally intended, my son, and shall continue to be so, as your own understanding and confidence as officiant of the Service increases. For you must be the director or channelling agent of the light and power generated by the Service for transmitting out into all the realms of human consciousness for the strengthening and uplifting and illumining of souls afar off who yet seek. Be thou cognisant of this and you will become increasingly conscious of the ability to generate and direct the energies accordingly. All who participate contribute to the power, but it must be directed by the officiant. Let this be understood by all who would join the Service ritual with you, that they also may be more perfectly one with its purpose. This shall bring more healing, strengthening and instructing power to them also, by acting in greater unison.
All is well, my son, we go forward most satisfactorily.
Holy Communion, August 30, 1987.
Many there are who desire righteousness but know not wherein it lies and fear to go forward for lack of direction.
Beloved Lord, your most exalted follower, the beloved John, our Teacher, has brought all these mysteries of the Kingdom into our awareness through this mystical communion with you.
And now it is your turn to share the beauty and joy of its livingness, with all who seek from afar off and from nearby my son. Many there are who desire righteousness but know not wherein it lies and fear to go forward for lack of direction. Your job is to “sell” the simplicity and rightness of this path to all who watch, who see the beacon of its light, but still are unsure, requiring greater assurance.
Your job also is to give of the living bread and wine, the word and the love, of my sanctuary of peace to those who are more readily drawn to its light and to the sincerity of your transmitting.
Yes, they shall become more aware of the higher realms of the inner plane consciousness, from where others more fully equipped can continue the work of explaining and enlightening. But it is sincerity and desire that first attracts their attention. For this, I commend you my son.
Master – you are the way, the truth and the life.
Because you both believe and know this you are able to give of your understanding to all who seek. Continue in this way unto the further increasing of the Kingdom, my son, for there is unlimited space for all within and the doors are yet open. The gathering of the harvest is right now.
Be at peace my son; all is well, I am with you in all that you do – do thou be with me also.
Holy Communion, September 6, 1987.
Remember, the bread of my Word is nothing without the wine of my Love.
Beloved Lord, the new revelation about me being the coordinator of the words and Theresa of the music of the Service gives new understanding of the purpose of the communion and the sanctuary.*
Your understanding does indeed progress my son and the transmitting of the light from this place goes out to many in places of darkness and confusion, giving new meaning and hope to the lives of lost souls. Continue in this way, to speak and explain and bring the meaning of the living word to these seekers-after-truth for the uplifting of many souls.
Through the ages since my Earth life many have fallen by the wayside, weary, confused and seemingly lost. But though the words of the Shepherd have been distorted and echoed lifelessly by those who claim to serve him, to the point where outwardly all is hollow and meaningless, the word is still alive and the Shepherd still leads from the front, out of the vision of those who vainly repeat empty words.
Therefore I call upon all who hear the living word to take up the cry, “The Bridegroom cometh; go ye out to meet him.” This is the living word because it is the life of the Father and restores the tired and weary to new hope and understanding, making all things new, as was ever the Great Plan for the children of the Father, to be fully one with Him in the Kingdom of His consciousness where all is joy and beauty and harmony and love.
I rejoice at your going forward and your commitment to bringing the Word to all who seek. Remember, the bread of my Word is nothing without the wine of my Love. Give freely, even as I give to you, my son. I am well pleased. Continue in this way and greater joy shall be yours and all your household. I, thy Lord, have spoken.
Thank you blessed Master; I serve by your Grace.
The Master himself spoke the blessing at the end of the Service, with gentleness in his voice.
*At the beginning of the Service the Rector had brought this awareness to me. Theresa has a musical background.
The following Diary entries were posted on March 8th 2006.
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Holy Communion, September 13, 1987
The Light, Love, illumination and renewal of life come down from the Source in response to your sending up of prayer, thanksgiving, Love and desire to be one with the Source.
I felt the Rector, Olga and Peter, plus others come very close and had the feeling of being in a small and cosy chapel, at the start of the Service. It is a case of the servers being “in place" to direct and assist the outflow of energies for the upliftment of seekers from near and afar off.
My son, your awareness and understanding progress toward the full consciousness of what takes place in this Service of Mystical Communion with Christ.
The Light, Love illumination and renewal of life come down from the Source in response to your sending up of prayer, thanksgiving, Love and desire to be one with the Source. This creates Light in you and is, by your conscious directing, transmitted out to the lives of seekers and desirers of truth, attracting and drawing them close to the meeting point of the Love and desire-energies interchanging and flowing here. As your attunement and understanding increase so shall your awareness of the inner plane activities increase, in the seeing of lights, the hearing of harmonies and the inspiration of the mind to new realisations regarding the Kingdom and its implications for mankind, the children of God the Heavenly Father.
I am seeing turquoise lights and feeling stirrings of new beginnings in my mind and heart.
Relax and be peaceful — have we not been able to bring you forward in understanding by whatever agency serviceable? And we shall continue, one step at a time, to do just that. Let love and desire for the Kingdom of God be uppermost and all shall continue to go forward. All is well Brian; we are with you and very happy at the most satisfactory rate of progress. Peace be with you all.
Holy Communion September 27, 1987
All are destined for the Light and shall progress there with the help of those ahead of them on the path.
Beloved Lord, although the energies fluctuate in their intensity and one-pointedness at our Earth level of consciousness, I am very much aware, now, of what the communion Service is for and the mission it is designed to accomplish. I leave its fulfilment in the hands of the Inner Plane Sanctuary Servers (IPS) appointed to this purpose.
My son, the order of authority is well established in the esoteric scheme of things. On high is the Father, whose creation all is; under His command are all the orders, each with its own appointed mission, function and authority.
In this mystical communion the authority is with John, the beloved disciple, for it is by him that the order of Service is established. The energies generated by the enactment of the Service are for the furtherance of its purpose, which is to broadcast the light of God's love for all mankind and the good news of his Kingdom of right and harmonious living, according to his immutable laws, into the wilderness. This requires not only the generating of energy but the directing of that energy in the right way so that all who will respond positively to it may see it, and that it not be wasted on blind and unready souls.
So it is that one must be appointed who is able to channel and direct those energies from the point of their manifestation to the level at which they are serviceable. And so it is that you must understand the order by which these things are accomplished. It is a long process to this place my son, in which your one-pointed dedication must be developed, known and understood by you and your willingness to serve the Great Kingdom purpose of the sanctuary with love in your heart; love for all God's children, be they in darkness or light. For all are destined for the Light and shall progress there with the help of those ahead of them on the path.
Give your energies — Love, understanding, commitment to those who need. Where necessary it shall be more carefully focused for the benefit of the seekers and the needy by the servers in the Inner Plane Sanctuary. But it is your directing of the energies in the words and the music, by you and your beloved, that shall be more perfect as your understanding improves. This shall be to your glory and benefit also as you go forward by helping others to go forward.
Peace, blessings and love be with you all, my son.
Saturday, October 3, 1987
As I walked our dog in the Park, after talking to Theresa about lost souls needing direction and guidance by Jesus, who is the Way, Truth and Light, I suddenly became aware of the presence of a great throng — many thousands of people, from the next life. They appear to have been attracted to me by the thoughts and prayers that I was directing to the Lord on this matter as I walked. As I tuned in to the Lord's purpose and programme and his great, universal love for all mankind I began to be aware of a dazzling light burning in me and shining outwards. It was as if my arms and body were flaming with fire.
The souls in the Park were “all sorts and conditions of men,” not evil, just going in circles instead of forward; seeking something better but not knowing where or how. They said to me, “Okay, if you say you know what, where and how, tell us, convince us, show us, that there is something greater than what we have.” So I said, Okay, I will… and started telling them that Jesus is our Big Brother, is the Way to the Father, is the Light; does love us even as every one of them will have loved and been loved and wished well, cared and been cared for. So why such a surprise that Jesus should love and care for them as their Big Brother; that he wants to help them go forward but does not force his will upon them and if they want to they must ask his help and he will send someone appointed to watch over them, to show them the way forward. I spoke for about five or 10 minutes. They seem to have accepted what I said, or at least gone away to think it over.
This all reminds me of the experience back in 1967 when Olga Park and I were both staying at her son's house in Vancouver. She awoke in the night to hear me giving a dissertation for some good few minutes, in a powerful, authoritative voice, and finally, although she was unable to hear what was being said (she had come from her downstairs bedroom to listen, at the foot of the stairs, to me speaking whilst sound asleep in an upstairs bedroom), did hear the concluding words “And that is the way it is.” This experience appears to be a fulfilling of that earlier event. I pray there may be many more such.
Holy Communion October 4, 1987
Speak in my name and by my authority. The Light that shines from you is my authority and shall be respected as such. Have no fear, the living word shall be given to you as you have need of it.
Beloved Lord, I begin to see and sense the esoteric and the Kingdom reality now, even as you said I would. I also recognise that the awareness has to come from within me by attunement and one-pointedness; that it is not something which will be given as a "gift," like a new coat, but something which is there, available to all, to be achieved. I also feel as if there is a major rescue programme being launched.
My son, it is all as you say, a progressive unfolding of the within, of which the conscious self gradually becomes aware. Your growing and progressing are as I have promised you all along and to which promise you have also been faithful and true.
There are many souls in the wilderness my son, souls who are not spiritually awake. There are also many souls in outer darkness who will not be ready to go forward at this graduating. These are not to your concern, but those in the wilderness, for whom there is hope because they are coming to realise their lot is less than perfect, there is perhaps a greater possibility of fulfilment in their lives.
Speak with such who are attracted by your light and approach you seeking greater reassurance. But do not yet go out seeking such, and in all ventures put on the whole armour of God. Speak in my name and by my authority. The Light that shines from you is my authority and shall be respected as such. Have no fear, the living word shall be given to you as you have need of it.
Live each day at a time, expect nothing but be prepared for everything, at the Earth plane and the Inner plane aspects of your life. Attune with me as often as you are able, for therein lies your inner strength. Remember also that by giving you receive. We go forward my son. I bless you for your commitment.
During the following week, while sitting in the office with a visitor, Dean, from the USA, discussing technical business matters, I was suddenly aware of dozens of people standing behind him and wanting to interrupt to ask questions and talk in more detail about Jesus, the purpose and progress of life and how to go forward.
I felt utterly engrossed in the vibration they brought and the desire to communicate with them but reluctantly had to tell them that, much as I was pleased to see them, they could see I was busy and had commitments at the Earth plane level which I was unable to interrupt, not least because Dean, although a deeply devout orthodox Christian, would not be able to understand or accept such interruptions; that I would be delighted to see them any time when I had no such commitment and welcome them back, inviting them to return when it was convenient to receive them. They were reluctant to leave but eventually did so.
One night the same week I also had a dream, much detail of which has gone: I was visiting a Christian sect during their religious service and get-together. There were various people with illness and disease, a number of whom were healed during discussion with me about Jesus and the Kingdom. One was blind in one eye and his sight was restored. This caused a great stir amongst the group, with divided feeling about whether such healing was from the Lord and to accept what I said, or whether to eschew the whole thing and remain rigid in their denominational doctrine.
The following Diary entries were posted on March 21st 2006.
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Holy Communion October 11 1987
The Great Rescue Programme for the Enlightenment and upliftment of the soul of Man has been in development and operation for many generations. Now do you see its fulfilment coming to pass. This has always been the Great Plan and destiny for God's Children
I was aware of the gathering "congregation" to the left, behind Theresa, kneeling for the prayer for overshadowing and humility. I was again aware of the Rector, Olga and Peter as in a "control box" type of enclosed area reminiscent of a small chapel. I felt they were invisible to the greater gathering of seekers in the spirit realms. I then realised the Teacher was officiating with me at the altar-front and his voice strongly overshadowed mine.
Beloved Lord and Master, I thank you for revealing to us the great purpose of this mystical Communion Service and enabling us to be part of this programme of spiritual upliftment.
My son, faithful in the Way of following my lamp of spiritual illumination; the Great Rescue Programme for the Enlightenment and upliftment of the soul of Man has been in development and operation for many generations. Now do you see its fulfilment coming to pass. This has always been the Great Plan and destiny for God’s Children and it is inevitable that the Will of the Father shall be done in the aura of the Earth. Rejoice with all the Enlightened Ones who serve His Great Purpose.
Even now you feel the satisfaction of your soul in being part of the programme for mankind — a more satisfying condition of the inner being than anything the Earth life way of mammon can give. And this satisfying feeling is that which draws Man forward by attracting seekers again and again to the Sanctuary of the Light, the Living Word and the New Wine of Christ Love.
The Rector speaks:
Brian, my friend and fellow server of Christ's purpose, your recognition of conditions is accurate. Observe and contemplate and new recognition shall continue. Say to Theresa the music is of great importance for it helps to control and shape the psychic forces and structures so that those who seek may see an ordered structure for their peace of mind and comfort. Say also, let her mind visualise the structures created by the music and help to direct and control the structures consciously by attunement with the energy flow. Her creative power is great and artistic, so she can be of great help in the establishing of beautiful edifices and colours, blended in harmonious patterns for the glory of God and the reassurance of those who will be attracted by them. This will also give balance and validity to your words and emphases in the minds of the beholders.
All is well. Have no concern for any matters in the Earth or Heaven, always under the control and direction of Christ our Lord and Saviour. Dwell on positive vibrations for the building of positive conditions. Peace and blessings be with you all. S.
Holy Communion October 18, 1987
It is the desire of the Father that all who will, take of the Waters of Life. Now is the marriage banquet of the Lamb, the coming together of the God-conscious streams of life with the Earth-conscious streams, all who will.
Emphasis this morning is on sending love and compassion to all in the wilderness, however far away physically and spiritually, inviting all who are ready for something better, to come and partake of this living Bread and Wine, for their strengthening and renewal and guidance on the path to newness of life and awareness. I was aware of the Teacher officiating with and through me, sending out this broadcast, and also the servers of the Inner Plane Sanctuary in their ‘control box’.
My son, we are well pleased with progress of the last few weeks. It is the desire of the Father that all who will, take of the Waters of Life. Now is the marriage banquet of the Lamb, the coming together of the God-conscious streams of life with the Earth-conscious streams, all who will. Therefore we send out the call and the broadcast is on the wavelength of Light and Love. Many shall see and recognise and be drawn forward, not previously knowing there was a way forward. It is your sincerity in broadcasting and the purity of desire transmitted from this Sanctuary that shall draw these souls to it. For they hunger and thirst for something more and this Communion Service provides a banquet table to satisfy their hunger and thirst. Already many are now committing themselves in sincerity to being servers of the Sanctuary. They are yet beginners, but of a humble spirit. Others are strongly drawn but not yet committed. Keep on therefore in this way, broadcasting the Light and the Living Word, with sincerity, Love and one-pointed commitment in your heart, for the drawing and uplifting of many.
Send out the Word, far and wide, to every generation.
Teacher, I feel the souls in the etheric realms can accept the reality of the Light of Christ more readily than those, at the same place of development, but in the Earth life.
It still depends on the sincerity of the messenger in bringing the Word. If your life is an example of the message carried, others will see and be drawn. Their ability to see is more limited by the insulation of the Earthly body. So those who are drawn will be fewer, especially at first, but the message and the broadcast will be refined and strengthened as you progress. Be not anxious to run before you walk my son. All is well. Have no concerns.
I am increasingly aware of the Rector's ‘control box’ and feel it somehow controls the beaming and concentration of the broadcast.
That is precisely what it is for Brian, in Earth concepts, though somewhat different in its operation here. We are aware, here, of groups and individuals who are in need of help, or are ready to awaken to the greater reality. It is the function of this control box to beam the light and sound to such, wherever they might be, ensuring they receive it on their wavelength. So, keep broadcasting and we will keep transmitting! God's richest blessings be upon you all. S.
Holy Communion November 1, 1987
Commune above, with the source of Love, Light and Power and communicate that which you experience outwards to all who are in need and who earnestly seek and desire the coming of the Kingdom.
At the end of the Song of the Angels, "Company with us and help us…" I heard Olga singing "Comfort ye, Comfort ye my people..." from Handel's Messiah. It was an inspiring and uplifting experience and I felt it was also for the new seekers and for any afar off who may just be becoming aware of the broadcasts from the Communion.
Dear Teacher, my heart rejoices at the wondrous experience of what is going on.
We go forward my son and it is my desire for you that you accept that which has been revealed to you in recent weeks and grow and mature in the role of communicant — that you commune above, with the source of Love, Light and Power and communicate that which you experience outwards to all who are in need and who earnestly seek and desire the coming of the Kingdom.
Now do you experience the living enactment of the Coming of the Lord into His Glory and manifesting of the Kingdom in the lives of men. And its power to transform shall be witnessed by many, including yourselves. Praise God and Glorify His Name forever!
All is being directed from the Inner Plane my son, do not attempt to take control yourself, for you cannot see the intricate pattern of interconnected conditions and would tangle and trip in the threads. Be peaceful and patient and your guidance shall be for the benefit of all. The pattern is evolving and the picture building, a step at a time. Progress is most satisfactory at all levels. Concentrate on broadcasting the message of Christ Love and his power to bring joy and fulfilment of those who, with humble hearts, are ready to join their lives to his.
All is well. Peace and blessings be upon you all.
The importance, value and benefit of the music came home to me from the beginning of the Service and even though I didn’t see psychic structures per se I was aware of the energies created by it, surging.
Holy Communion November 8, 1987
You will be guided and directed fully according to your degree of readiness and one-pointedness and also by your willingness to let go and be led.
Beloved Teacher, the revelations of recent weeks have, as you know, had a profound effect upon me.* My Earth upbringing teaches me to feel unworthy of this great honour and responsibility; yet my training, initiated through our beloved godmother, and now by you direct, teaches me that this is ordered from the Inner Sanctuary and that all help and assistance will be given, for I am a little child in these matters, neither clearly seeing nor understanding. So I accept this appointment and commit myself wholeheartedly to acting as “Communicant,” that is, attuning with the realms of Christ Light and Love, so that His power may be drawn down and broadcast out into the wilderness for the enlightening of souls who desire something greater. May this Sanctuary and Theresa and I be serviceable to this charge, to send out the call to all who will to come unto the Marriage Banquet for a great festival of rejoicing in the uplifting of the soul of mankind to the merging of his life and consciousness with that of The Son of Man.
My son, peace be with you; all is well, your commitment is received. You will be guided and directed fully according to your degree of readiness and one-pointedness and also by your willingness to let go and be led. Your trust is well founded, for you know the source of guidance and Love which have been given to you over the years is that of the Anointed One, the Messenger of the Holy One. Continue therefore in this way; let Love and giving and the Kingdom of Heaven for all mankind be your motivation. Many there are who need reassuring and are unable to perceive and receive the Light direct from the Source. So, inasmuch as your Path forward was guided by the sincerity and love of your godmother, so are others dependent upon your sincerity and love for their strengthening and encouragement in the Way. These shall largely be from the etheric realms my son, especially at first; nevertheless there are souls incarnate also in need of your strength and support. Give and you shall freely receive of greater strength. Joy and blessings be with you and all your household.
*This refers to the Teacher explaining to me that he wished me to understand that he was no longer to be the leader – the ‘Officiant’ of the Service; that he had brought me to the place where I was ready to receive the authority, or empowerment to be the ‘Officiant’ or lead Communicant. At the Earth level, I had been this since the 1960s but this was a new, higher level of empowerment and authority and he wanted me to have conscious understanding that it would, henceforward, be my responsibility to direct not just the outward performance of the Service but also to become focused upon the fact that the Service generates light and power for transforming lives, progressing the Kingdom programme. He wanted me to be consciously aware that it was now time for me to be in charge of the generation and directing of that energy and Light. This would not in any way make the control box redundant because my job was now to become the focal point of the generation, so that that Light and power could then be directed to the control box for onward transmission to whosoever those in the Inner Plane Sanctuary saw fit to receive it for their rescuing, enlightenment and going forward.
The following Diary entries were posted on March 29th 2006.
Holy Communion, November 15, 1987
Have no concern for organising any detail, either in Earth or in Heaven, my son; all is ordered and directed by my Word, which goes out, with power, to bring fulfilment by its own nature and structure. By this shall you be guided.
Theresa and I were both aware of Olga singing “The Adoration of the Father” at the beginning of the Service, accompanied by her own, recorded, autoharp. I was also aware of the IPS at various other stages of the Service.
Beloved Lord and Master I begin to realise the essential need for letting go, tuning in to your Love, peace, tranquillity, to truly be one with you and the Kingdom. It is within that state that the Kingdom really lies.
Truly is it so, my son. And it simply requires an effortless focusing of the consciousness on the reality rather than striving to attain that state. It is an objective, rather than a subjective activity — a recognition by the conscious mind that the reality exists, and of the joy that being one with it brings to all aspects of one’s being and the harmony with all ‘other’ being. A focusing by such objective aspects of your mind requires no contortions of the mind; simply a recognition and attunement by considering the joyful, harmonious realities of the Father’s creation.
This causes an upwelling of soul energies harmonious with those mental processes, focusing soul and mind together in an exalted state of Being. Practice this; it shall be serviceable to your letting go of fear and anxiety at all moments of the day or night.
All is well. The forward progress continues even in moments of your unawareness! The Banquet is prepared and the great gathering begins.
(I saw myriad souls walking a desert path, as if refugees. I take these to be souls drawn to the Banquet. Truly will it be of proportions unimaginable in Earth terms).
Have no concern for organising any detail, either in Earth or in Heaven; all is ordered and directed by my Word, which goes out, with power, to bring fulfilment by its own nature. By this shall you be guided.
Peace be with you.
Holy Communion November 22, 1987
The fulfilment of Christ’s purpose in unifying the mind and spirit of God’s children with his own in the Kingdom of Oneness with God is now taking place.
Beloved Jesus help me to serve you better by opening my eyes to the great programme for salvation that is underway even now.
Brian, you are doing well, don’t be anxious; this creates a disturbed and fractured psychic condition. Be at peace and content to understand a bit here and a bit there. The new picture emerges in your awareness this way. Don’t be impatient either, for there are many levels to being, especially in the Earth life and it is important that all levels progress together.
Your present understanding and revelation is sufficient for this moment. Allow yourself to become accustomed to it and more fully attuned so that your perception of the process is more complete; this will happen as part of the natural growing process. You already have an increased understanding of the esoteric order, that God the Father is the source of all – Love, life, peace, joy, harmony, progress; that Jesus, His first perfected son has come to bring the Father’s Kingdom to the Children of God who are his (Jesus’) younger brothers because he loves us; that the beloved disciple, John of Patmos is the organiser of this Christ Communion for the disseminating of his living word to all the generations and conditions of men so that the fulfilment of Christ’s purpose in unifying the mind and spirit of God’s children with his own in the Kingdom of Oneness with God is now taking place.
My task and that of my beloved, along with Peter and others with whom we coordinate is to direct the energy flow from this source in the Earth life, where it is manifested by this Communion and also by your prayers and desires and goodwill to those in need and readiness.
Concentrate your energies on this activity for now, that help may be given to many for their uplift and forward progress.
All is well Brian, the progress is measured over phases, not single events. We are all with you. S. This is the Rector’s way of signing off.
Holy Communion December 6, 1987
The Kingdom has always been; it is the Father’s estate and He desires His little ones, His Children, to be one with Him in that estate. I counsel you therefore, seek within, in the stillness and tranquillity within the innermost part of your being for the awareness of the Father’s Kingdom of Peace and Love.
Beloved Lord, 2000 years ago you taught: “The Kingdom of Heaven is at hand, is among you, is in the midst, is within us.” It most surely is, with all the power and glory you now have, a more real prospect than it was then, for mankind.
My son, the Kingdom has always been; it is the Father’s estate and He desires His little ones, His Children, to be one with Him in that estate. I counsel you therefore, seek within, in the stillness and tranquillity within the innermost part of your being for the awareness of the Father’s Kingdom of Peace, of righteousness and Love. Let that awareness in moments of quiet withdrawal from the outer clamour be cultivated and your ability to achieve oneness with it shall grow until you are aware of its reality at all moments. Then shall your power, which is oneness with the Father, be great for the bringing of good into the affairs and lives of your fellows, both in the Earth life and in the wilderness beyond.
The Kingdom is the most important concern for mankind my son but few there are in the Earth life who recognise that because the seed of its reality has not germinated in their lives – it lies dormant in unfructifying ground. Your aura of peace, gentleness and calm shall stir the life in their ground and awaken the inner awareness of souls to this Kingdom reality. Do not expect it to happen all at once, neither think that by your willing it shall it happen – it cometh not with observation. Occupy with matters at hand and with all moments of attunement with me. So shall you go forward and progress be imperceptibly made. As you let go of matters of Earth concern so shall your Heavenly awareness and attunement increase.
The revelation is there; you move forward among it and experience it, achieve it, one step at a time. I and my messengers shine the light for you but the achieving is yours, by the seeking activity of your soul.
Be as a little child in all matters of Spirit, my son, for that is what you are. I, thy Lord shall accomplish thy progress and growth.
Thank you blessed Master, with all my heart and soul.
Holy Communion December 13, 1987
The self-generating, perpetuating force of Creation is Love. Let it be uppermost in your heart in all your activities and contacts and affairs so that the outworking of the Father’s good will may be made manifest for and through all you do.
Beloved Lord, the magnitude of your programme is starting to come home to me. There are countless souls in the wilderness and I now see that all “who will” are not only invited to the Marriage Banquet but that there is a positive plan to deliver the invitation, guide them along the path and outfit them with a suitable garment for the great occasion.
And so it is my son. Those who are “afar off” shall hear the call because it shall be, indeed it is being, broadcast to them. In response to their awakening desire shall a messenger be sent and guide those who seek to the Banquet Hall. As they journey, so shall the Light be with them; indeed the very journey itself is an unfolding, enlightening programme even as has your journey been. This Service shall bring enlightenment, and is food and drink to many hungry and thirsty souls. Therefore I counsel you my son, keep on in this way and let the sincerity of your heart’s desire for the Kingdom continue to radiate light for all such seekers.
It is not possible to describe how any individual will go forward from the place where he or she becomes one-pointed in the commitment to serve the Kingdom programme of upliftment for mankind, for each soul brings his own potential for different service and all is acceptable in the sight of the Father. And each shall add to the Power of the City of Peace, the New Jerusalem, for the benefit and glory of all and of the Father.
This is the self-generating, perpetuating force of Creation and it is Love. Let it be uppermost in your heart in all your activities and contacts and affairs so that the outworking of the Father’s good will may be made manifest for and through all you do.
Peace and Joy be with you my son; go with a happy heart for I shall be close wherever you are and whatever you do.
All is well.
Holy Communion December 27, 1987
Blessed Lord, despite the intrusive vibrations and interruptions I am increasingly aware of the purpose of the sanctuary and this Communion (I was aware of the gathering seekers from spirit joining in, the broadcasting out of the message to all who will, however “far off” and of the control box, operated by the Rector. At the offering the chalice was like a waterfall, pouring out Love and the Waters of Life for all).
All is well my son, keep on keeping on, your purpose is being revealed even now. I bless you for your faithful service and one-pointed dedication. Have no concern for interruptions and outward disturbances. I am well pleased.
During the benediction at the end of the Service I was overshadowed, as usual, by the Teacher, and this time became aware, for the first time, of his great love for and commitment to, the seekers, from everywhere and however far off they might be. This was a beautiful and peaceful Service.
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